I have to accept today that I am one of the great fans ever to grace the planet earth. All the time I just think about my favourite and drool.
Know my biggest symptoms:
1. 1. The only thing I think about is him- sleeping, waking all the time.The purpose of my life is doing research on him
2. In fact my obsession level is so high that I am down to dictating what shows he should work on, what clothes he should wear, which actresses he should work with
3. I presume that since I am his greatest fan all these are my birthrights (and not his personal business)🐷
4. I cannot stand anyone who criticizes him😡
5. I don't mind stripping, insulting, cursing, humiliating real people (whom I know) for his sake. So what if he doesnot know that I exist.🤬
6. But I will never tolerate others insulting him to protect their favourite. That is not allowed. All rights of fan worship lie solely with me.🤡
7. I cannot tolerate that any character gets more importance than him in the show he is working. I also cannot tolerate that his character is made to suffer from any hands or is rejected by anyone.🤬
8. If it does, I will personally attack the actor/actress playing such role. I will even forget the basic principles of humanity, decency and decorum.🤬
9. I will stoop to the level of demanding that a woman rejecting my favourite be strangled, raped, dumped etc. I will mock a widow character's feelings and even make fun of her helplessness.🤬
10. While making such demands I will not even think for a moment that I am hurting the basic sensibilities of people and not only insulting the entire womanhood but also supporting and promoting atrocities against women.
11. So what if I am doing that, I am thinking with my hormones, Brain ka kya karna hai. Phaltu cheez hai.🐷🤡
Disclaimer - these are MY symptoms of Phaneria...I have not researched on anyone else so any resemblance with anything living or dead (of course virtually) is purely fictitious and coincidental. Nothing was harmed in this discovery except my ego.