FF~Ajeeb Dasta~ Part 39 page 102 (16 JAN) - Page 50

Trishna sat next to her half dead sister, patting her hair, wondering what just have happen? Deep broken glass left mark on madhus both hand, it's only her face that was safe. Lucky! Lucky to have that soul inside that body. She gently nodes her head in disappointment with a tear that crawled down her eyes, taking Jearsy on her lap.

'mum gn be fine na!' Jearsy questioned innocently with fear. A fear that she might lose her mum as well. 'tell me na aunty... Is mum gn be alright?'
'yes, mama is completely fine baby. She is just sleeping because of the hard work. Nothing els!'

Jearsy leaned in her auntie's lap, drifting way to sleep again.

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A week have passed. Jearsy couldn't stand the sight of RK, let alone let him come near her mother. To make jearsy happy RK always looked at Madhu from small circle window against the door. RK's heart rate skips beats every-time he sees the dead body of Madhu. He looked down in shame with tears and fear, remembering his wish... Wish that something would happened to Madhu's family and she would be his. His forever. The guilt and remorse of his painful heart wasn't just enough when Jearsy looks at him with hatred, when Jearsy have forbidden him to enter his mother room. When Jearsy puts the blame on him that wish he was dead and not his dad.

Of course it was understandable, because abhay pushed him towards the scape first along with his kids before him. Giving him the responsibility of his two kids to him to take them to a safe place. And he- he have failed miserably. If it was abhay, he could have found an away to evacuate the building instantly. He was expert, not him.

Jearsy glared at RK across the small window with anger. Her mum was under this condition because of him. Her dad and brother was dead because of him. Who is he to come and see her mum.

Jearsy stood up and closed the last barrier tightly so RK could never see her mother. He do not deserve her!

RK sat beside Madhu's bedroom when trishna came an sat next to him. 'I am sorry, Jearsy is very protective, and we can not go against her wish. I can not hurt her anymore, because that means I am hurting Madhu. She is the only hope Madhu have now. She have lost her husband... Roy and the new born!'

RK instantly looked at trishna. She was expecting again?

'they were planning for this days for long time and now look what have happened!' trishna looked down with tears. 'everything is ruined. My sister have lost everything.

RK looked down in more pain, he is responsible of killing three life! Even the new born. He have ruined Madhus life...

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Jearsy walked out for food. She took some money out of her pocket and walked to the vending machine that laid on the other side of the corridors. RK looked at Jearsy with little concern. 'what do you need?' he mumbled. Jearsy completely ignored his presence looking at her aunty. 'can you go in while I get some food for my self!'
Trishna an RK looked at one another with little worry manner.
RK couldn't even imagine what probably going through the little soul. Because he went through the same phase, he knew the pain of loosing a father, he knew how the needle perched trough your heart every second. Every moment...

RK flowed Jearsy. Jearsy looked at vending machine and than started to count her money to put exact amount. RK offered help but she ignored him like there were no one. She could see through him.

'Jearsy...' RK managed to mumble out. 'can I talk to you?'
Jearsy ignored him completely and walked off without her food.
RK picked her food and gave it to trishna.

Meantime doctor came by, informing. Madhu was showing sign of improvements. She was coming out of coma. The news brought light on jearsys face. Her glow gave RK million dollar smile, maybe he couldn't save her father and his brother, but... He will do anything to bring madhu back.

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Madhu slowly opened her dark eyes. Poisoned sun ray smacked her eyes with a burning sensation. A involuntary reflux instantly forced her to shut her eye lid... After few minuets a questioned bothered her, Was she dead? That's all madhu questioned her self. She wanted to die... Was she alive? Was abhay and her son with her... Madhu felt a small hand over her. She knew instantly this is Jearsy. Her angel. She is here!... She is here with her. Madhu held her hand tightly, and than slowly a sweet word reached her ear...
'mum...'
Madhu instantly thought if Jearsy is here... Her boy should be here to... And abhay. Without opening her eyes, she slowly mumbled Roy... And than abhay. She wanted to feel them and than only she will let this poison sun to enter her eyes.
'Jearsy...' madhu mumbled. She can almost feel everything must be alright, but than she membered the clasping body of abhay and her son... Those hard burning floor... Those poisonous gas. Geet inhaled huge gust of air that perched through each mucus along her oesophagus. A rush of red hot blood surfaced on the thin layer of her skin, to release the torment heat that was building within her core by remembering those thumping body. She instantly released jearsys hand, placing her hand on her stomach, knowing exactly she probably did not have her baby either. Madhu dug her nail in her stomach, vaguely hearing the noise of the real world... The dark world who have nothing more to offer her anymore. A red tear crawled down her eyes with pain that she couldn't bare. Madhu sat up with all her effect. Opening her eyes all in one go, letting the poisonous light to penetrate through her delicate retina, killing each sensitive spot and spreading the unbearable pain through her body. Yet it was nothing compare to what she felt in those moments when she lost her child and husband. It was nothing... Nothing at all.

Her numb body sat there. Crying for presence of her child and husband...

'oh no!... Mrs raichan please close your eyes! You are damaging your eyes! You might feel sick and dizzy... Please mrs raichan!'

Madhu looked around the room as everything started to spine. She looked once for Jearsy, her presence... 'Jearsy... Jearsy...' madhu mumbled before landing on the bed again.

RK stood there numb, inhaling deep breath with tears that did not escape his eyes. He have never cried... He have never felt such pain that he just felt now. His heart looked at the half senseless madhu that made him think twice of his presence. That made him realize he was no where in madhus life. He was no one in her life... He will never be...

'madhu?' he slowly walked forward, staring at how tightly she held her daughters hand who was in verge of breaking down again. In panic the little souls started to cry in her aunties arm.

'mama will be alright na... Please tell me aunty is mama going to be alright?'

RK moved backward. Than forward, his confusing mind wasn't sure what to do... What angry that madhu did not even look at him? Angry that madhu have lost everything? Happy that there is maybe a chance that she might be his or frustration that she have no feeling?

A rush of unnecessary words ran through his mind even knowing that he was being inhuman. No human would ever think like, about what he was thinking!
Yes he is selfish, if that's the word world would like to give him. He is selfish, he give dam about abhay... He have no heart to feel the pain what madhu is going through... To see that little soul dying... To see her husband dying... He don't care... But he cares about her happiness. He wants to see her happy again...

RK closed his eyes, than open to get rid of the nonsense thought. To give no importance to his devil mind. How can he be this selfish?

RK stood frozen on the ground looking at the thorn bed that madhu laid on. That was perching his heart along with her. He refused to imagine the drowning heart in a sea of dead human. He stepped back, and instantly walked out of the room. Raina stood outside, crying.

'I think it's time for me to take madhu way from here. This environment, this atmosphere... Everything will only hunt her!' RK looked at the lady in thoughtfully manner. Than eventually he took a deep breath, looking down to find some courage for his words that was lingering around his lips for many days. 'I love madhu! I can't stand her like this! I will do anything to bring her happiness. Can I take her?'

Raina looked at RK in shock. Rather taken back, does this son of her have heart or is he another stone cold man like his dad!

'what are you talking about?'

'I love madhu and I can't stand her being like this!'

'no! No you can't take my daughter in law! And even if you take her I won't let you have my grandchild!'

'I don't care about anyone. Except madhu mrs raina! I am Not willing to lose her!'

RK wasn't sure what he was talking about. He was senseless, all he knew was that he can't see madhu like this. Never. Ever!

Raina knew well how much madhu needs support now. Maybe RK falling in love with her was correct. Maybe that's what destination wants. She sat down wondering what to do. Should she give madhus responsibility to RK?

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