Panchali tried to brush off his words." As if they have nothing to talk about. Arjun, grow up. We are grand parents to Parikshit and parents to Pragati. Our time was lost in separation,dice game,torture and heart break. On top of it the loss of our children.People will feel concern and that's all. "
Arjun understood her passive mood.He knew he is not telling lies. He is aware of the admiring looks of people whenever they cast their eyes on the queen of Kurus. Reason ofcourse is her ageless beauty. Like Chitra says and Subhadra confirms she stopped aging since a long time.
But Panchali's mindset is not at all in a state to acknowledge her admirers. She is sad,she is dejected. Only Pari and Pragati will make her smile heart fully.
Arjun suddenly felt a chill in his spine. Still there is a long way to go. They have to live and fulfill their lifetime. His Krishnaa can not pool up her drooping spirits and live with peace if she continues to be in such state of detachment.He has to help her regain her energy and zeal to live life to the fullest. Can he do that?
Arjun closed his eyes and felt his Madhav before him. He is smiling." Why are you worried ? Your Krishnaa has to regain her spirit of happiness through your efforts only. Go ahead."
When Arjun opened his eyes he saw his wife lie down closing her eyes. He placed her on the soft pillow and pushed her curls back.
The preparations for all the sacred rituals to be done by Dhritarashtr are in full swing. Despite Bheem's reluctance to endorse the deeds, Arjun went ahead and arranged everything desired by the King. On an auspicious day The old King along with Ganthari did homas,worship and rites for his sons and son in law. Yudhishtir personally attended the procedures and made the King satisfied. Panchali did not leave Gandhari's side and attended to her needs. Kunti did charity in the name of Karna and donated gold offered to her by Arjun.
After the completion of the rituals Dhritarashtr and Gandhari blessed Pandavas. Gandhari specially called Draupadi and said." You entered Kuru clan before Bhanumati did.I always felt great attachment towards you. But to my ill fate I have to bear your insult in my place. You are kind and generous. You are greater than me in self control. You did not curse my sons but I cursed Govind. I regretted later. I am entrusting you my Shiv ling that I worshipped since I was fiveyears old.Let Phalgun worship my lord regularly. He is a great Shiva devotee.
Draupadi! You are still young. Get rid of your sorrow. Enjoy with your husband and make him happy. My blessings will always be with you"
Kunti who listened to her became desparate. Her Gandhari Didi will never change.Period.
Yudhishtir met Draupadi that night and asked." Your association with Gandhari Mata is well known. Is there any wish that was left unfulfilled for her? "
Panchali's face bore a detached look. She answered precisely." For a woman more than husband children matters in old age. She lost her children. Nothing can fill that void. She may look fine but in her heart of hearts she can never reconcile with her fate.She has no wish left to be fulfilled. "
Arjun heard her words. He came to Tell Yudhishtir everything went on well. But Panchali's words left him dazed. He turned back and walked away.
Panchali got up and questioned Malini." Where is he? Did he take aushadhi?" Agitated she moved towards the door. Malini called her to inform." He went towards the garden hut all alone. He said I should not inform you or Subhadra.Ofcourse Ulupi or Chitra.
Panchali frowned at her and walked towards the garden hut. All through the day he slogged to make things happen and fulfill the task of Dhritarashtr. Now he must have become indisposed. She should have attended on him properly after the dinner. She observed he did not eat well.
Arjun is lying on the coach in garden hut. He placed his hand on his forehead. Panchali sat by him and touched his forehead. She felt it warmer than usual. Yajnaseni felt concerned and blamed herself for not coming with necessary things. She took her pallu end dipped it in cool water and wiped his forehead. Arjun stammered with closed eyes." Krishnaa why did you come here?"
Panchali had moisture in her eyes.She silently continued her work.
Arjun tried to prevent her by taking her hand." You must be tired . The day is hectic. I don't want to disturb you.Just I want to get up and reach Chitra's mansion. Let me go."
Panchali got up and fired." You may go to your Manipur princess. Shall I assist you ? Get up."
Arjun laughed and pulled her over him." Just like my fire born. Where was the fire hidden? Don't let the fire distinguish. I enjoy doing it myself."
Arjun's lovelorn expression brought the beautiful familiar smile back on her face. Arjun gazed at her mesmerised.
Edited by ltelidevara - 8 years ago