Samrat Gunjan - Let Me Drive Your Fears Away

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Posted: 15 years ago
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hey all well i know i know we all are not quite happy with the on goings so well as i said we need to constantly kinda remind ourselves why do we expect so much ?

and the reason has been the most beautiful journey of the most adorable pair we love - SaJan.. it was while i was recollecting those moments with a trip down memory lane in my mind ... when i kinda started feeling a thing on impulse... and hence am making this post - hope i could make sense😳

now when we look back .. i see this couple starting out its journey in the simplest way - by becoming friends.. they has their share of tussles, challenges and yes battles to fight as well - along the way

when they started off..it is so evident so so clear it is Sam who fell for her first - and she too felt something for him which made her turn back and look at him the very first time they met

overtime they grew as friends and yes broke apart too only to come together again

now this track has been the most lovely one - when Sam tries to win back her trust ... and she despite knowing somewhere down the line it is him - feeling it in her bones refused to budge ... as she was mostly scared of the hurt again - she dint knew if he would ever be trusted again despite those attempts and hence she made a shell around herself

and he - Mr Patience Personified understood exactly his chashmish and her mind - knew what her heart felt and so never gave up - he made her realize he is trust worthy - but more then that he made her see - there is no reason to be scared... he is here and that's all that matters

this was again repeated when after ages Sam finally understood he loves her - and that love is beyond any measure.. when he followed her all the way to Morena - this time to confess his love and make sure she does too - as he knew she loves him.. or was hell bent on making her do so 😉 - rem his line " tum chaho ya na chaho mano ya na mano chashmish , pyar toh tumhe mujhse karna hi hoga"

and so he did.. he admitted his love for her.. when he confessed - but before that he made her face her fears - rem when he went to Morena - he made sure Gunjan despite saying she cant meet him - runs hither thither to look for him as she feels he is a mirage ... hence making her strong enough on her own to face him - as she feared post her confession unheard by him to face him - as she felt rejection

but when she saw him in Morena she could face that - admitting to herself that Sam has come to Morena only for her - yes she knew it then too - that he too loves her .. but was just afraid to admit the same

so when he confessed; before it in the barn he made sure he asked her the right questions hit the Right notes so that she may fully accept what she knows very well and what he has realized as well - that they are madly in love with each other

now we all are cribbing about why is Sam doing this what Gunjan ought to be doing ATM - which is the chasing bit 😆 - so heck this takes me back to 2 scenes - first the confession scene - where he said - main tumhe ek aur baar jaane nahi de sakta chashmish and next - when during the neil track - on the road he said -ye sab baar baar mere saath hi kyun hota hai ? main kaise chashmish ko kho deta hoon ? woh har baar mere paas lautke aati hai ... lekin is baar nahi "

he somehow never has ever forced his love upon her but knowing her so well and how sensitive she is - her shyness he knows he has to make the first move - as sometimes fear is the only thing which keeps one away and in any relationship there is always a partner who despite it all always makes the first move - in SaJan it is Sam

in the previous tracks in the end it has always been his love and patience which are never ending that have made Gunjan come out of her shell and make her fears succumb - whether the TP, secret friend bit, confession in Morena track or even the movie track - i suppose today again he knows Gunjan is scared and so taking the first step ahead

I know it is somehow not what we had in mind... but somehow it is so Gunjan to do just that - to cocoon herself ... which is again the case - where may be she is just scared to go ahead despite knowing it well enough.. that they are in love much more deeply then ever - but the fear that this may end in a disaster again she is plain not willing to move ahead - though it is all she want

I had read this somewhere which i suppose befits her state : -

most of our troubles in life arise when we feel when we ought a think and think when we ought a feel

