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Dazzler

Posted: 12 years ago

Heyloo My Lovely Cynics and not so cynics 🤗

Alright fair warning...Pleej do keep tissues, napkins...someone specials, shirt or zulfein handy...Coz this song is heartbreaking!!

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RWtx0AvGAlw[/YOUTUBE]

*sniffles* I have no idea what it means...but it makes me cry every single time I listen to it 💔

Cadbury Dairy Milk)

We began with the heart breaking news Megha recieves from the Paid actress Numero Venti...Okay Quattro, if you are keeping count but ...whateves...the woman keeps on going about how Addu was missing his mother...her dialogues, her tumultous voice...everything is set up as a perfect trap for Megha, Mohan and Nanhi to fall in...She even produces his clothes...shows them the bed he slept on...11 yrs ago...this woman remembers everything...must have photographic memory or Munna has produced a great script...

When she tells them about Addu slipping in a Coma...Mohan and Nanhi know...they know it...they know that something terrible has happened to Addu...They Caress Addus belonging...Mohan picking the game device that he had given Addu...wonder why Addu kept it with him, when he hated Mohan so much??...Megha touching Addu's clothes...her heart is fluctuating...Hoping, excited to see every new detail which brings her closer to her son...and in the next moment dread and fear of what this is all leading upto...she pleads with them to tell her what happened...she cannot take it anymore...He finally tells them...and the shock of it freezes her...her world shatters, crumples in her eyes...the tears are like shards of glass in her eyes...piercing her, bleeding her out but not falling...so she falls to ground...folded in on herself...hunched into herself...wrecked by grief...

Mohan is shocked as well...The disbelief and the pain in his eyes says it all...he was dreading it...but he still feels like he was sucker punched in the stomach...all he can do for that one moment is to look at the Dr with his broken, widen eyes...he cant even blink...but Movement from Megha breaks him out of his agony...he sees her crumple to the floor...broken...but he cant move soon enough to shield her...to absorb her pain in himself...he moves like a man defeated...slowly, deliberately...just sits there and tries to catch his breath...Megha's wailing for Addu, her cries of pain were heart breaking...it was spine tingling...I cannot...just...

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So the strategizer is here to see the devastating consequences of his careful planning...he hears his mothers cries...he sees her anguish...he hears the agony in eavery wail...he witnesses the tears...he witnesses her not taking comfort from that despicable spiderman...the man that Drove Addu away from his mother...and finally finally he feels gratified...after years and years of self torture and harboring this hatred, finally he finds something to smile about...something that gives him a little peace...something that soothes his broken, bruised, bleeding, venom filled heart...it was clenched in the throes of anger, hurt and pain for so long...today the tightening has loosened a little...by inflicting this misery, he is able to breathe...I wonder how long this seeming peace and feelings of triumph will last...he thinks he is done with them...he is wrong...he cant live without them...he is carrying them in his heart for his whole life...even if its in a form of hatred...its something that is making him human...what will he be without them?? An empty husk? with no meaning, no purpose, no where to belong...so Darling Addu, I wait for you to realize that how much you miss hating Mohan bhatnagar on a daily basis...how much you miss feeling like a victim in this cruel game of fate...how much you miss tormenting yourself about picturing your family being happy without you...because the truth, despite everything and inspite of yourself, you miss them.

Lets come back to the broken and the defeated...Mohan tries to comfort Megha...he tries...but she in her guilt cannot allow herself this comfort and Mohan in his guilt...he cannot evenb muster the strength to try...how can he? when everything within him is screaming that you did this...you are responsible...it should have been you dead instead of him...its you who should have stayed away...its you that caused it...I absolutely loved the camera work here...Megha brokenly walking away...while Mohan and Addu are both looking at her...one with pain and the other with something close to Glee...He looks at the them both...furtively...like a small child who is soo excited to see how his prank plays out on his parents...his mental state is that of an unpredictable, unstable child...I hope with all of this he got to purge out some of the maisma seething inside him...which would help him calm down a little...help him get some balance back..

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Beera finally comes through...Thank you Beera I wuv you ❤️ (stilll dont trust your intentions though) you make Nanhi believe in a Miracle again...you make her see reason...Thank you *Purely Platonic Kisses*

So Apparently Beera has been overdoing the Brain growing fertilizer and remembers a store opening he went to 5 years ago...not only that...he also remembers the theater in Addu/Munna's picture as well...he smells something fishy...and is suspicious...

Go Beera Go!!! Be our very own Mr ShreeLakh Holmes 😆 Go and send that Kashiram to Kashi!!! Find your inner Karamchand and get to the end of this Mysterious Munna guy in the picture...Locate him and you will get the truth...and pleej tell Monu and Megha first...kay 😃

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[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lT67liGjZhw[/YOUTUBE]

Oh the pathos are killing my heart...like stabbing it into tiny little meat bites for a gourmet delicacy for the Zombies!!!

