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My dear Meera! I guess you must be so busy organizing for your trip! But couldn't let you leave Monuland without wishing you a safe and enjoyable trip! 😊
Thanks Lee...will do...I am procaastranating...I hate Packing 🤢😆 and of course how can I forget the joys airport security, the indly custom dudes *SMH* dont they make sure that you have the most awful time ever!!! Maybe just here in NY they do 🤢🤢🤢About your musings today ,if you intended to leave us on a high note, well...you did! 👏 Thanks ever so much for giving us so much of yourself via Monuland's musings! Ok,I'll stop before you're tempted to pull out the baboon's 💔!!! 😆Thank you😳 No Baboons butt...I am keeping a tight leash on the monkey lover within😆Anyways there's not much else to add to your musings on today's epi!What a performance by AK today! What a picture of a mothers grief and heart wrenching pain when her worst fears re her lost child were finally realized.OMG! The haunting wails of a woman whose whole world was falling apart ! When all hope was now lost forever, when every dream was now shattered , when the future held no joy or light! Everything that was now broken and couldn't be put back together ,ever! How do you go on after that cold naked cruel truth pervades every part of you? How do you live? When life will never ever be the same again?
I dunno how do you live...I cannot think...forget about imagining...my mind is so afraid that it shys away from any such possiblity...I hope her agont abates soon with Beera's news...Please let it come through soon!!!And Mohan! So heartbroken ,at a loss for words, racked with grief...and guilt! Wanting so much to take on all of Megha's pain onto himself but cannot ! Trying so hard to know exactly what to do to help her but at a complete loss! Having to contain his own pain but feeling every ounce of hers! He holds her, he consoles her as best he can, but nothing can assuage her devastation and desolation at this point! No soothing word or healing touch can reach her bursting and bleeding and broken heart ! Her body is racked with her uncontrollable sobbing, and at this point Mohan's love is not enough to make the slightest dent on Megha's grief!He tries sooo hard...but nothing is enough...and that is a cold hard fact...Megha's grief is a raging tsunami...it cannot be stopped or contained...all he can do is let himself be drifted away with the currents...flow with it...because he himself, does not have anymore left to give...he himself is drowning within his own body with the guilt...its painful!!The scene is excruciatingly painful, so raw , so real yet not OTT! Expertly executed by all!Agreed!!! Done very well...so realistic...so hard hitting!!By Meera:"Megha's exhaustion and her finding some refuge in sleep...but for how long? How long can she stay asleep...turn away from the world...from herself and her reality...she stays still...keeps sleeping...maybe praying for unconsciousness...oblivion that would make her forget this dreadful...perhaps make her forget who she is...but her solace is shortlived...they are back home...Mohan wakes her...and she looks at him with defeat, frozen in the space of her undoing...morbid, moving like a statue...she has no energy...no energy to even muster tears...she is just drained...completely done...if she wishes for death in this moment, I wouldnt be surprised "So accurately and beautifully expressed here Meera! Sleep ,in many instances, is the only escape from the reality of life's tragedies. I remember a mother saying she longed for sleep because it's the only way she could meet her daughter who had died, in her dreams! 😭Sleep is not a panacea ,but it can make the real unreal , and the unreal real, if only for a while !Thank you 😳 its true...all you want to do is forget...you wish you didnt have your memories...because they torment you so much...and in the next instant you wish that you had even more memories to torture yourself with...its a terrible, confusing state...Sleep or oblivion is the only out...They want to escape from their reality...but there is no escape
Agreed they lost!! They failed...its over...there is no hope, no joy, no light anymore in this instant...hope it passes soonOk, I've said enough...all I can do is hope that things get better from here on!Have a great holiday Meera, safe travels ! Take care and enjoy ! 🤗
Thank you 🤗 will try to be safe...but these new earbuds I got...Telling you Mind Blowing stuff...who knows what will happen 😆
Jhanak
