Originally posted by: iiDona
When I started writing this story, it was a similar regret. I didnt say goodbye because I was too busy doing some petty thing that I dont even remember now. What I do remember is I could have been there when it happened & when I came...I couldnt forgive myself for the longest time but this story was a healing process of sorts. People have opened up so much with this story & I am all ears. I hope you have healed & are doing well. This story is only going & I will update soon.
Thank you very much for appreciating my work😊
hey you deserve much better sweet heart... and abt being healed i guess my guilt will never let me heal... i just stormed out of the house and left him calling me back... i feel like a bloody criminal... dint even look back... my grand pops calling me... i did hear him but i just couldnt control... i was 16 i guess you get angry... especially with anger runs in your genes...😆
my grand mom too died of breast cancer and i remember staying so close to her... i would visit her in the cancer institute almost every day... practically lived in there after my college...
the doctor banned me from coming in the later stages though... i was kind of getting clinging with her... would read her the news papers and books... i cannot read tamil (that's my mother tongue... south india) but i know i made her happy... but still you know you feel guilty for deserting my grand pop at the last min... thought my dad told me tat he did it on purpose.. but still
he was a really awesome person... a retired army man... he dint go in for treatment till his last days... he was stubborn as always...
god... i dont know why...
you got me all emotional... its like 10 am and i'm like this...😆
anyway... sorry... 🤢