"Judey jo tere khwaab se , toh tootey hum neend se."
Well , this is pretty true for Madhu and her feelings for him. Ever since Madhu has been a part of his thoughts - regardless negative or positive , forget about her sleep or peace , but her entire life and reason of existence has been broken. She is going styling people's hair and doing people's make up but for what ? Kyun jaa rahi hai , kya kar rahi hai , jab zindagi hi toot gayi ho . It is like everytime she walks out of her house trying to make something of a daily routine out of her life , even her plans to put the pieces of her remaining life back together seem to be for the sake of living a life with no purpose and no reason . The minute she got attached to his every thought , her life changed forever . He has become her life ever since she met him . Whether it was to show him whose boss , or give him what he deserves or care about him , and love him , her every step and reason of living a life centered upon Rishabh and the most devastating part is , this is a never ending process once it begins. Even with so much happening , she is trying to live a normal life to prove HIM more than herself that she is a phoenix bird who rises from the ground after turning into ash. It is always HIM . . Something just..i don't know..lurched inside me when she burst . That why did he ruin everything? They were supposed to grow old together. I don't know it hurt so so much hearing these words from her. 😭
Remember the very early scenes of Rishbaala where RK came to Madhu's house to fake forgiveness? And RK publicly faked an entire tale of their love story then? I had said that the very words and actions he is faking now will be the exact reflection of what he feel , but by the time Madhu gives him that , it will be too late. And damn , I never knew i would be right in such a twisted and distorted way. Remember that conference RK made to humiliate Madhu? How he was declaring his irrevocable love for her and said in the end that though both love each other their tale is incomplete.Funnily , that is when my heart broke for him , cause the very tale he was declaring in pseudo passion led to be the very story that will kill the villainy but in the cost of what? In the cost of losing the woman forever who taught him to be human cause it's too late. How I hate my own future predictions now. 😡 The episode despite its on the surface cuteness , had so much of pain .