Chapter 1
Dear Dad...
For some weeks Mr. Bajpai has taken me to therapy for my depression. Yes, l have depression right now and have to take medicine to get better.some days are fine and the medicine works as it should but some days the medicine does not work. Today it was those days the medicine did not work and here I am writing this letter to you to express my feelings to you.
Here is some news to you Mr. Bajpai is taking me somewhere out and he has told me it is because he wants to spend time with me. To be honest I don't want to spend time with him but I am scared what he will do if I told him the truth so, I did what I thought is rightI said yes and went away from him.
It has been one mouth since l have lost my baby in the accident and every single night l have dreams about my baby blaming me for killing her and l am the reason she is not coming to this world. After having that dream l go up and sometimes l have panic attack or l will cry myself to sleep.
Okay, l have nothing more to say then thiswell yes, l remember now the thing l wanted to tell you is that l miss you dad
After writing as she always does in her diary, Navya sleeps on her bed and is dreaming about her baby blaming her for killing her. And as usual Navya wakes up crying herself to sleep.
On the other side Anant is sitting on the chair and is thinking about his wife and the events over the past weeks. One day she is very happy and is having the best time of her life but then on the next day she was become so lifeless as if she has no meaning in her life.
Anant is remembering the day when navya told him she was pregnant and him telling her about this thing and then navya telling to him she will die the day if she lost her baby and now when Anant is looking backnavya was right
Navya has died that day and only because of him
All thanks to his big fat ego he had.
Anant is holding a glass in his hand to try drink water when he remember Navya, when she tried to give Anant a glass of water and what had happened next
Flashback
Anant was coming back from the office after handle his girlfriend and making promise that he will end the marriage as soon and then they make up by having smoking hot kiss.
But what her girlfriend did not know is that Anant was in no mood ending his marriage so soonnot before he has "tasted" his wife. He has married her so why not have some fun with her and when he was done he will dump her and end this marriage with her.
As if Navya has listen to Anant thoughts.Navya came inside with tray in her hands witch content a glass with water. Anant watched navya with lusting eyes but his eyes also contented anger in themNavya was feeling very uncomfortable with Anant looking her as if he will eat her. Navya give the glass to Anant but Anant did not hold the glass, instead Anant make sure Navya will drop the glass on the floor and when she didAnant slapped her on her face.
"You low class bloody girldon't you know what you have done. The glass you have dropped on the floor is expensive one, now how will you play me back? Or wait you poor people like you can't even pay me back. I will teach you a lesson for breaking the glass."
What happened next was the most awful experience for Navya as she lost her virginity to Anant and meanwhile Anant was busy "tasting" his wife.
When Anant was donehe slept, not even caring Navya and how she was. For Navya, she went inside bathroom and went to the shower and there she was trying to wash everything what has happened to her and later when she realized what has happened to her some minutes ago NAVYA started to cry inside in the shower with water trying to wash her.
Flashback ends
The glass Anant has holding was now on the floor in pieces. Anant could not believe he was like this to navya and what deeds he has done to her. He was monster to her and she, she took her punishment.
Anant looked at the glass which were in pieces and then he thought about his relationship with navyait came in his mind just like this glass which was in pieces even his relationship with his wife is right now in small pieces but he has to pick the pieces and hope for one day that the his wife will forgive him and for his deeds.
But Anant knows his mistakes are so deep, it will take time before navya will even start to think as her husband. For her he was the murderer of her baby and he can't blame her because he is killer of his own blood baby. Anant closed his eyes and then said
"Forgive me Navya."
Just then Anant heard a scream and Anant runs out from the room keeping in mind it was navya voice and when he enter in her room the sight Anant saw left him feeling him guiltier then he already was.
Navya was lying on the bed and she was crying...telling to the baby who was not even alive how mamma is sorry and do forgive her. Navya was having a hard time to breath and just when Anant came to save her. But seeing Anant he only make thing worse than it already was...Navya was hitting Anant and crying so hard...she really had a hard time to breathe...Navya face become white and pale.
Anant is getting worried for his wife...Anant had tears in his eyes, seeing Navya is state but what navya said next shocked Anant to core.
"Bring back my baby...I want my baby back to me. Bring back my baby to me and then I will take care of her and make sure she is always safe with me."
Navya looked direct into Anants eyes and told him...
"You are rich right, then bring my baby back to me. I want my baby back...do something...call someone but do bring my baby back to me...I can live without my baby..."đđ
Navya broke down and she started to cry loud...she woke up by her loud cries sughanda,buadadi and Nimisha. They went to Navyas room and they heart broke when they saw Navya in this state. buadadi and sughanda can understand the pain navya is going under right now. For a mother to lose her first baby, it is the worst thing in the whole world.
After crying her heart out, navya fall in sleep with Anant still holding her in his arms...navya was very weak and her face is so pale. After losing the baby navya lost weight because she does not eat. navya blamed herself for losing the baby and she started to give herself punishment by not eating. The doctors are worried for navya...it is not good for her health to lose weight and the doctors have told Anant to make sure navya does eat.
Nimisha had tears in her eyes seeing what her bother has done to an innocent girl and she wanted to speak to Anant. Anant had also tears in his eyes and right now he wanted to kill himself to doing this for an innocent girl. How could he bring the baby back then the baby have already left the world...the baby is not coming back. Even his money, fame or power can't bring the baby. Today Anant realized his money and power is useless because it can't buy everything or bring everything.
Anant is still in her thoughts when Nimisha came beside Anant and told him in a cold tone...
"I want to talk with you."
At first Anant did not want to go away from his wife but heading her tone, Anant understood...she has something very important to tell him and it will hurt him like hell.
Anant and Nimisha walked to the hall and Then nimi started to speak and Anant stay quiet.
"I can believe you are my brother and you are born in his family. Who the hell are you and what have you done to my real brother? That girl...who is you so called wife is so much pain and you are the reason for it. You wanted to take revenge from her father, okay I understand why you wanted to take revenge from him but why in the earth did you take revenge from that poor girl who was innocent and had hopes for her future married life. You have not only broken my trust and respect but also yours wife. The only sad thing is you're your wife is right now blaming for a crime she never did. Maybe the best thing for her is if you right now leave her and stay away from her."
Ananr could not hear navya leaving him or his sister telling him he should leave navya, because he just cant do that. Yes, he is selfish but he can't leave navya...
"Nimisha, first listen to me...you have no right to tell me what I have to do and give advice about my married life with navya. That is none of you business, after all navya and me are married and we will solve our problem and the last thing we need right now is you telling me what I should do. Remember one thing nimi you have no right to speak or give advice when it comes about my married life with navya. "
Nimisha is shocked about what her brother is telling...none of her business, it has become her business and she will tell that to her brother.
"You have made it our business and I will tell you what you should do when yourself don't know how to make you wife happy. I am done by telling myself it is not my business but now it is over. Maybe you so called wife don't know what you have done and maybe it is that why she is blaming herself and crying over a crime you did. BECAUSE SHE DOES NOT YOU HAVE KILLED YOU OWN BABY."
Anant was about to tell something when he heard a voice who was crying and when he turned back, Anant was shocked to see that person it was navya.
Her eyes are red and she is crying and when navya asked Anant a question which Anant knew he had to tell the truth...
"You killed my baby?..." đ