All research had been done for who was me in my previous birth and what boon did i obtain from lord maheswara, truly speaking i had no slightest idea of that ever. I never could understand how can Supreme lord would give such boon to a girl only for she asked for a groom five times so she will get married to five?Maheswar can't be such unjust. So, surely i don't believe such previous life stories. All i can say that from childhood i wanted to get married to a man who will be wise,mighty,valorous,handsome and intelligent and i feel every girl wishes to get a groom with these qualities that never makes them getting married to more than one person, so why my wish was different? no, my dreams and desires were normal only.
I knew my father wished to get me married to pandava prince Arjuna, he was moved by young prince's valor. That time all i had feeling for him was only the curiosity to know who was Arjun, but it was sakha's magical words which drowned me towards Sabyasachi. when sakha used to start talking about him, he didn't want to stop, his eyes used to get filled with some magical happiness as if he knew Arjuna for ages but truth was that sakha too never met him before. Initially i used to feel jealous that sakha's attention turns away from me while talking about his parth but gradually i realized there was some different connection between these two that i never will be able to trace. I learn to respect the magical connection. So i got attracted to Arjuna through sakha, the handsome archer who occupies sakha's thought to this extent meant to be very very special , there is no reason to not accept him as my destiny
Everyone thinks I was meant to marry Dhananjaya, but it was not the case at first. It was my father's wish to get me married to either Arjuna or a valiant archer same as him. because when my sayamvar was being arranged whole Aryabarta knew that pandavas are dead in Barnavat fire accident, Only a mysterious smile playing on sakha's lips made me guessing something but he was never clear.
So I really was not sure whom i am going to give my garland , and when i was shown the paintings of my prospective grooms it was not only of Sabyasachi's one which i looked with eyes of appreciation.
Edited by RoseFairy - 11 years ago