Gunjan is currently in that phase... and Sam just knows it - as he knows her better then her.. hence - all his advances all his moves all his romancing and courting is aimed at breaking that crust - that shell - of her fear - which makes her think when she ought a just feel ... which wont come easy nor be a simple step ahead

last night when Gunjan said the past 3 years have taken her away from him - he felt a sting - but he knows - Gunjan hasnt allowed herself to feel his love for the last 3 years
it is because she has not allowed herself to even be what she is -' Chashmish - his Chashmish '

to make her feel - that to make her relive - to make way for chashmish Sam is just doing what he has to do - go through Gunjan - Gunjan who is scared, naive and vulnerable - beneath whom lies his Chashmish today - who knows his love is enough for her to win against all odds - to be brave - be fearless - as he'd be forever by her side 😳
Edited by aahana86 - 15 years ago

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Posted: 15 years ago
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awww... di.. lvoelyy postt.
i agree...
well written
sajan roocck
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Posted: 15 years ago
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res.. Lovely post aahana.. 😳

Thank u so much Aahana for ur positive post! It was very much needed here.. 🤗

Agree with u completely.. In a relationship, someone HAS to initiate.. And in case of Sajan, its Samrat who initiates.. So whats bad in that? If he acts selflessly, whats bad in that.? Many people are selfless in their behaviours and gve priority to others, rather than themselves.. So i thnk its Samrat's NATURE, not HABIT.. He does nt want to force his love on her, but he just wants her to be happy once again.. 😳
Edited by CandYlicious_SG - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
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omg awesome post dear
just loved each n every word of urs
sajan roxxxxxxxx
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Posted: 15 years ago
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hey aahana brilliant post yr...u write everything so beautifully dat i am always left mesmerized! 😳coming back to the topic aahana...i think last nite i was really upset over what all happened between sg but somehow today after reading rupal's n ur post a ray hope seems hitting me. in all this i think we forgot the part that till now gunjan's emotions over what all is happening havent been actually opened in front of us.somehow i feel dat she is really vulnerable at this moment...may b she is not ready to accept sam's propposal or desnt want to talk abt this bcoz she really feels herself unworthy of his love after what all happened.gunjan has always been a girl who first heard analysed n understood everything n then reacted...she was never those types who did anything just for the heck of it. right now her mind is preoccupied with nupur...but subconciously side by side her mind is registering what all samrat has done for her...ashwini's truth abt his condition in the past three years...his constant support to her she is silently seeing all this...n somewhere i think she is really scared abt the fact that how can she go closer to samrat after giving him so much of pain.i think aahana we shud wait till gunjan pours out her emotions. we know how samrat has felt in these past three years n how he always so selflessly just wanted to see her happy...dats why we tend to be a more tilted towards him but i think we shud wait until gunjan opens her side of emotions.only then we can judge anything.i have thought that from now i wud just watch mjht to njy the sg scenes....shutting my brains till cvs actually show something drastic abt gunjan's emotions. till then we shud just keep our fingers crossed!
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Posted: 15 years ago
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AHAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNAAAAAAAA

all i can say is love sajan in all they do 😍

will reply later acche se
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Posted: 15 years ago
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hmmmmmm aahana i agree....
thanks for the lovely post.....u write beautifully ....u said ritely that in sajan its sam to take the first move...as gunjan is shy, fearful, nervous....
so always sam is the one who takes the initiative and who needs to take the initiative....
and yeah sam's ' tum chaho ya na chaho mano ya na mano chashmish , pyar toh tumhe mujhse karna hi hoga" saga continues....this time too...as he needs to win his chashmish back again....
but aahana all that is ok.....what my query is when will gunjan realize samrat's pain??? i mean i don't mind samrat's taking initiative for their love...for their relationship... he needs to be the 1st one to take the step ahead....as he and we all knoe that gunjan is shy and scared and nervous....
but the thing is.....sam is doing wat he needs to do coz he knws his chashmish very well as he understands her.....then in gunjan's part even she shld come across and face the reality....she shld cum out of her shell and pain and look towards samrat and his pains....

but yeah want every thing step by step...rite now m in no hurry for gunjan;s realization... its like....first let samrat make gunjan feel secure....let ...everything go well as in for nupur....and then gunjan's realization as she knows that his samrat too has gone through pain.....bt it may take sum time for her to realize that....
just my POV!!

