Nibir FF - FITOOR (Updated part 4) 18 August'18 - Page 25

Time to celebrate...isn't it?😳

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Nisha came back to her room aftr some hours spending some time in that room...she was sitting in her room totally lost in her memories yet again..it was night now..a knock on door broke her trance..she didn't went down for the dinner.. so Laxmi maa came to her room with food...she forcefully made nisha eat the djnner! then made Nisha rest in her lap for some time...tried to sooth her pain..with her sweet talks about Nisha's childhood...Nisha dose off in her lap..she smiled seeing her sleep... she went from the room aftr an hour making her sleep properly on bed switching off all lights n closing the door...

as soon as Laxmi went away from there Nisha opened her eyes..she wasnt asleep she was just pretending to sleep so that her mother can go n take rest! bcoz these days sleep is miles aways from nisha's eyes! All the time she keeps thinking abt him...only him! her Kabir ...

She get up and went to the windows use of her room looking at the moon..

it was late night, 11:30am at her place..

on other side , in London , Kabir was also sitting on the window looking at sky .. moon just arrived there in sky it was 7:30pm there!

they both started talking to the moon as if moon was conveying their messages to one another...

Kyu Kabir?Kyu kiya tune ye sab? Kyu toda apna vaada?

I'm sorry Nisha.. meine apna vaada tod diya par wo zaruri tha.. Teri safety ke liye...I can't put u in any trouble..Tere ghar me kisi ko b pata Chal jata that we both r in contact baht bada hungama ho jata..Sab kharab ho jata.. aur me..me wahan tere paas b nhi aa pata sab kuch sambhal ne.. tu akeli pad jati..

akeli to me pad gyi hu Kabir...Tere Bina..

Kya socha tha aur kya ho gya ye sab..kitni khush me uss din, ki tu Tera sapna poora karne jara raha hai..par kabi nahi socha tha ke tere sath sath tu meri sari khushiyan bhi le jayega!

Teri khushi ke liye hi to kiya ye sab...hamesha se London dance school ka sapna dekha par jab Jane ka waqt aya to Mann hi nahi kar raha tha par tu khush thi aur Teri khushi me mein bhi khush ho gaya aur sirf Teri khushi ke liye apni zindagi yani tujhe wahan chod apne purane sapne ko phir se jeene yahan aa gaya...

pagal thi me jo khud tujhe apne se dur kar baithi...kash uss din meine tujhe rok liya hota par kis haq se rokti me? Tera sapna aur Teri khushiyon ke beech kaise aa jati me? Aur sach to ye hai ki uss waqt to mujhe hi nahi pata tha ki meri khushi kisme hai?kiske sath hai...meine khud hi ye baat samajne me bahut der kardi Kabir..shayad dosh Tera nahi mera hi hai...Jo meine ye sab hone diya

dosh to mera bhi hai Nisha Jo meine bar bar apne vaade tode hain...Pehla vaada toda Jo uss contract me likha tha aur tujhse pyaar kar baitha aur ab dubara yahan ake tujhse contact na karke phir se apna vaada toda par ab tak to shayad tu mujhe bhool bhi gayi hogi..Sirf ek dost hi to tha me Tera..

yahi to problem hai Na Kabir ki me tujhe bhool to nahi paa Rahi..lakh koshish karlun par pagalo jaise har phone k ring pe ye umeed laga leti hu ki tera call hoga .. bahut samjhaya khud ko .. bahut rokne ki koshish bhi ki .. par nahi kar Sakti kyu tu sir dost nahi hai ab mera...

I miss u Nisha.. I miss u alot..

I miss u Kabir... bahut bahut bahut zyada miss karti hu tujhe ...

par shayad tujhe koi farak nahi padta Kabir..

Tera Bina meri zindagi adhoori hai Nisha kaash me ye baat tujhe bata pata ki tu mere liye kitni important hai

I need to u Nisha...

I need u Kabir...

tears were continually rolling down nisha's cheeks.. even Kabir was sobing

Flashback...

Nisha's life after Kabir was gone...

she was resting in her room as she was tired..she have cried buckets just to make her family believe that she is upset with whatever happened..

but she wasnt upset at all...but still tired of all the chaos and drama happened that day...

she looked at her phone..checked the time..

ab tak to Kabir land ho Chuka hoga London me? she thought..

