this is what exactly can be narrated as Gunjan's condition her state of mind her whole being now
today in a heart 2 heart with mayank & nupur respectively Samrat & gunjan bared their most vulnerable moment to date yet - d night that changed their lives forever - d incident foll which nothing is d same - d V - day ball
a day meant 2 unite lovers which had once brought them together a year ago as friends is today what exactly stands b/w em trying to tear em apart
it was heartening to see MN trying to resolve the issue as Nups tells Gunjan loves changes ppl & Samrat too will change as has mayank who was once in d same boat ( thou cause of diff reasons) & she says unflinching how can i want this 4 I have loved him as he is & what he is never wanna see him change which is to say d guy who made me fall head over heels in love with him is d guy i would want 4 a life not a stranger by his name , his face & his very identity who just accepts my wishes 2 be by me with fear of losing me & not wanting to be with me out of love
& here mayank who explains to Samrat what was d entire cause of a refusal from Gunjan when a yes could have united em forever he says 2 Sam - this aint a simple thing - as Sam says marriage 2 me is a mere ritual - 1 which i am ready 4 if it means i have a life with her 4ever - but mayank says this is where he' wrong - don't make not wanting 2 loose her be d reason u want her 2 be with forever, make d reason of being with her d only purpose that the forever is a part of why u wanna say yes
1 thing more he so rightly says is that have to win ur love back again Sam & he's so willing to do that as it's d only way 4 him
but if only things would end there as her heart could say d truth she went thru but cant voice the pain it still feels - d 1 pain she cant share even with her own flesh & blood - d pain of being his unequal - a match she never thought she was for him & now a burden she isn't willing to be on him if only , if only it could be that she could see he has never 4 a moment felt so
that 4 him his being her presence matters more than the air 2 breath & d will 2 live to him
why is it suddenly that this reminds me of d words of d world's greatest bard - William Shakespeare in his masterpiece - A Midsummer Night's Dream - The Course Of True Love Never Did Run Smooth