nd yeah....i can wait for this till too long...but the thing is....i just want this...any time...😊
Edited by charmee_sammy - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
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Well, Aahana..first of all, thanks a lot for making this post. 🤗🤗 U reminded me of some of the most beautiful and soulful scenes and dialogues of SG. 😍😍...which are no where to be found these days.
I agree wid u that in every relationship, one of the two has to take the initiative and take the first step. U're right, in some cases, it doesn't matter who takes the first step, but i feel, in some instances, it DOES matter..and here, it is such a situation where i wanted, felt and expected that Gunjan will take the first step.
U know very well how i feel abt this current track. I've beein writing it again n again that this time i wanted Gunjan to take that first step. And I wanted Sam to witdraw.
To be honest, i'm confused. Not confused in my own POV..but in a sense, confused abt wat the CVs are trying to do and show.
For me...those 2 ppl in the epi yest, and since this "back to college days" scenario has started.. they are NOT SG. They can't be SG of "Season 2"..Yes, if that was S1, this all wud have been sooo soooo beautiful and adorable. But NOW...i'm sorry, but i cannot relate wid them. I just CANNOT!!!
If other things weren't enuf, the main factor that is making SG strangers for me, are the dialogues.
The first scene...sam saying, "in the last 3 years, when u weren't wid me i didn't find anyone who cud give me peace of mind n all"...wat did that mean?? If he found ANY other girl, he wud've forgotten Gunjan??!!! And then Gunjan saying.."tumhi meri zindagi mein wapis wohi khushbo aur rang le ke aye ho.." Is she sure that he's back in her life?? If this is the case, why isn't she accepting it?? WHY isn't she seeing his pain?? We've always said, that SG don't needs words to express themselves. And now, even if Sam or Ash or any XYZ person doesn't tell Gunjan abt Sam...her own heart knows that if she suffered, Sam might be in depper pain. But NO...there is no such thing happening here.
Then Sam asked her to move ahead from where they left 3 years ago. Are the CVs sure...SAM ought to ask this...shudn't it be Gunjan??? She closed her heart's doors for Sam coz she blved he took her sister away from her. Now, her sister is back, whom she knows and believes is her sister. Shudn't she be guilty now..for wat all she did wid Sam?? Instead of saying that "yeh doori bhi mujhey tum ne hi di hai..." Yes...he has given this to her...but he hasn't give this to her ONLY..he has given this loneliness to HIMSELF also. He took away her life, her sister from her.. but for that he also got punished for 3 long years. And now, when her sister is alive...again, Sam is saying to move ahead..and not Gunjan??!!! No regret, no awkwardness..nothing at all. These questions from Sam really pissed me off. Had Gunjan asked this..i wud surely have been happy.
Maybe, i'm over reacting...but seriously, my mind is NOT accepting this. How can Sam say, "mein sab kuch theek ker dun ga??" Why will HE do it...I mean, isn't he ALREADY doing it?? He has tried to do it since the day he saw Gunjan in S2.. Sometimes, like SSC..sometimes, by getting close to her, and sometimes, by irritating her. This is wat he has been doing till now. To make everything good, infact, best for her.
I think, ALL the MJHT characters as well as the CVs are suffering from amnesia. They don't even remember wat they've shown to us till now..till the time there weren't any traces of Nupur. Now, all of a sudden, Gunjan has become sooo chirpy...she's giving Sam his engagement ring back, in a way as if its some ordinary thing. And he's bringing his finger forward too. Maan gayi CVs ko!!! They've literally damaged MY brain cells.
The main problem that I'm having is...i don't see Gunjan having ANY regret. She's talking of her pain, her loneliness, her suffering...and i am not at all ready to accept that she doesn't know how Sam cud be, or WAS after she left him. Even then, she's saying and thinking about herself only. Where is that Gunjan, who said in the baby track that "even if the baby is urs, i'll stand by u"...coz she knew, Sam will never run away from his commitment..and now she's saying..i'll come back to u, if and when my di gets her memory back. WATEVER...we soooo didn't want this. Gunjan going back to Sam coz of Nupur's return and not by seeing HIS pain. Atleast, I never wanted this. I wrote a whole, stupid, OS on how i wanted to see things (not exactly, ofcourse..but essense wise in a similar way)
