since most of u are such dear friends now with me there's a secret today I'd like to share with u'll today 😳 - This is about my first love, my first romance☺️😍 whom i still do love just as much over the years
I cant rem the day, date , time or place where i 1st saw him years ago, all i know is i was barely into my teens perhaps 13/14 at the time and yes he was the 1st guy ever to set my pulses racing😳
i saw him and 4 the 1st time ever felt something new - something wonderful - and yes a lot confusing and strange - he was smiling and I dunno how or why I simply lost my heart to him - slowly it grew as I collected Pics of him learned more of him and who he was - all i know is he is the guy who for the first time ever made me feel i was no more a girl - yet not a woman 😳 ( also the title of a song by Britney spears who was and could still be wonderful today )
I m sure u now wanna know who he is and then 😉 well i can never have him yet he is still mine - u all know him very well - his name - my 1st love/crush/ infatuation - Leonardo Di Caprio ❤️ ☺️😍 - GOTCHA didnt I 🤣
Ok sorry for all of this but had to use it to explain my ref 😳 - yes i saw him in the promos of titanic which was the most emotional movie i ever saw - when jack drowns is still a part which makes me cry - years later LEO ☺️ did a movie of a similar tone - Buzz Luhrmann's Romeo & Juliet an adaptation of the shakesperian classic - of course this time ard i knew the end beforehand but still saw it 4 HIM ☺️
in it is the line perhaps that is what made me feel is SaJan's situation today and yes the title of my post too hence - Parting Is Such Sweet Sorrow
In the famous Balcony scene - Also a thing associated with our Jaanus 😳 is the line Juliet says to her Romeo - Juliet says this line as she is saying goodbye to Romeo. The words "sweet sorrow" are created by the combination of Juliet being sad to leave Romeo, which is the 'sorrow' part, yet excited by the idea of seeing him again, which is the sweetness she refers to.
today SaJan were in a similar thing - they had parted - yet only for a night , but that sorrow was too much for them to bear as their souls felt ripped apart from within making them long for each other so much that the pain becomes unbearable - hence he is disturbed - she cries her eyes out venting to a friend of what he is to her ( i saw the precap so i know of the scene 😆😆)
and when they met - ahh it was sweetness that delighted their hearts and filled their souls and as if breathing now would be possible - only and only if they found refuge in the arms of one another as now - it is too much to bear - plus no more is a life support system necessary to stay alive when they have been cured is what it felt like
the tears in her eyes were now no more of sorrow - they were of joy and sheer relief and his face reflected his own peace as his smile was found once again - a thing he lost since last night at having parted with her - and the moment is all it was needed 4 them
she rushes to hold him and he locks her tight and w/o a word said their hearts and souls communicated - saying to each other-' Do U Know How Much I Missed You - Never Ever Ever Do That To Me Again - I become Lost & Incomplete w/o O - Ur Voice - U r not only now my love or the reason of my living - but my peace, joy and sanity - everything - YOU ARE NOW EVERYTHING TO ME - ALL I WILL EVER NEED AND EVER WANT 😳
sorry if u find this post compltely nuts as SaJan & Leo together did that to me 😆😆