Posted:
Hey Guys!🤗
No, I know I said that I won't even cry
But, but you gone so I don't see why
I shouldn't be spending every single day curled up on my floor
Thats my soul
Yeah I know there'll be times when we'll meet
Get a cup of tea or maybe pass on the streets
And everytime you look into my eyes you'll se I'm living this life ( I gave a fake smile to her)
They'll never know
They'll never see
They'll never get through to me, get through to me, get through to me
They'll never know
They'll never see
Coz you are the only one,only one, only one who ever knew me ( I came to her and sat on my knees)
I heard a track- Don't Worry About Me, from Break Ke Baad and l loved it to the core! So thought to write an OS in which I can include this song!
Don't Worry About Me
Buffer this song while reading.
Samrat's POV
I liked Gunjan since Class 2...Our classes shuffled every year but say it my luck,We were always in the same class.Slowly and gradually I felt is was not just liking...It was love.I kept this emotion within me for several ages.I feared that if I would confess it to Gunjan,our friendship will never be the same again.And that's the biggest mistake I ever did!!
Today, Gunjan is getting married to Neil.Even after 18 years of trust and an unbreakable friendship...I didn't confront her.Mayank,my friend is after me to go to her and tell her the truth or else I will loose her forever!!!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
I reached the room where Gunjan was getting ready.She looked like an angel in her red lehenga.Her eyes looked wider becase of kajal.Her lips shined.Her face glowed but somewhere in her eyes...there was an ocean willing to overflow.
"Samrat, How am I looking?" Gunjan asked me in her most innocent tone ever.
"As beautiful as My Chashmish.."I stood still staring at her.
"You are comparing Me with Me?? " She replied..confused at my sentence.
"No...I am comparing Neil's Gunjan with My Chashmish..And anyhow,without any if's and but's My Chashmish is better because she's the Best! "I was lost in her deep brown eyes.She looked gorgeous.
"Samrat...Am getting married today..and am not at all nervous!I don't find it to be the symptoms of a normal bride!"Gunjan made a child-like face.
I laughed. "Chashmish...it's because you are EXTRA-ORDINARY.."
"Why do you always pamper me??...What if Neil does not??" Gunjan was at the verge of tears...I could read her face.
"He will...I'll give him some personal training.." I winked.
"How can you take everything so lightly?? Am your best friend...am getting married today...and you are cracking not-so-funny jokes!" She pouted.
"Even if you get married I'll never ever leave you...You were,are and always be MINE..I hold possession over you!" I consoled her.
"I really don't care about my marriage...Am worried about you....What will you do?? Who'll give you coffee...Help in your office work..Relieve your stress..Give you a shoulder at bad times...Celebrate with you...and most importantly..Who'll be your CHASHMISH???????????????" She fired her questions at me.The ocean in her eyes finally broke the barriers and rushed out. I didn't answer..I gave her a tight hug and simply walked out of the room.She was shocked by seeing me behave like this, But i could not hold my tears anymore.I didn't want to show them to anyone...not even My Chashmish.
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
After an hour or so, Chashmish came down. I didn't let my eyes meet her's.She felt awkward but moved on.While walking,she passed by me and whispered "I am still worried about you!"
"Don't be...you have someone else to worry for now..I'll manage!"I replied. Her gaze met mine.Her eyes wanted to speak something.I didn't know what but it was something!
Before all the rituals and ceremonies..we had a reception.Everyone out there compelled me to sing a song as it was my best friend's weddding.
I took my guitar and began....
