I don't even know why I am even writing this post because all I know is I want you all to never leave me. Name it shamelessness or desperateness but, if I hold someone's hand for once, I can never leave it till the end. And I became so habituated to all your love that, it seems that I will be incomplete without it, if that love ever leaves me.
Thanks a lot for giving me a place in yours hearts. Thanks a lot for taking out time from your busy schedules to read my fictions, like and comment on them. Thanks a lot for feeling the character's emotions as your own and thanks a lot for accepting me.
And to avoid any kind of misunderstandings about me, let me tell you all everything about me, after all there should be nothing hidden from family and you all are my family.
I am short-tempered, crazy, whatever is there on my mind is on my tongue, a bit too filmy and a bit too high on sanskaar sometimes. I am a big big fan of Rajshri because of their way of not compromising on traditions and appreciating modernity at the same time. Yeah, sometimes I feel like taking revenge and all but if once I love, I do it from full heart and never let go of it. A Bit, no very headstrong. And how can I forget, I am emotional at times. Just think I am a mixture of all the Khushis of my FFs and a maturer and less impulsive version of Radha in MRMRW.
You must all be thinking this Yagya is going chatter-chatter-chatter. I know, I am speaking stupidly but recently something happened due to which I thought it was important to leave this note before I go on hiatus and share my pain. Mind it, sympathy gain nahi karni mujhe.
One of my very close friends, whom I thought was my soul-sister,deleted me off her buddy-list after saying that I don't understand love/friendship and one day I would realize that, I am blinded by my own pain and cannot see other's pain, I don't know how to respect people and talks without manners just because I took the liberty of telling her informally that, " You make the banner yourself then" for our supposed collaboration which never happened though it was she who proposed it and stood by my friend, with whom X wanted me to break the friendship because my other friend rightfully believed that X's concepts match with the old ones. X wanted me to break my friendship with my other friend, who was ready to break hers and my friendship so that X doesn't break off with me. But does any relationship stand on the broken pieces of another relationship? My other friend didn't want any answers from me even after X sent a PM to her calling her double-faced and someone who copies while X needed answers from me for defending her by saying that she didn't mean it and she just wanted to say that no one can come up with new concepts all the time and everyone has a zoner.
So that was the story. I don't blame X for whatever happened because I still love her, because if I didn't It wouldn't have hurt me so much. I am also happy that I found the very good side of my other friend, whom now I would treasure more than anything. True friend she has been, and better a friend than me. ANd i am happy to lose in front of her for this. Anyways, I hope I didn't bore you and made you leave me.
Love you all more than anyone could have loved anyone in this world!
Yagya
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UPDATES:
Khel Khel Mein: Sneak Peek of Part 18
Marriage or Revenge: Part 22
Pride & Prejudice: Shot 5: I Love You...
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