NOTE - Only 43 LIKES & hardly 20 COMMENT??? 😔
Too bad!!! 🥺
My hard work? My effort to write stories here? All going in gutter?🤔
Better those who are reading my stories and commenting promptly... please stop doing that... so that i can leave this forum happily that no one is here to read my stories... don't bind me here and make me feel i m good in writing... (I guess i m in a big illusion that i know to write when i don't actually) that only makes me keep scribbling and wasting my time... 😔
Ugh!!! I really wanna end all my stories... i m stuck! i don't get ideas... i don't get proper response... i hate to keep you all waiting... if i keep waiting you or take time to update one story for long then u think i forgot that stories... i don't forget any of my stories... i do remember.. so don't remind me... please. its just i don't get proper ideas...
I'm having a half mind to give you all a small summary for all my stories and end them...
you all might think i m a broken record to say the same think for a while.. but its really disheartening... that too when i know you read, you like but you don't comment... those who i thought my regular readers also stopped commenting.. what i will take that as? that you are no more interested in my stories right?
please don't give me the excuse.. poor net connection... bcos i know ur net is too good when u comment on other's stories... please do encourage all the readers... or at least tell straight to my face that i am not worthy of writing and my stories are too lame without any proper twist and turns... without any story at all...
I am sorry if my note hurts any of my loyal readers... i can't help guys... i m really feeling like shit...
even on weekends instead of enjoying my time with my family... i am writing stories... how big fool am I?
There is a limit and this is it...
i m highly pissed... and i don't mind taking down all my stories from here and discontinuing it... (Sorry loyal readers.. you have support me a lot so far... but now i just can't being rude becos i m upset)
My friends here who know me closely (like Anish di, Ashabanerjee and Souwmiya) will know how my days are going... its not at all easy to study and work at the same time... i work 14 hours. mind it! and still i manage to write something on rishbala... but what's the use? what i get in return?
Why am i writing all this? when i know no one will read? stupid! stupid! stupid! Am I!!!
okay bye! (Let's hope this is not my final good bye)
(P.S - Poisonous Love and Anjaane Raaste are Seema di's stories... Not mine. it's purely her idea... i promised to write those stories for her... so i will complete them for her... and ask her to post... Rest of my works... I don't know... I may or may not continue! Sorry)