Ambika's SaJan os gallery - Page 4

Hey guys….as you all know I have really been busy these days with my internals……..and thus wasn't even able to update my ff……..but guys one tragedy happened with me………my net stopped working and I got a huge scolding..………so I was in a state of utter shock and was really depressed that I wrote an OS to cool myself……….so guys enjoy reading…avoid mistakes as I haven't read it again…….and long comments are anticipated…….

NOT EVERY LOVE STORY HAS A HAPPY ENDING…………..

There are innumerable love stories in this world…some have happy endings while some are just incomplete…or you may say have SAD ENDINGS…….some people just come in our life for a short span of time but unknowingly change our lives forever……they leave an everlasting impact on our lives…..they leave their FOOTPRINTS in our hearts………..same goes with the story of the most JANUABLE couple……a couple which themselves had set an example for others……..who made others realize that it is not necessary that whom we love stays with us physically but who is with us spiritually….that is in our hearts……who resides in our soul every day, every moment………who is there with us wherever we go, wherever we are…………………who supports us in whatever we do, in our good as well as bad times………who is just an inseparable part of our life, our heart and our soul……..

THE SHERGILL MANSION

BEDROOM….

The most januable couple cuddled in each other's arms not caring of the world…….just in themselves………their togetherness…the heavenly feeling of being in each other's arms……being one…….loving and being loved by each other………the world simply didn't exist……because they were with each other…….their support, their love and their everything……suddenly the alarm clock's shrill voice disturbed their peaceful sleep…gunjan moved a bit….and slowly got full awake…she looked around sleepily, rubbing her eyes only to be found in the strong arms of his cute hubby……she smiled to herself looking at him….he looked so cute she thought…..just like a little kid………so adorable..so innocent…..anybody can easily fall in love with him……..but he's only mines…she thought possessively………I m so lucky to have got him in my life as my life partner…..but sometimes this thought fears me…what if some day we lose each other….what if we get separated..This thought shook her completely..Her eyes full with some unshed tears which were ready to pour out anytime…….I can't lose him….we are meant to be together and nothing will happen..everything's going to be fine…….gunjan stop thinking about these nonsense things in the morning…….just stop it……she scolded herself mentally but somewhere inside her heart there was a fear…a hidden fear which was sending shivers through her ……….

Some tears trickled down her cheeks only to end up at samrat's eyes……..he slightly moved his eyes as he felt something wet on his eyes and cheeks……….he moved a bit and slightly opened his eyes..trying to adjust himself according to the sudden flash of light in his eyes……………opening his eyes he saw the most beautiful and angelic face of his lovely wife but there was something wrong….her cheeks damped with tears, her nose red and sniffing, and her eyes moist……and a sudden tension swept across him……..his concerning instincts rose to a great height………..

S-chashmish….he called out huskily yet concerned……………..

G-she quickly moved her face to other side and wipes her tears……

S-chasmish meri taraf dekho……..he said but she didn't look into his eyes………kept on looking to the other side……

S-chasmish I said look at me…look in my eyes chashmish……..

G-ummm ……samrat tum uth jao aur fresh hojao mein breakfast tayar karti hoon…….she said avoiding the topic as she knew if she looked in his eyes he will immediately understand her fears….she didn't want to break down in front of him or don't want HIM to break down……..

She got up to go but he held her hand and made her sit on the bed……….she still looked the other way…he held her chin from his finger and slowly made her to look in his deep brown eyes……….she obediently looked in his eyes but still didn't say anything..She didn't have the courage to do so………….

S-chasmish bolo kya hua…….tumhari aankhon mein aasoon…tum ro rahi thi na….bolo chashmish…tell me…..

G-samrat wo mujhe bahot dar lag raha tha………sometimes I wonder ki yeh meri life tumhare saath kitni perfect hai…….hum kitne khush hain saath …but I fear this the most ki kahin in sab achi cheezon ke beech kuch galat na ho jaaye…main tumse dur na ho ..he kept his finger on her lips to stop her from saying what she has been thinking about……….the thing which inside too shook him……..the thing which weakened him…..losing his chasmish……..losing each other……………..but he had to be strong…for his chashmish…..besides these things don't matter anymore…because they were TOGETHER..With each other FOREVER….

S-chashmish yeh tum kya soch rahi ho…..hume koi alag nahi kar sakta..woh upar waala dude bhi nahi….because we are meant to be together chashmish…..we are to live together..With each other………….tabhi to itni saari problems ke saath we are together again……chasmish life ki brighter side ko dekho..agar kuch bura hota hai to usme kahin na kahi hamara acha hi likha hota hai……we just need to look at the positive side…………and now my sweet innocent chashmish is thought ko tum apne mind se bye-bye kardo because abhi philhal tumhe mere bare mein sochna chahiye…..saying this he pulled her to him……….and they hugged…….

She smiled at his cute antics….. He can make anybody smile………..she just loves him so much……….but little did they know what destiny had in stored for them………….

DINING TABLE…..

S- chasmish aaj tumhari doctor ki appointment kitne baje ki hai?