Tell me one thing guys...wat if Nups didn't come back???...Wud Gunjan never forgive Sam then?? No..that can never happen. She had to go back to him, coz she still loves him and has loved him wid every breath that she took in those 3 yrs too. There, she wud've seen and felt his pain...and here, she's only talking abt me, me n me. This is NOT the Gunjan that I know. She saying, i'll wear my engagement ring after di gets her memory back... This left me screaming...Did i miss any epi...When did Gunjan get her ring back?? Didn't she return it to Sam?? If i was in her place, i wud'nt have been able to look in the eyes of the guy with whom I broke the relationship, said soooo harsh things to him, balmed him, cursed him. Yes...after going through a guilt process, after apologizing..IF the person forgave me..only then, i wud've been able to come out of all that. And i expected the CVs to show Gunjan in a similar way..coz this is the selfless, emotional and sensible Gunjan that I know.
And Sam...i know that after Nups has come back, the scanrio has changed...but b/w SG, it hasn't. How can Sam do all this...ask for engagement rings,,talk of going for drives??? Yes, that "look at me" scene was when Nups wasn't back...but that doesn't mean that the equation b/w SG changed. The distance has lessened, but it IS there. And i'm sorry, i cudn't see any SUCH distance. If there were glimpses of it..the next moment, they were back to being comfy n normal. Except for the end, when Gunjan went out of the room.
I just have one hope now. There's only ONE way, i see, in which Gunjan can still see Sam's pain. And that comes from the stupid engagement ring scene. Gunjan didn't wear her engagement ring back...Now, if they come to know that there isn't any memory issue wid Nups and that she never came back to her sis despite surviving in that accident and being fit n fine...only then, Gunjan will be shattered. And then, she will realize wat all she did wid Sam was very wrong. Her own sister ditched her, and she punished Sam for no reason. Also...can i still hope that Ash will tell Gunji abt Sam...ya phir, have partial amnesia and forget that Ash ever Saw sam completely broken??
The only positive that I saw was their dance 😆😆😆..coz i saw MoNaya there and NOT SG. It was very elegantly and gracefully done. Absolutely BEAUTIFUL!!! 😍😍😍😍
I'm sorry, its another long post 😳 But have to say one last thing AGAIN...the new writer is the main reason of SG's downfall (for me). WHY is it happening wid SG?? This is soooo bad. 😭😭😭😭
P.S.: Its purely MY POV..I'm sorry if i've hurt anyone.😳
Edited by ayesha_80 - 15 years ago
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Posted: 15 years ago
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I agree ayesha_80,even I am not at all happy with the current SG track,I wanted sam to withdraw and gunjan to take the first step.
Gunjan is having no regrets,why?
The distance between them is there but not as much as it should be.
Gunjan is softening towards sam after her di's return which is not fair .SG reunion should not happen just because of nupur's return,gunjan should be able to sam's pain(right now she is behaving very selfish- it is all about her pain and sufferings) and realize that sam was not at fault.
I am angry at gunjan for not seeing sam's pain and angry at him for not withdrawing after he said that he will not come near her now.
The college moments were cute but I am not able to enjoy them because of the reasons stated above.
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Posted: 15 years ago
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hey aahana...
wow yr....wonderful post....i tottaly agree with u....
wow yr tumne mujh morena track yaad kara dia......that was one of the most beautiful track of s1.....
i mean i have loved that track to the core and i feel again sam is doing the same thing and im loving it..!!
and yup i agree he knows his chashmish very well and he knows that she'll never step first coz of the shell she have made around herself...!!
and he is the one who have to step first to get his old chashmish back...!
im loving this new track...!!and i loved ur post...!!
awsome post dear...
rock on..!!
love,
gunjan mariya....

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