LAST PART
RK - Madhubala Malik how come you are here ?
Deepali - Rishu atleast call her inside first .
Madhu - How are you Rishu ?
RK (getting angry on seeing her) - Its RK and not Rishu and how do I look right now to you . By the way meet my darling wife Deepali.
Deepali (feeling quite awkward between two ex-lovers) - Hi Madhu .
RK- So what brings you here . ?
Madhu (Looking at Deepali ) - RK , I want to talk to you .
RK (Keeping his one hand on Deepali's waist) - Whatever you want to talk personal or business you can do it here in front of my wife . She knows everything about me . My intimate secret holder.
Madhu - Rk I want to apologize to you for the mistake I had done in past . I realized it long time back that I had fallen for you but couldn't muster that courage to ask for forgiveness from you .
RK (cutting her off from speaking) - Fallen for me or my richness ?
Madhu - No RK . Please don't say like that .
Madhu - RK I don't know when I started loving you . That time my ego dint allow me to fall for you after you humiliated me , but then later after farewell
*Flashback - At College Farewell Party*
Principal - Congrats Miss Malik . No doubt you were right that your name not only resembles yest-year actresses beauty but also acting . It must have been a painful task for you Miss Malik . Isn't it ? I mean displaying so much of patience for these 3 years to act so sweet , docile and down to earth . Then pretending to cut your contacts with your group when all the while you were always in touch with them telling them about your next step . You know what Miss Malik , that you are not only an evil person but also a cheap woman . How could you play with someone's heart ? When a person loves someone they not only give their heart but also trust and you thought that heart and trust is football and so you kicked it so hardly breaking it into pieces . WOW
Please some one call up the Oscar jury to our college so that they can see this natural performance and directly give her the award for best actor in a negative role or might be actress of the year award . If not Oscar then does someone have Cannes , Bafta or Filmfare peoples number ??
Well you know what , RK dint loose anything because love can happen again . And until someone breaks your heart then how can it be repaired with love trust and care by someone else . And on second thoughts god always balances happiness and sadness for everyone. Maybe right now RK is suffering but you never know when he gets his happiness and you will get your share of sadness.
I will remember this farewell forever for all the bad reasons . Party over everyone.
Madhu after hearing such things from principal starts to leave when suddenly Deepali blocks her way
Deepali - Those people are lucky who get a partner who loves them unconditionally but unfortunately you let your ego won . By the time you will realize the impact of what you have lost it will be too late Madhu that you will be left alone . No man will ever trust you to make you your GF or wife because relationships are based on trust .
Madhu (cutting her sentence in between) - Ohh please Miss Beggar spare me from your lecture . Now even you don't get started like that Oldy Princi .
Deepali - Yeah you are right . Why am I even wasting my energy on a person who doesn't value love and trust . Who is full of herself . I will pray that you mentally get well very soon . And I will even pray that soon you realize your mistake . Before going I will say just one thing to you that you were a lucky lady who got a lovely loyal person like RK . Not everyone gets this kind of love by their partners.
*Flashback Ends*
Madhu - Although initially I was happy for making you loose and hated you from the bottom of my heart but then after a week or maybe more I started missing your presence , your smile , your care for me , your loved filled eyes looking at me , your concern for me . The way you were doing part time jobs to start your own business so that after marrying me you can give me every happiness . The way you would steal glances at me during lectures . I couldn't get peace . Your happy face , your broken heart , your teary eyes would haunt me everyday every night whether sleeping or eating or doing work or anything . Then I realized that I have let go the most important thing of my life . The person who loved me for what I was and not for my money or status or beauty . Then I realized Principal and Deepali were right and it was too late . RK from the past 2 years I have been living with this guilt everyday every second of my life . It has become a shackle , a chain in my neck that I couldn't breathe properly .
RK please give me one chance . I regret behaving like a complete fool and making mockery of your love .
RK & Deepali were shocked to their wits to hear Madhu's love confession even after knowing that RK was maried .
Madhu - Please RK please , just one chance . Rk please just once . I will do whatever you will say to win your love . But don't make me go far away from you . I will make it up to you forever by never giving you a chance to feel sorry that you gave me a chance again. I feel guilty to leave you and your love . I feel guilty to acted so dumb and thinking of myself in such an arrogant manner . I feel guilty for playing with your feelings and the love you gave me . RK I love you from the time I realized that I had lost an integral part of my life . Please RK let me prove my love for you .
RK - Miss Malik ! Love is not a physics theorem to be proved or a maths equation where LHS=RHS , hence proved . Love is earned with respect , care and most importantly trust . Love is being true to yourself and to your partner .
OK Madhu ! tell me that if I was at your place and if I did the same thing which you did to me . If I would have made you fall for me and then have brutally broken your heart into million of pieces that you couldn't even collect them and stick them together then ?? And then after sometime I realize that I have committed wrong and then I would have come back to you to ask for your forgiveness and to start our life fresh . Then would you have been able to trust me again ?? Then would you have been able to love me back again ???