G- 4 baje ki kyun?

S- aaj ek bahot important meeting hai meri to aaj main poora din busy rahunga…….par don't worry main 4 baje aa jaunga..meeting thori postpone ho jayegi..

G-samrat main khud chali jaungi…u don't have to bother…tum apni meeting attend kar lena..ok?

S-no ways apne baby ki sonogrphy ki reports sabse pehle main dekhunga…..he said excited…

G-arre baba….jab tak tum nahi aaoge main reports nahi kholungi….theek hai?

S-par…but she cut him off in between..

G-no par war….. samrat is contract par tumne kitna work kia hai….now just stop arguing and leave for the office…you are already getting late…..

S-fine my wifey….he said pecking her cheeks……he took his briefcase and car keys and went out…….

AT THE HOSPITAL….

D-everything is fine mrs shergill…..you are doing absolutely well…so no worries….aapki sonography reports mein koi bhi problem nahi hai……you and your baby are doing perfectly fine…waise aapke husband nahi aaye aapke saath?

G-nahi wo unhe kuch kaam tha isliye……..thank you so much doctor….samrat kitna khush hoga inhe dekhkar…..she said smiling..

D-wo to hai…ab aapko apna aur bhi zyada ache se khayal rakhna hai…….from now onwards you have to have more precautions…….and haan ab aap next week aa jaana check up ke liye…….

G-ok doctor…don't worry I will be fine and I will take good care of myself…..ab main chalti hoon…..thanks again..bye..

D-your most welcome….and bye….take care…

Gunjan left the cabin….she was on cloud nine…finally she will be able to see her baby...his baby …their baby……he so wanted samrat to be with her at that moment……..she wanted to share this feeling with him…….but unfortunately he was not there…..she felt really sad…but was also excited at the same time…..what will be samrat's reaction…he was actually jumping around when he got to know that she was pregnant..And now he will surely come running to her…..she was just totally lost in her beautiful thoughts…..she was crossing the road but her mind was somewhere else…..she was thinking about the forth coming beautiful moments of their family..With their kid…..and so she didn't notice the truck coming from the opposite side towards her….the truck honked several times and suddenly she came into sense…seeing the car approaching towards her she got numb…she didn't know how to react…she was facing death so close to her……..she kept her hand on her stomach to protect the baby….the truck came more near and then crashed with her………..she fell on the road with all the blood pouring out…..her head badly injured…….several injuries on her face and body………but her hand still on her stomach as if last time she wanted to experience their baby……the last thing she whispered was SAMRAT…and slowly her eyes closed and went to a deep sleep……

AT THE OFFICE

Samrat was really busy with the files but suddenly he felt something strange as if somebody was calling him….as if his chasmish was calling him………he felt a sudden urge to hold his CHASMISH in his arms….to have her near him…….but there was something inside him that was crying..Crying at the loss of someone special……someone beloved…….tears started to come out of his eyes unknowingly surprising him………what was happening……why was he crying…why was he feeling something strange……was there something wrong….but what……..CHASHMISH….

He quickly took his mobile and dialed her number...It was ringing but no one was picking up the phone…..he was feeling more and more restless every passing second……

S-yeh chasmish phone kyun nahi utha rahi hai…….he spoke to himself panicking………just as he was about to cut the phone someone picked up the phone…

M-hello?

This wasn't chasmish's voice…..where is she…and who is this person…..why has he picked up her phone……is she fine…

So many questions crowded his mind….

M-hello? Koi hai?

This brought him back to earth……..

S-haan…tum kaun?chashmish kahaan hai….tumne uska phone kyun uthaya……where is she?wo meri patni…kahaan hai who?woh theek to haina??? He spoke quickly and panicking more….

M- dekhiye aapki patni ka yahaan inorbit mall ke paas accident ho gaya hai….main unhe city hospital lekar jaa raha hun…

S-KYA????KAISE??KAB?WOH THEEK TO HAINA….said samrat alarmingly..he got up from his chair and ran out of his office…all his employees looked at him shocked…….but he cared the least..His chashmish wasn't well…she needed him…..that's all he knew…nothing else mattered…….

He got into his car and drove quickly towards the hospital…..he was crying like hell…….tears weren't stopping from his eyes……..his mind has stopped working…….his chasmish wasn't safe…he can't afford to lose her…..he just can't…she was his life…his everything…..if she is not there he can't survive too………..they were one……..a single soul……..

He drove more fast…..he was getting paranoid…...he wasn't stopping at the traffic signals……overtaking cars……he just wanted to be with her at that moment…..her image flashed in front of him…her eyes…her smile…her silky black hair..her beautiful and transparent eyes….her pure heart…her loving nature…..her cute gussa on her nose……her scolding when he used to sleep till late……..her blushing face whenever he used to tease her…….her concern for him..Her worries on small -small things….her everything made him love her more and more……just everyday he realized he had fallen for her even more……she was just JANUABLE…….

He reached the hospital in not more than 10 minutes…his heart beating very fast…….with the fear of losing his chashmish…this thought alone made him more and more weak……….he went to the reception…..and asked for her with a hope in his tone….the hope of having her safe…….

