RiShbala FF: SiNfuL NiGhTs (thread 11 link in pgno.1) 12/11 - Page 104

Originally posted by: MariumChoudhary

Why would you even think That no one is interested in this story anymore????

It's not that kind of story you know which can not be enough to hold it's readers and it happens opposite how much gripping Story this is and intriguing one will always love to read this with much pleasure in fact I want to read this whole story in One go till last bit of I always wish it was like a complete Story and I hate it so much that we have to wait for Story to move ahead with each part I'm fan of completed stories I don't read much on going stories... waiting for update is like killing ...

You are a brilliant writer and person Aaniya no one could afford to not read you... I was waiting for you to recover soon and come back but the current situation you are going through it's really normal to have writer's block and honey you need rest these months are really important to you don't take much stress or never think that no is interested in this story of course we are egarly waiting...

You should rest and follow instructions to get speedy recovery...

I could not come up with anything for your last update cause I have lost my grandma at that same... On 2nd July we left for my mom's material house my Nani was on death bed on 3rd she died and believe me I am not in same condition anymore... I have never watched someone die and this time I was there holding her hand sitting beside reciting verses from Qur'an to lessen her pain...we all were there but you know something death is something it's you Only you have to go through no matter how much you suffer or how many people is beside you no one can lessen your pain and then you will be gone forever from this world...

There's no chance to come back... how difficult it must be to leave the world your close ones These Thought are killing me from inside... Day by day it's going worst an unknown restlessness is working in me Almost everyday I'm crying can not sleep or eat just the thought of death haunting me sometimes my heart beats so fast or having difficulty in breathing like life is slipping away from me... Life is unpredictable we can never know which can be our last breath... but we have to be prepared always have to ask for forgiveness from Allah and take some good deeds with you cause that's all matters now...

Everyone is saying I am over thinking but that's not really How it works automatically I started to feel like that I really don't think about them still I feel I'm going to lose everyone... seeing someone dying maybe affecting in this way but that's the truth Man is mortal no one going to stay forever everyone has to leave but I can not make anyone understand how this very truth haunts me day and night...

Just for this temporary venture in this world we are still everyone is lost in worldy things doing sins hurting others or forgetting we have to leave this world one day we were really not send to waste life like this... we should use each moment of it like it's our last I'm not realizing this just now I have always known them but I am truly understanding it's meaning too...

I'm not yet normal so I guess there will be no response for me cause in real life too I've like closed myself from people like I don't know what to say anymore all I think about death I guess it will take time to get back normalcy if only Allah wishes...

LONG LECTURE ...

But just wanted to say never take life for granted take good care of yourself and rest properly Aaniya... It's you who's important stories can wait... once you get fully recovered you can update as much as you can there's no problem...

Let me know how you are doing and your progress...

Take care

love

Marium...

May Allah bless you always with good health and peace and show you the right path in life...

Originally posted by: ichaa88

Hi, I'm a long time fan of Aaniya and come on here to see if there's any news of her when i read your post.

My heart is breaking for you, i can't say how much your words moved me, i pray to God that since you posted this message time will have healed you a little.

The death of a loved one is always traumatic but to watch that loved one die, there is nothing worse than that. I sat with my Mom and held her hand as she passed on, i understand completely how you felt.

It took me some time to process what had happened. The first few weeks after Mom died i bitterly regretted being there while she died. Like you, my thoughts were filled with death.

I don't know when i began to accept that i'd done the right thing by staying with her til the end. It was a slow process, the days passed, they turned into weeks and somewhere along the way i forgot the smell of the hospital, the noise of the machines and started to remember Mom as she was before God took her.

You my dear, will never forget your beloved Nana and you done the hardest thing anyone could ever ask you to do. You stayed with her.

I guarantee you will not regret it, there will come a day when you'll look back and thank God that he gave you the strength to stay with her. Life is very precious and being able to love and be loved is the very essence of life.

Your family must be very proud of you and i'm sure your Nana is looking down on you with joy and love, that she was blessed to have a Grandaughter like you.

God Bless x