Neil's pain

I watched today episode. OMG! What an episode it was... you will appreciate it if you forget about OLVs and spoilers (esp from Zain). As a stand alone episode it was one of the most beautiful episode.

Swetha finally accepting Avni wholeheartedly... I still remember Avni's dreamy face in the police station scene where she says how she will snatch his mother from Neil... that happened :)

Neil- Avni scene - what an angst. Finally Neil heard what he wanted to hear all along. But then imagine his situation- he's faced with a past that he can't run away from...

Avni- finally when she confounded her worst fears and accepted the love hat she has for her man and took the courage to propose she is faced with her worst nightmare- a repeat of her childhood trauma!

I literally cried.. for Avni... for Neil... for Neela ma when I saw her apprehensions and her facing harsh reality in the Precap.

I know we are all mad at Neil somehow (olvs and spoilers mainly) but today if you forget all that you can see his pain too... he didn't realize when he had relationship with Juhi that all this will happen... he didn't realize when he found his new life with Avni hat his past will come to haunt him... today his helplessness is absolutely understandable. we do not want a child or Juhi in his life but just imagine that he himself didn't want it now! I can feel the dilemma.

I didn't want this Juhi or kid track. But I will not complain about it as long as CVs handle it carefully. at this point I know this-

1. I would hate Neil if he's lying about the kid being his. Avni doesn't deserve that, no matter what the reason is.
2. He better not abandon her at the altar no matter what the reason is. Avni of all the people shouldn't be subjected to that because of her past. And Neil should know this.

And I guess both the apprehensions are going to come true as

Of all things I don't need him running from the altar their plan. I can't ever digest it. It must have happened unexpected.

Originally posted by: sssenorita

And I guess both the apprehensions are going to come true as

1. Neil has said his child and Avni is also helping him thinking its his and Juhi's child and she will go to any extent to support Neil. Even if its plan, she is doing because she thinks its his child.

2. He does leave her at the alter and there is a hospital scene followed by Avni leaving for Goa where she meets new guy(Karam) Even if its Neil and Avni's plan to save child and hide from everyone, he does leave her at alter and go to Juhi. He could have completed the vows (as Sayantani mentioned Avni had already said her vows and when Neil was going to say, he got call) and left or taken Avni with him.

So guess both are going to happen...even if later on after 2 weeks CVs show and justify it was all Avni and Neil's plan to save child.

Originally posted by: AgnesFan

Of all things I don't need him running from the altar their plan. I can't ever digest it. It must have happened unexpected.

When he revealed the truth and Avni moved away from him we could see his pain evident in his face. That's why he said I am alright with any of your decision.

I adore Neil but today my heart went out to Avni.

Neil is in a difficult situation but Avni's situation is much worse.

Originally posted by: -AvniNeil-

I adore Neil but today my heart went out to Avni.

Neil is in a difficult situation but Avni's situation is much worse.