"bas jaldi se pahuch k wahan adjust hoke mujhe call karle...kitna kuch batane ka Mann kar raha h mera tujhe kabir..."

she said while laying back on bed smiling wide & feeling excited as well as yearning to talk to him ASAP !

she doze off while thinking abt all this...

next morning she woke up & first checked her phone to see whether kabir hav messaged/called her or not?

she hit her head with hand smiling cheekily thinking

"itna jaldi new sim card leke call thodi karega..tu bhi na Nisha ..let him get settled there...

he will call soon...promise kiya hai usne..." she told her self then went to freshen up...

and again started her drama of being upset...

days passed so quickly...

with each day...the happy & joyful Nisha who was prentending to be upset was actually becoming sad...

Her family tried their best to cheer her up she started smiling for them but deep inside she started dying daily...

it's been 3 weeks but he didn't called her... she was so damn confused how to react?? she was sad but can't show it ..she can't even tell anyone the actual reason which is making her sad...

what an irony...she thought... few days back she was pretending to be upset and wasn't actually..and today she is actually upset but she is pretending to be normal & happy..

Everyone else didn't even realised Nisha's changed behavior except her cousins...they were noticing each and everything from start but couldn't understand anything...

They thought she is in trauma so behaving weird .. Cousins thought taking her out somewhere will help Nisha in overcoming all things that happened...

so One day Nisha went to shopping with dolly & Kirti as they insisted alot to come with them so Nisha could not deny...

while coming back them bumped into a known face.. it was Viraj...Viraj Singh rathod..

he came back to India two days back from London...and got to know that Nisha kabir house is empty now...from the mediator whom Viraj presented as own of his house... on further enquiring he got to know that kabir cheated on Nisha and left..his blood boiled listening it...he was very concerned for Nisha ..

so he used to walk around gangwal house but wasn't able to go inside gangwal house and talk to them about it...and that day also he was roaming around and bumped into Nisha , dolly and Kirti

"I'm sorry I'm sorry..." he said and helped them picking up the shopping bags n things..

as soon as they saw him they choose to avoid..and walk away..

"Nishaaa... r u ok??" Viraj asked , hearing which the three girls stopped in the way n turned back to him...

he also turned to their side and continued

"Wo hame pata chala ki... kabir.."

"Mr Viraj Singh rathod...mere personal life me takjhak karne ki apko koi zarurat nahi hai...aap plzz apne kaam se kaam rakhiye..." said Nisha angrily

"Nisha dekhiye hame galat mat samajhiye.. uss din jab shadi ke mandap pe apne hame Jane ko kaha humne apke aur kabir ke rishte ko swikar liya tha... hamare me Mann me ab kuch nahi hai par jab wo baat pata Chali to apki fikar ho Rahi thi bas isliye puch liya ki aap thik hai ki nahi..."

He came forward towards her and said

"jab dil tut jata hai Na Nisha to bahut takleef hoti hai aur ye hum se behtar koi nahi samaj skta.."

"Viraj sir pleeease...Mujhe iss bare me koi baat nahi karni hai.." Nisha said looking down...

"Oh to aap jale pe namak chidakne aye hain...Nisha ne apka dil tod diya to ab uske tute dil ko dekh ke maze Lene aye hain aap?" said dolly with anger n wet eyes...

Viraj nodded in no and looked at Nisha..

after listening to dolly's words Nisha started feeling disgusted abt Viraj...

"sharm ani chaiye apko" said dolly...

both dolly and Kirti hold Nisha from either sides as they feel she'll be hurt with all this ..

"aap hame galat samaj rahe hain...aise kuch nahi hai...hum to bas..."

"oh pulieeezz , jaiye yahan se...just go..." shouted Kirti then they took Nisha inside ..

Viraj also turned to leave .. and again turned back n looked at gangwal house "kaise samjhaye hum apko...bas apka dard batna chahte the hum to...bahut koshish ki humne par nahi bhula paye hain apko hum Nisha aur in halat me apki aur bhi fikar hone lagi hai ab hame...kaise yakeen dilaye apko ki humare mann koi Mel nhi hai koi badle ki bhawna nahi hai hum bas apko khush dekhna chahte hain!"

saurav who watching all this came ahead and said.. "agar sach me Nisha ki khushi dekhni hai apko to plzz dubara yahan Matt ana..."

"saurav aap..kamse kam ap to samajhiye ki hum galat nahi hai iss bar...aap..."

"Viraj sir..aap galat ho ya sahi , mujhe bas itna pata hai ki aap k yahan ane se bas sab kuch aur kharab hoga to behtar yahi hoga ki aap dur rahe hum sab se plzz" he turned to leave saying that..

"thik hai hum chale jate hain saurav aur dubara nahi ayege par uss se Pehle hamari sirf ek baat ka jawab dijiye.."

saurav looked back at him..said "boliye.."