Mohan's longing to comfort Megha...he wants nothing more then to reach out and envelope her in himself...cry all the pain away...but he cant...he cannot breach the distance of two feet to even reach out his hands to give her a conforting squeeze...tied down by his own guilt, his own crippling pain...He gets a phone call from RJ but he cant say a word...all he can manage is I will talk later...the tears are blurring his...the loss of it all...the unfairness...his own inability to be effective...his failure to fulfil his promise...he must feel like nothing, but a puppet dancing to the cruel tunes on fate's whims...helpless, tugged from one corner to another, limbs tired, eyes bleeding but he cant stop the dance, coz he is nothing but a mere puppet 💔

Megha's exhaustion and her finding some refuge in sleep...but for how long? How long can she stay asleep...turn away from the world...from herself and her reality...she stays still...keeps sleeping...maybe praying for unconsciousness...oblivion that would make her forget this dreadful...perhaps make her forget who she is...but her solace is shortlived...they are back home...Mohan wakes her...and she looks at him with defeat, frozen in the space of her undoing...morbid, moving like a statue...she has no energy...no energy to even muster tears...she is just drained...completely done...if she wishes for death in this moment, I wouldnt be surprised 😭

Mohan Gently brings her to reality...brings her home...holds her hand and guides her...but this hand in Megha's hand doesnt feel real...it spectral, ghostly who has no substance...there is only darkness in her world...She has no strength to even tell Jiji what happened...so Mohan tells them...with this broken tear filled voice...he finally allows himself those unshed tears which he was holding onto for the whole drive back...he breaksdown...but Megha cannot be around him...she cannot be around anyone...she cant stand it!! She cant stand their tears...their grief...her grief...She cant stand it...She cant stand herself and her reality💔

In conclusion...exhausting!!! BEERA...Please tell them soon about your discovery...Before Megha kills herself Okay maybe she wouldnt...but she seems like it

P.S. Purple's gonna do the threads for Next 4 days...show her some Lurveee😃

P.P.S. Try not to miss me too much...I know its gonna be really really difficult...but I will be back...hopefully 😆

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Posted: 12 years ago

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Leesan

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Posted: 12 years ago

Hi Meera: excellent excellent and extremely excellent musings today!

But, just want to let you know that I reposted a section of your post re Munna/ Addu's reactions on another one! Full credit of course! 😉

Hope you don't mind, but it was so...excellent, 😉 And I thought it would help ! Hope you don't mind, I should have asked first ! Mea culpa! 😛

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_SilentSoul_

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Posted: 12 years ago

*crying phoot phoot ke*

The moment I saw MM broken and shattered, tears rolled down my eyes. I was speechless. Mohan was so badly trying to control himself and be strong for Megha though his attempts were not upto the mark. Megha, on other side, is seemed to be thrown in a dark world of guilt and pain, and in this process, she, at first, pushes away Nanhi and then Mohan :'(

I am trying my best to understand Munna but honestly I am hating him like no one else. :/

Btw I am sure that Mohan is gonna collapse into tears once he is home. I wonder how he is going to control himself in front of RJ.

MM need each other right now but they are way too surrounded and burdened by their own guilt since they both acknowledged that they failed as parents.

Too depressed today...

Edited by -MohanKiMeera- - 12 years ago

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_SilentSoul_

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Posted: 12 years ago

Btw I need chocolates, cold drinks, and all my fav stuff :(

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purplelolo

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Posted: 12 years ago

Hellos.

Thanks Meera first of all. And wah kya analysis hai. :P

Here is mine. And guess whaaattt. I actually wrote this while I watched. Hopefully I didnt forget too many pointers. I agree with your theory about how munna carries them in their heart(only if he is Addu, otherwise, main peetoongi issay)

Okay, so lets start with how sad we all are.

I had to stop the video 10 mins into the show because seeing Megha cry like that broke my heart.

You know the kinda feeling you get when you see a mother cry? You just want to skip all of that.

Hands down, Aakanksha took it away today. Wonderful performance.

And all those other people that had tears in their eyes, im sure somewhere they all had tears because of how Aakanksha acted. I had a lump in my throat and I couldnt watch it and had to take a break. Wonderful wonderful wonderful.

Lets applaud for her.

And a moment of silence for their pain.

Mohan gets hold of the game, and touches it to somewhat feel the presence of Addu, a connection with him. And yes, why would Addu keep the game with him all these years? given from a person he abhors? (Im linking this to the newly read about promo. And Im hoping the boy in the promo is Addu. Oh God please)

The anticipation of knowing wht the doctor had to say. Nanhi had her breath hitched. all along. And even till after he said he wasnt alive anymore.Like she'd let her breath go and she'll lose the sense of him.

