"You need professional help, a psychologist Raavi".
The words went around her brain several times. Ever since she talked to her friend Kiran, who lived outside Somnath but now was here to visit her aunt. Raavi thought a lot about what Kiran said to her. She never thought that she might need help. She has coped a lot since childhood but she has always moved on with a smile but maybe now it was time to get help.
Shiva had sent her divorce paper. At first she was sad and cried a lot but now there was nothing left that she felt. Yes, she was still a little sad but now she would rather spend her energy on other things such as getting herself a psychologist. Kiran asked her to come to Delhi. Raavi thought about it a lot and she decided to go with her. Maasi was a bit skeptical but let her go because she did not want to see Shiva around Raavi. Raavi was ready for a new environment and for a new change. Maybe she could fix herself and her insecurities that she carried all her life.
She took out her suitcase and began to pack. She had not told anyone and also asked Maasi to hide it especially from the Pandya family. It's not like she does not want to tell them but she does not want anyone to stop her from going or knowing where she is. She needs peace and therefore she has decided to start a new life there in Delhi. Maybe not a fresh start on everything but on most things. She was going to the bus station in an hour with Kiran but she wanted to see Shiva one last time before she left but she was unsure if she should meet him or not. Will he get angry or will he be happy to see her? She was ready to risk it. One last time in a long time, until she comes back and focuses on her relationship with Shiva. Because she was determined about them, they were meant to be together, forever and ever. Maybe not now but in the future. But all at the right time, first she will help herself and then she will come back to Shiva to fix everything she has destroyed and he has destroyed in the heat of the moment.
“Maasi, mein abhi aayi. App mera saman bus station tak le aao. Mein aap ko udhar milti hoon” With that said, she ran out of the house and towards the Pandya Store. She knew he was there, he was always there. It was lunch break now, so she could talk to him. Maybe give him the hint that she's leaving now but will come back to him, for him and for them. He must know it otherwise he will think even more negatively about her and their relationship. As soon as she saw him, she ran towards him and into his arms, where she could finally breathe in peace. She now knew they were meant for each other. She realized her mistakes and she was ready to change and fix them. But first she must find herself. She does not know how long it will take but she knows she will do just fine.
“Shiva, abhi ke liye bye” She felt him go still and she heard him speak, but she did not have the energy to register his words in her brain. So she stared at him, hoping he could understand her determination for them. Her eyes gave him a promise, no words were exchanged, but she knew he must have seen something because she saw him blink in certainty. They will find their way back to each other. She felt it in her heart and with a light heart and a smile on her face she left from there to find herself.
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As always, a random thought that I just had to write down. Lately, Pandya Store has been giving me a headache. Raavi needs help, and so does Shiva. But of course this is a TV show that will never show something like this, and so to get my frustration out I had to write this. All in all, I hope you guys enjoyed it. I know it's not long, but long texts are not my cup of tea.
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