Don't worry about me, I'll be fine
I'll make my bed and take my pills on time ( I looked at Chashmish)
And when I see somebody on the street
I make sure I say Hello, I say Hello
Don't worry about me, I'll be good
And I'll do all the things you said that I should
And when I see somebody on the street
I make sure that I smile ( She smiled at me)
They'll never know
They'll never see
They'll never get through to me, get through to me, get through to me
They'ill never know
They'll never see
They'll never get through to me, get through to me, get through to me
Don't worry about me, I'll be OK
I'll be the quiet one when there's nothing to say
Just sitting by himself in the corner singing this song
Thinking of you
Don't worry about me, I'll be allright
It's just that haven't slept for 64 nights
Coz sleep won't come without your arms wrapped around my soul (Neil felt awkward but he knew that we both are best friends)
They'll never know
They'll never see
They'll never get through to me, get through to me, get through to me
They'll never know
They'll never see
They'll never get through to me, get through to me, get through to me ( I cursed myself for not letting Gunjan know my feelings about her)
It's not that I got something to hide
It's just that, just that I got nothing inside
It feels like, feels like bulb in my ceiling went out
And I'm stuck in dark without you (I looked at her with teary and pleading eyes)
I'll make my bed and take my pills on time ( I looked at Chashmish)
And when I see somebody on the street
I make sure I say Hello, I say Hello
Don't worry about me, I'll be good
And I'll do all the things you said that I should
And when I see somebody on the street
I make sure that I smile ( She smiled at me)
They'll never know
They'll never see
They'll never get through to me, get through to me, get through to me
They'ill never know
They'll never see
They'll never get through to me, get through to me, get through to me
Don't worry about me, I'll be OK
I'll be the quiet one when there's nothing to say
Just sitting by himself in the corner singing this song
Thinking of you
Don't worry about me, I'll be allright
It's just that haven't slept for 64 nights
Coz sleep won't come without your arms wrapped around my soul (Neil felt awkward but he knew that we both are best friends)
They'll never know
They'll never see
They'll never get through to me, get through to me, get through to me
They'll never know
They'll never see
They'll never get through to me, get through to me, get through to me ( I cursed myself for not letting Gunjan know my feelings about her)
It's not that I got something to hide
It's just that, just that I got nothing inside
It feels like, feels like bulb in my ceiling went out
And I'm stuck in dark without you (I looked at her with teary and pleading eyes)
No, I know I said that I won't even cry
But, but you gone so I don't see why
I shouldn't be spending every single day curled up on my floor
Thats my soul
Yeah I know there'll be times when we'll meet
Get a cup of tea or maybe pass on the streets
And everytime you look into my eyes you'll se I'm living this life ( I gave a fake smile to her)
They'll never know
They'll never see
They'll never get through to me, get through to me, get through to me
They'll never know
They'll never see
Coz you are the only one,only one, only one who ever knew me ( I came to her and sat on my knees)
Everyone was astonished..In the crowd of hundreds of people..I could see only Mayank smiling shamelessly!
"I Love You!" I finally confessed.
"Samrat........." Gunjan was perplexed.Every girl would go merry-go-round after hearing such a question from her best friend that too on the day she is getting married.
"I already knew it....Samrat....Yaar,Tu ne itna rulaya kyun?" Neil popped in.
"Rulaya..."I questioned back.
"Haan...jab bhi main teri Chashmish se milta tha...She used to say ki she doesn't wanna marry me cause she loves you..But she was unknown of the fact that you love her too."He explained.
"I Love You Too!" Gunjan hugged me.I was a statue..I didn't respond.
"Hug her dude! She is all yours!" Neil exclaimed.
I replied warmly to Chashmish's hug.That night, I and Chashmish got married and later it was reveled that everything was planned and I and Chashmish were kept away..They knew that kuch bhi ho..I won't let her marry anyone else..because
SHE WAS,IS, AND ALWAYS BE MINE!!!!!
As we moved towards my house, She questioned-"Should I worry?"
"No, Don't worry about me..I'll always be next to you...you'll never feel alone...you'll never get a chance to worry..I'll never let you!" I answered in a husky voice.
My lips touched hers and we were lost...We didn't even care about Mayank...He was driving!
"Don't Worry About Me!" A smile played over Mayank's lips as he turned back to have a look at us...
"An Unperfect Story with a Perfect Ending!" I exclaimed as we reached home.
Chashmish hugged me tight and the time paused.........!!!!
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
The End
Phewwwww!!!!! Finally Done! Do hit the 'LIKE' tab!
Love,
Palak
Itti Si Khushi Sab TV
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