The unbelieving expression on both mohan and meghas face.

Mohan. That drop I talked about yesterday. Has been poured in. And Mohan is to the brim. Over flowing even. He tries so hard to not cry infront of Megha. But damn those barriers. We see the tears. The pain in his heart. Everything. The pain of losing a son, of losing a son when the parents were alive, of losing Megha's son, the pain of being guilty, the pain of seeing Megha go through this. The pain of Megha's pain, of love, of hysteria and of wailing. All of it.

And he tries to swallow all of it down.

( I mentioned meghas son and his son as two different things, eventhough they aren't but as pain it is. He couldve handled his pain well. But Meghas pain that he feels is what he cant deal with)

The pain of losing him 11 years ago and not knowing about it.

Gathering her in his arms, hushing her. And for a moment he loses it too. And if you look closely, I felt it all was real. Like they really really felt it, as individuals. Not actors. Especially when the camera focuses on Kunal before he places a peck on Meghas head. Did anyone see it or am I just making things up in my head?

Stupid stupid stupid person. I wanted to just somehow remove that smirk, that smile of satisfaction off Munnas face.

No one. And I mean no one does that to a mother. Their own mother in particular. I wouldve said parents but he doesnt consider Mohan as his own. But Megha, how could he do that to her and smile over it? Seeing her cry like that? wail in pain and agony.

As of now, I if he turns out to be addu its going to be a very very sad day for NBT. and I dont want that. I dont want Munna to be Addu. I dont want Addu to go down in his path of hatred so far aso giving Megha the pain of her life. The worst pain of her live. Even if its momentary. Because in reality no kid would do that intentionally. And He is doing this intentionally.

Be back for more.

Edited by purplelolo - 12 years ago

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devilsadvocate

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Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: Moontide

White Chocolate Fudge)

Beera finally comes through...Thank you Beera I wuv you ❤️ (stilll dont trust your intentions though) you make Nanhi believe in a Miracle again...you make her see reason...Thank you *Purely Platonic Kisses*

Hmmm...la la...a-ha-ha...hmmm...hey hey...hmmm... la-la...laaa 😳

Yea yea...Thanks I lie beautifully 😎

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devilsadvocate

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Dazzler

Posted: 12 years ago

Originally posted by: Leesan
Hi Meera: excellent excellent and extremely excellent musings today!

But, just want to let you know that I reposted a section of your post re Munna/ Addu's reactions on another one! Full credit of course! 😉

Hope you don't mind, but it was so...excellent, 😉 And I thought it would help ! Hope you don't mind, I should have asked first ! Mea culpa! 😛

Thank you Thank you Thank you Lee 😳 and I do not mind at all...repost away😃

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purplelolo

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Posted: 12 years ago

Seestars.

Watch the promo. </3

I have a feeling thats Addu.

And I hope im right.

Now I can go back to hating Munna and not feel guilty about it! :D

Muahah.

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Swati

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Posted: 12 years ago

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Dear Meera, fabulous mussings tonight. The First song made me cry ... again with the toughts of MM and memories of the long lost loved ones.

You are going on a vacation, great! Enjoy.

Dear Purple, the Jamuni of this Monuland thank you for your decision to do this weeks remaining Mussings. Looking forward to it.

A very depressing feeling although, the entire Addu death is a plot is so clear.

This Munna has managed to tamper the hospital record !!!!!!

The game which Mohan gave him may give some clue to Mohan as it might have the date of the level achieved. ;)

Darling Munna, I understand your feelings, though there is disagreement. But aare yaar, quit playing game with your daddy, he is not only your daddy but he is a big daddy of investigative crime reporting, with a team working under him, under his training.

(Beera, who is no dought on the shots of Shankhpushpi + Bramhi and such things, Navika the greatest daughter of her spidy papa. She told us in season 1 that she wants to be a crime reporter to prove the world that her papa is the eworlds best papa)

Ashnoor, dear hugs and love for you. Your memory brought smile on my face.

Inspite of being a cynic, I some how think MM will not remain apart now. They both are in great pain and know that they both are in pain and guilt and that they will find solace only by being together. This time, probably Megha will not let Mohan go away. In this cruel of Munna the Addu Megha will dodge the ball and team up with Mohan and mean while, lets hope Beera Navika call up their boss with the clue.

Okay, bye for now.

And keep loads of chocolates ready. More than chocolate my indulgence is in seriousely abusive quantity of Black Tea with lemon n honey + some plum cake. No plum cake yesterday but had 2 big pots full of tea and was sinking into the mood and then taking a lift out of it with the help of tea.

But today after work ll go to the nearest place which gives a good plum cake. This episode was sadeest so far and I am scared, is going to make Mohan finally turns into a cynic. It will be a sad day.

Edited by swavai2 - 12 years ago

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