Originally posted by: 0-SD-0
But because Sourabh Tewari tweeted and prepared me otherwise, now seeing today's episode, I did not react to go into Panic, but I was waiting patiently for me to get stabbed. As if alongside Madhu, I was walking to Rishabh Kundra at that place where she was looking at him trustingly and I was looking at him too in surrender with the only difference being two contrasting different expectations from him !!!!
Very strange isn't it ? That instead of bolting from there and telling Madhu don't walk there, I was actually walking with Madhu into something Unknown. I really wonder now, why I got ready that way, when my whole plan of someone stopping Rishabh Kundra in end minute failed me today.
I wonder, what I am doing to myself. Do I love Madhu ? Or do I love Rishabh Kundra ? Is it that am not only a Deewana of theirs, I became Parwaana of them...I really do not know what is right or what is wrong...no more. I think this is just an abyss and I should stop and yet I walk towards an abyss.
P.S: I could not be in Fun Sherlock Holmes Mode, because this episode was quiet serious for me for the real things that I felt for myself...but yes, there is no pain. There is just holding of breath.