I was soo happy to go to a new school..my mom told I wud get a lot of friends..they wud talk to me..i will never feel lonely..i wud never miss them as there will be friends in school..as I entered my class..everyone looked at me with awe..i corrected my specs n gave my toothy smile to everyone n saw a seat was free I went there n sat..i saw a cute boy looking at me..i smiled at him n said"I m madhu..will u be my friend?"I saw him ..his expressions changed ..he called the other boys..i looked at them without knowing what was coming for me..he said them sumthing in their ears..they looked at me n laughed at me..i just smiled with my toothy smile...suddenly rishabh pulled my hair..i whined..he said"u wanna become the friend of rishabh.."he laughed at me n said"u fatty..just dream abt it..dont ever thing abt it"..i cried..he insulted me more n others laughed and giggled at me..
IT WAS 12 YEARS BEFORE
NOW PRESENT...
I was taking books from library n moving to class..suddenly rishabh came in n pushed me..i fell down..all my books were scattered..i looked at him for help..but as always he laughed heartily ...I was abt to cry..suddenly everyone gathered ..he said"see this chasmish has fallen down..soo weak n sissy"..everyone has always laughed at me n mocked at me..i saw someone picking up my books..i saw for the person..he was mukund..i smiled at him..after years, it was the first time someone helped me..noone cared at me for years..coz of rishabh n his bully..noone dares to be my friend..i thanked mukund for his help..he offered me his friendship..i was soo happy to oblige..i accepted it..
I was in my room tomorrow is my exam.i have to revise everything.suddenly I heard a sound..i saw the window..i saw rishabh coming in..what the heck!! He wants now..i came near him to ask what was he doing here?..before I could say anything..he pulled me closer to his chest n said"u look a lot sexy today..i m gonna die today coz of u"..i frowned thinking what the hell!! I m decked up from head to toe n he thinks I m sexy..this man has some severe brain problem..i saw him nearing me..i knew what was coming for me..i tried to push him using my palms..he said"I m craving for this u know..let me.."I said"I have to study rishabh.." before I cud say anymore..he removed my specs n kept it on table..my vision become blur..he kissed me with every ounce that my hands which pushed him were entangled in his nape...he pushed me on the bed..i cudnt see anything but I cud say he was stripping me n himself..i moaned while he continued with his ministrations..
After passionate makeout session, we both were gasping for air..he pulled a blanket n wrapped me in it n I felt his finger moving through my eyes n stopping to my lips..he mumbled near my lips "u r mine..only mine.."I knew his obsession very well..my mind went back to the days when it started..after being insulted for the first time from rishabh..noone was making me their friend..i was crying..i was going to ground to stay away..suddenly someone pushed me, I saw it was rishabh.i said"what u want now after insulting me?..he said"will u be my friend?"..i was crying but he was the first one to offer friendship..soo I cudnt reject him.i said"okk.."..the next day, I saw rishabh..i thought he is my friend..soo I called him n said"hii"waving my hands..he ignored me..i looked at my surroundings..everyone started laughing at me mockingly..i felt tears brim my eyes..
I was going to ground..again someone pulled me...I knew its rishabh..i shouted"dont ever talk to me..ur not my friend"..he said"noo madhu..ur my friend..but we cannt show that we r friends..coz we r playing a game..soo plzz help me.."I asked"what kinda game?"he said"if we win this game..we will be happy always.."..i believed in him becoz I was soo nave..i believed in him till an age of 16..i was a fool to believe him n his game..at the age of 16, I lost my control..i was fed up of his daily insults..as usual when he was abt to push me to an isolated place..i pushed him away n went away frowning..that day I was in my room..i decided that I m not gonna keep secret friendship with rishabh anymore..eventhough I liked him very much..i cannt keep a false faade to the world..i knew he was my only best friend but I want a true relation..suddenly I heard a sound..i turned to see rishabh..this was the first time rishabh entered my room like then the suite continued...
I frowned at him n asked"what the hell r u doing?"..he said"I shud ask u that"..i said"u insult me..u keep friendship with me that too fake one..i don't want ur friendship anymore"..he grabbed my arms furiously n said"u don't have any rights to say u don't want my friendship..heck I don't want ur friendship anymore.."I said"then leave me.."I felt hurt that he didn't want my friendship..but I was relieved that atleast I will not leave a fake life..he kissed me hungrily ..i was shocked beyond limits..i pushed him n asked"what was this?"..he smirked at me n said"this is what I want from u chashmish..i love u..u r mine only mine..how I don't know? But since my childhood..i didn't want anybody to look at u..or talk to u..soo only I insulted u..i kept insulting u..u came near me..at this age..whenever I see u my sexual frustration come on peak..today when u rejected me..i felt the most stabbing feeling..then I knew I love u only u.."
Rishabh s voice jerked me from my flashback..he asked"what were u doing with mukund I hate him don't talk with him ever...?"I knew him very well..soo I nodded..i moved my hands to grab my specs..but rishabh held my hands n said"not now.."I said"I have to study..plzz"..he took the specs n put it on my eyes..then he wrapped me with himself n made me sit on the lap n placed my book on my lap n said"now u study.."he was always sticking to me like a glue..i adjusted my specs n saw him..he was perfect..he was the hottest guy in our school..every girls hang on him..but he never paid attention to any..whereas she was geeky..she had specs n clips too in her teeth..but he found her sexy n beautiful while others considered her as ugly ..why? I looked at him questioningly..he asked me "what madhu study?" I asked"why do u like me?"he said"I don't like u ..i love u..u now ur mine..only mine..."I didn't knew what to say more..i just continued to study..while he continued to look at me lovingly..i still didn't know I loved him or not..but he was the only one from childhood who had the power to hurt me or love me like this..this is my story..i didn't knew whether it's a love story..
@readers i planning rk's pov for this os..depending on the responses i wud pen it down..
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