"Kabir ke Jane ke baad se Nisha kitni bar muskurayi hai?kitni bar khulke hasi hai?kahi bahar ati jati bhi hai ya bas band kamre me chup chap baithi rehti hai?Sab se dur akele gumsum.."

saurav was quiet now as watever Viraj was saying was right...Nisha actually started staying alone ..

"aap hame bataiye ki kya aap nahi chahte ki Nisha Pehle ki tarah muskuraye? hum jante hain sabke sath wo comfortable Pehle bhi nahi thi par kam se kam apne cousins k sath to normal behave kare??boliye saurav?"

"aap Jo bhi Keh rahe hain sahi hai..Han Nisha ajkal bahut chup chap rehti hai aur humsab chahte hai ki wo Pehle ke jaise ho jaye...par ye sab aap kyu Keh rahe hain wo bataiye..."

"saurav hamare pas ek tarika hai jiss se shayad Nisha apne past se overcome kar paye... hum bas ek koshish karna chahte hain ... par isme apko hamari madad karni hogi..."

"kaisa tarika?" saurav asked...

He told him everything wat he is up to..and saurav agreed to help him

few days later ,

Nisha was working in office .. yes she joined office to keep herself busy..so that Kabir's thoughts stop haunting her...

she worked whole day... cameback home late in night ! she thought today she'll be able to sleep as she was very tired...but..

she was wrong...the moment she close her eyes she only saw his face...whole day she tried her best to not think of him n keep her self busy but now she can't do it anymore...his thought n memories again started haunting her...

all the good tiems she spend with...started flashing in her eyes again..

her shoulders back & head was paining alot...

so her mind took her back to the day when kabir used to be there with her...

whenever she used get tired coming back from shop he used to give her quick shoulder & head massage.. and even make haldu wala dudh for her...

She closed her eyes n tears rolled down her cheeks remembering all those moments...

Even after being so tired she spend whole night just laying on bed with open eyes...

she got up & took out all the belongings of him she kept safe with her...pictures his jacket a bracelet...the gifts he gave her..all the things which reminds her of him ..

kept it in a bag then taking her scooty she went out from the house...

she looked at them once...

"Ab bas...bahut hua...tujhe jana hoga meri yaado se nhi jaise meri zindagi se chala gya hai..." she shouted & then burned it all!!

but then , she herself panicked seeing her wedding pictures burning...she tried to remove the pics from fire n burnt her hand in this couldn't save the things from burning except one picture...

picking it up she hugged her picture and cried more...then came back home...

dolly was in kitchen she had craving to eat something...saw Nisha coming back to house...

"itni raat ko Nisha kahan gyi thi?" she thought then followed her to her room...

Nisha sat on her bed and was looking at her burnt hands...dolly also saw it and panicked...

she ran inside...and asked her how it happened...

"nishu..nishu ye kya hua?Tere hands kaise kal gye..kahan gyi thi tu itni raat ko??"

"jala diya meine sab dolly dii..uski yaaden uski cheeze sabkuch...!" she exclaimed

she was not in her senses... dolly felt...

with tears in he eyes she hugged Nisha n said "Ye pyaar bhi kitna ajeeb hota hai Na..Jab paas hota hai itni khushi Deta hai aur jab dir jata hai to andar se khokla kar Deta hai tod Deta hai..."

Nisha didn't reacted to it she was blank totally ...

few days later she was going to office.. there was so much traffic...she noticed a couple on scooter..girl was ahead & boy was sitting behind her holding her tight...they were fighting as boy was scared Cox she drove very fast before halting in singal...this scene reminded her of kabir & her...

signal was over , horns from vehicle behind broke her trance & she drove to office

in office , a colleague Megha, just joined back the office...everyone was congratulating her n wishing happy married life , Nisha saw mangalsutar in neck & sindoor in her mang... she opened her bag n took out her mangalsutar...

her eyes again filled with tears she kept it back...

Megha was walking by her side suddenly something Falk fro her hand...Nisha picked it up..it was her phone she gave it back to her..than she also congratulated her...while shaking hands she noticed the juda(bangles) in her hand... which reminded her of her bangles... which she used to wear..

Megha went from there leaving Nisha again in her memory land...

all those happy moments, their silly fights...she could not control her tears anymore

Nisha rushed into washroom and again cried...

standing taking support of wall...still crying...she screamed..."kabirrr..."

"Nishaaa" kabir just woke up sweating... something pricked his heart too...as if her can also feel her pain...

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plzz don't throw chappal or tamatar on me..

wrote this one aftr a very long! actually I write something aftr really long..so forgives me for the typos , this weird sa update...

Note: story is still in flashback...