Aahana, great post sweetheart !!! I completely agree wid Meenakshi, u're truly amazing. So, a tightttt hug to u dear..
The past few episodes have made me quite speechless and have affected me so much that I haven't been able to participate in ur discussions. Even yesterday epi was very touching and i absolutely ADORED Gunjan in it (like always). Regarding ur post, really want to, but can't actually add much, wud just say u've written things so beautifully. Another thing that I must say is that I LOVEEEEEE Gunjan and am so so thankful to Sanaya for making this fictional character of Gunjan actually live.
The one thing that i don't know y made me feel a bit relieved, in yesterday's epi was Sam.. Please girls don't kill me for wat i'm going to say, but actually i was glad to see that the CVs are handling the SG marriage track with patience. I mean, we all were prepared that after this accident, Sam wud b all set to get married and wud propose Gunjan, and some of us were even looking forward to Sam-type of proposal.
Last nite, Sam's conversation wid Mayank came as a shock to me that after going through sooo much, he still doesn't believe in marriage and Mayank had to make him realize abt his and Gunjan's relationship. But later I thought that sometimes v all are apprehensive about a certain thing and based upon this we do not believe in it. However, there comes a time, an incident, a moment, which teaches us that v had baseless apprehensions, and v start believing in that thing. So, mayb Gunjan's accident was not the moment of realization (in terms of marriage) for Sam, as all his life he has suffered because of a failed marriage. And abhi if Sam decides to marry Gunjan, it would be a COMPROMISE (bcoz he still doesn't believe in the institution of marriage) and he wud marry her just for the sake of it, not because he's accepting/realizing the importance of marriage. This even is and wud be totally unacceptable to Gunjan because she wud hate to see Sam compromise on anything. Thus, I really feel that the CVs r doing a good job by not making Sam realize the importance of marriage just because of this accident, or as a mere compromise. He has to realize Gunjan's POV that marriage is a beautiful, strong and eternal bond and is not at all a binding or a way to keep ur loved one with u for the entire lifetime. So, I'm really looking fwd to how Sam realizes this thing, without making any compromise, or as Gunjan said, without changing himself (which he eventually will and already has, due to Gunjan's love).
I feel that in the coming few episodes we'll see SG as more of friends, and this friendship will AGAIN pave the way for their love to nurture, grow and further strengthen, overcoming all their insecurities, be it about Sam's disbelief in marriage, about Gunjan's disability. And in the process, we will get some meaningful, touching and sweet SaJan moments, sometimes as the bestest of friends and sometimes as true lovers. Lovers I'm saying because, no matter how hard they try, they cannot kill the voice of their souls that are searching and devising ways for their hearts to unite.
I may sound quite weird here, so I apologize to u all. Loads of love !!!!
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