Life Sucks

Traveling to another city or another country is a very hard task for me even though as i am better now from anxiety.I grew up this way.I need someone to help me and the another thing is i am not fluent in speaking English.But there are some Indian guys who are not fluent in speaking English and yet they are in countries like US,Canada,London,'so on.Somehow they manage, i cant do that. I am not comfortable in attending some interview and traveling alone to some country though an agent.I can go to any country if i know a person from there because that person will come to airport for me, it will be comfortable. Then being there, day by day the experience automatically increases.There should be someone to help me in this.Before i die,before something happens to the world or only humans..i should do this thing. A online friend of mine told once that i will get more support if i move to another country (Example : Australia ). But the problem is moving.Especially to travel for studying ,there should be a travel buddy.If my sister can come with me,it would be great.But she can't as she has small kids.Even though it will take more money for both of us to go.But can try if she is interested to come.Actually it will be good for her to travel for this as well because she didn't studied college and that is because of my dad.He cheated her.She is intelligent than me.I didn't studied college as well.I was there, but i discontinued.That is because my dad forced me to take Electrical which i don't like.But i had anxiety those days as well.While i wasted days in home,people of my age were studying/working.But i can't blame myself for that because i had severe anxiety those days.If i never had anxiety,then the story would be different.Anyway,past is past.So i don't have any degree.My situation became like I have to work.I always had interest in things like drawing,graphics.Also in most foreign countries,you can study college no matter you are old which is not the same case in India.That is a big advantage.Changing country is not easy task,but i have seen guys who have very less skills doing it through someone's help.I am not in any profession.They can get loan if i want to go.Many people does this.I heard of guys whose English is worse than me who lives in English-speaking country.

Why this craze to go abroad? Is it because you consider making big bucks easier in another country? With dependancy on someone for translating or helping with travel as well as loan arrangements etc is it worth the risk ? Wouldnt your own country be worth a try 😕

im from australia.. what i see is that indias come here to study easy courses and pay very expensive fees. once they complete the course they enrol and keep on enroling so they dont have to leave.. they work very hard to pay for these fees.. and save maybe 10% of their earnings..eventually they go back because there is no need for 1000000 chefs in australia or 10000000 hospitality students. when you go back life will be more difficult because you have seen easy living ..and you will again have readjustment issues.

Originally posted by: zorrro

Why this craze to go abroad? Is it because you consider making big bucks easier in another country? With dependency on someone for translating or helping with travel as well as loan arrangements etc is it worth the risk ? Wouldn't your own country be worth a try 😕

Actually you are not suppose to say that.Can you ask that question to the millions of Indians who are in abroad ? It's not any craze man.You see, since when i was a small kid,i have seen my dad going to abroad.Sure that gave me more interest.Other thing is, as i already told you that changing country is not easy task,but i have seen guys who have very less skills doing it through someone's help and whose English is worse than me who lives in English-speaking country.It's not about big bucks.
Tell this to those Indians who are in Abroad ---- Wouldn't your own country be worth a try.
The reply from them will prevent you from further asking any questions.

Originally posted by: Dr3viL

your english is better then many indians that come here..and practice maks perfect. however in india take a short learning course on how to talk in engish and get some confidence prior to moving to a new english speaking country..it will make your adjustment to the new country alot easier. about your anxiety ..learn to breath correctly.good luck

I understand..