Madhu this is not a movie where after breaking someone's heart and trust into pieces that same person after regretting it comes back to you asking back for your love and you happily go to him . Practically you can never trust that person again .
Miss Malik , forgiveness is given to those people who unintentionally commits a mistake and not when they intentionally commit the crime .
I am quite happy Miss Malik that you feel guilty and you want to redeem yourself by loving me back . I love you Madhu . I still love you in spite of what you did to me maybe because you were my first love . But not more than my wife and myself . Do you know why ? Because Deepali has been my constant support when I was going through the worst phase of my life . She made me collect those broken pieces of my heart and sticked it together with her love . This is called true love . But you will never understand it Madhu . Now my priorities has changed . But coming to you and loving you back NOW is not possible.
Have you heard that story in school of a shepherd ? where the Shepherd would always take his sheep's to graze and would play a prank of saying wolf has come ! wolf has come ! and then all villagers would come to rescue him but they wouldn't find any wolf . The shepherd continued this game for many days when actually one day a wolf came and when he said loudly that wolf has come ! wolf has come ! then no villager came to his rescue because they knew it he was again playing a prank and in this way that shepherd lost all his sheep's .
Even if you are telling the truth that you love me I can't believe you . No madhu I can never believe you or trust you again .
When a glass is broken you cant repair it . Can you ? Same way relationship and trusts once broken can never be repaired , especially by the person who has broken it . You want my forgiveness so lemme tell you Madhu that I had forgiven you long back . Because hadn't I forgiven you and started with my life as fresh beginning I wouldn't have got a sweet wife like Deepali who actually knows what love is and that love is all about care trust and respect . I wouldn't have become this big in life .
Madhu the day you left me my mom left me forever seeing me in such a condition . I was totally lost that I had gone to the beach to drown , to commit suicide but hadn't it been Deepali maybe today I wouldn't be alive . But she made me realize the importance of life , that life is always meant to live inspite of bad and good things happening with you . She helped me in reaching at this position .
Go Madhu . Living with this guilt is the only redemption for you . Go Madhu and live with this guilt forever that how it feels wen a person who loves you truly , deeply , madly but all you did was playing games just to avenge him . Go Madhu your guilt is the only punishment you have which you will carry with you for your whole life . This will be your only punishment and your only redemption that inspite of me loving you , you couldn't have me because of your mistake .
This is your only punishment for breaking someones heart . Any person can bear the pain of loosing a job, his identity his house his status but no person can bear the pain of the person who leaves him forever or who ditches him/her for his unconditional love . No Madhu I can't come back to you . Not today and neither tomorrow . I found solace and love again maybe you can also find love again . Because a person can fall in love second time and I hope that if by any chance you fall in love then don't play with his heart and emotions and neither look at his status as a criteria for your love . Madhu I have always loved you because you were my first love but now I love my wife Deepali . Though I still have soft corner for you because my love was pure for you without any planning but now I don't love you . Madhu you can never love someone other than yourself . Go madhu I have forgiven you for the sin you have committed , but now I married and I m not planning to divorce Deepali . I want you to feel the pain when the person whom you love more than yourself , when the person on whom you trust more than yourself deceives you then how it feels . Go Madhu live with dis guilt forever ...
Madhu hearing the bitter truth from RK's mouth leaves from there because she knew it somewhere that only she is responsible for making RK like this , only she is responsible for rejecting a person who loved her more than anything so she can't expect RK to love her again . She very well knew it that RK's question will be right that whats the gaurente that in future I will not behave like this ? Because no person can trust on that person again who has deceived you already in past . Time though heals the pain but also makes you wiser to not do the same mistake again .
And with this punishment she left from RK's house living "FOREVER WITH GUILT ".
THE END
NOTE :
So some people PMed me to continue this story and even later on I also realized that it will be injustice on my part to leave the story in the middle especially for those readers who have been supporting me from the starting of the chapter . So I have written the last part for all those who wanted to read .
So everyone's criticisms are welcomed . Those who felt that I did injustice by not uniting the evergreen jodi through redemption well I am not writing any other part for that . It's a great idea that we redeem about the wrong committed but think from that person POV on whom that atrocity is committed . Living with that mental pain .
A big sorry for those whose hearts have been broken bcz of Rishbala sepration . But I wanted to experiment it and thanks a lot everyone for sticking to this story . And guys a writer needs to be creative . Even I love Rishbala but that doesn't mean that as a writer I will not use creativity . And Rishbala FS/SS/OS doesn't mean that the couple needs to be together till end either as friends or couple or whatever relationship it is . Do welcome new changes by the writer as it allows them to grow . 😛😛
OK on a serious note I don't know what are you guys feeling about such changes . If you are disappointed , sad , ok do leave your feedback . I am thanking everyone from the bottom of my heart who have been a part of this story.Thanks everyone for being in this journey . 😳
