Originally posted by: s.satishkumar
hi ,
well maharani is wrapped up and am back in chennai for good.i am doing ok just a bit bored .I had a small meeting with avm productions yesterday but i am not keen for it is already on air in kalaignar tv.they want me to replace someone who was doing the main role but is now unable to do it.i have a week to think and decide so i will wait until i am completely calm and settled and the weigh the pros and cons.another project for jaya tv is also on the cards and i will be meeting the director next week,hopefully that turns out to be interesting.
Good Luck and I am sure you will take a good decission...
starting from sept 2009 to oct 2011 i spent 10 to 12 days every month travelling to trivandrum and back.wow two years went by and only now i am able to sit and digest what went on and what i have learnt in that period.
For which Serial...TVM shoots Sathish?
i personally think i am a decent actor and my perfomance increases as the role becomes tougher and more complicated.i realised my forte for subtle expressions and underplaying emotions and able to convey thoughts with a look.
I totally agree with you...Yes ofcourse you are a very good actor with a charming look too!!
thanks to my director kannan who encouraged me experiment and to be totally spontaneous.this project has given me the confidence to carry a project as a hero although i did that in muhurtham.
Not having a meesai and not looking dravidian although i am one sees me typecast in certain roles.so it increases the thirst in me to do roles which can break the mould.but directors refuse to cast me in middle class roles or characters from poor background for they feel that my looks will work against it.so i have to be patient and hope such roles come to me .
In fact I think that you look nice without meesai!!
but sometimes i have to compromise and accept roles for money's sake otherwise how will pay my bills.
most of you forum members have shown so much kindness towards my roles and encouraged me to do better and i hope that all your wishes will continue for i need them to go on and on.god knows for how long.
I came to showbiz by accident and have carved a tiny place in the industry and in your hearts i hope.i never dreamn't of becoming a hero or someone famous for i have always been shy and introverted.even in family photos i will rarely be there for i was scared of my looks.now i know that it was all in my mind,all those fears,those inferiority complexes.growing up as an orphan is tough for there is no father to guide you nor mother to throw her arms around you when you are sad and down.wearing used clothes and hand me downs and getting new clothes once a year for diwali used to make me feel small and insignifcant.but now in tv serials i am wearing new clothes in every other scene and i don't how to handle that.i really don't know how to handle fame but i know one thing.i want to make things easier for those that ask for my help.
The above words of yours talk volumes to me about you Sathish...God Bless you my dear!!
life is tough and it gets tougher when you have no one and so i try to be there for people around me.it makes me want to live for them and be there for them.for in the end it is all worth it.isn't it so.now that i am back in chennai i hope to write and post regularly in my blog which has been so kindly been provided for me.a humble thanks for all the love and attention that has been showered on me.
love
satish