S-abhi abhi ek accident ka case aaya hoga….mrs gunjan shergill ke name se…….aap plz check kariye……

R-haan ek second…she checks her register…haan ek patient ke accident ka case aaya hai……..woh udhar ICU mein hain….

This was enough to shake him completely…his CHASHMISH in ICU……he didn't ever let anyone or anything harm her but today she was in ICU……..fighting for her life alone…and he can't even do anything…he can't reduce her pain……

He felt so helpless…..he moved towards the ICU…his heartbeats audible…his feet numb……..he reached the door of ICU and looked through the glass…….and what he saw shattered him even more…his CHSHMISH lying on the hospital bed with all sorts of medical equipments attached to her…countless bandages on her face and arms……the oxygen mask on her face……..he wasn't just able to see her like this……..never in his dreams did he imagine HIS ANGEL in this condition…….struggling for her life………he was just completely shattered and incapable of speech……he opened the door slowly and went inside….the doctors were talking in themselves and as they saw him coming inside they tried to stop him but he was too obstinate to leave his chashmish like this…in this condition……..and that too ALONE……..they nodded to each other and left the room……

Samrat sat on the chair beside the bed….his eyes not leaving her face….tears continuously falling from his eyes…….

He wasn't reacting……..he was numb…he didn't believe his eyes….till morning everything was completely normal and now his life is totally scattered…he remembered how he consoled her in the morning about her fears…..he didn't realize that what she was thinking was their forthcoming fate……which would take her away from him...he slowly hesitantly forwarded his hand to tough her face……….and then stopped abruptly and put his hands on her stomach to feel his baby...Their baby…but he didn't feel anything……their baby wasn't there….all the dreams came shattering to the earth….all their planning ..their dreams….their late night discussions…her beaming face….…he took her hands in his hands and slowly brought his lips closer to her hands and touched it softly….slowly and reluctantly he withdrew his lips from her hand….and touched her face…….and dropped a soft tender kiss on her forehead…..and as he withdrew suddenly she started panting for breath…..he got alarmed…CHASMISH….…he shouted loudly…..

S-DOCTOR…DOCTOR………

Two doctors came running to the room and asked him to leave the room…he was reluctant at first and as soon as he left her hand and turned around he heard a beep………the doctors went quiet…the whole room got enveloped in complete silence.…he turned around and saw her laying calm…..doctors and nurse still……..but HE was expressionless……he saw his life going away from him…….his heart going away…….he felt his world collapsing in front of his eyes……….HIS CHASMISH was no more………….how can this be true….this is not the truth…this isn't the reality……it's just a nightmare which will end very soon and as I will open my eyes I will find chasmish holding my coffee and as usual waking me up with her sweet and angelic voice…..but this wasn't true….it was just a dream that I was expecting to come true……the TRUTH was that CHASMISH was no more…she left me alone…..no she can't do this…she has no right to do this to me……I will never forgive her….never…..no matter how much she pleads me sweetly I will not forgive her……

The doctors covered her face with the bed sheet………and left the room silently……he was ALONE………all he could see was just darkness………his only source of light has withdrawn her support from him……leaving him alone behind with no support…no one to love him…no one to care for……JUST ALONE………..but this was the game of the GOD……..his decision…his way of ruling the world……..his written destiny……..the fate which once brought happiness is now the only reason of PAIN……. A pain which can't be forgotten……..which can't be compensated…….which breaks a person completely….. 5 YEARS LATER…..

AMERICA…

After the painful and unforgettable loss of his family…the most painful loss in his life……he DID move on…….he opened an international company with his hard work and shifted to America to forget and leave away the painful memories he had experienced…..the memories which still haunt him…….forgetting his chashmish was impossible for him….he just can't forget her because he shared his heart with her….she was still with him…every day and every night in his dreams…….in his thoughts..in his mind……..she taught him to move on and forget the pain of losing someone……just bore happy memories and move on in life…leave the sad ones behind……because the happy memories will always make you remember the beautiful days you had spent in your life……..LIFE is not just a happy journey..it has many ups and downs….but as with every problem there is a solution…with every happy moment there is a sad one……one forgets and loses his coping strength if his life is just full of happiness and love…….dealing with pains is the most biggest and valuable thing you achieve in your lives…….many people come your way , guide you , love you , care for you…but in the long run they somewhere or the other leave you and go ahead and what you have until the end are their memories in your hearts…their FOOTPRINTS………………………

Thank you so much guys for reading this os…I think it was a little abrupt at places….and the dialogues weren't appropriate..so my heartfelt apologies to you…..…I tried to portray the harsh reality of our lives but looking at the positive side gives a positive meaning to our lives……………I just wanted to present this idea to you through sajan……..I know you all must be disappointed that it had a sad ending but please try and look at the message it had conveyed…hope my os touched your hearts …….thank you so very much..just love all of you a lot…….please give long comments and hit the like tab…and criticism is welcomed…please be free to criticize as it will help me improve and give u more and more sajan os's….

Love

ambika

that was so nice i read it atlast