Another post to Rajeev😳😳.......
Dear Mr. Khandelwal,
I hope I can say Thank you for replying to my mail...
I wont be dishonest with you... I did expect you to write to me.... even though I just asked you to send me a blank mail.
I'm sure ppl dont write you small letters.......... so this is the usual long mail that you usually get.... but again.... Dont think it's a fan mail.
Your standard or/and decision of completing the story of Rajveer is far more important for me than your standard in life and my perspective is not a point of concern for anyone except me.
Your vision is completely personal and people may agree or even disagree to it. So I'm not sorry to have written you the last letter.
But there is a catch.... I am extremely in awe with you.... The reality might strike you ... but after reading this letter of yours I felt you were not that different from Capt Rajveer as I thought before this.
Again, the accountability you talk about is also another personal thing. A man works for himself and his family. I agree that he might have supporters and critics, but that doesn't mean that he will be accountable or for that matter be responsible for them.
Let me try to comprehend what you mean when you say that your responsibilities are far bigger than LRL. Your own conscience seem to be the highest priority, maybe you feel responsible for your own principles. I so much agree with you then... for me my principles are the most important too. Nobody understands this... I completely agree.
As for watching your shows in future... I can't say I won't watch... cause I'm not an egoistic to say that after such a bitter letter (I wrote) I hate you or anything... never did I say I hate you.... but all I hated was the decision to leave a nascent show in the beginning... it was like leaving the battle field before seeing the end of the war. Don't you think that would be wrong?
Nobody loves war but still they have to fight till the end.
My loyalty seems to always become the talk of the place... be it my college, the forum or you. Am I too loyal for my own good? But how will you answer... you don't know me. I'm just too emotional for my own good I guess!!!
"i live my life in a certain way and the last thing i expect is to hurt anyone".... this is what you wrote....
I know that very well..... but I guess its all the fault of the over excited and exaggerated Journalism.... they make a big deal of a little thing.... though I don't agree to them easily .... But this time it was the question of my own Love!!! So could'nt help it.
I guess now I should say sorry to have hurt you so much. I sincerely did not want you to feel bad.... but ppl do things immaturely at times... just the way I did to you....
The result was.... many of your Die-Hard fans were searching for me like dogs to bury me 4 feet below the ground!!!
I know now that you don't throw tantrums....
But in future, do keep in mind that there are Critics like me who love to tear even her love into pieces... (OMG!!! now I know why my friends say I should never get married.... nobody would even stay with me if I do anything like that!!!)
About helping you stop people from spending on you....
You might not know this... but after I showed the letter in the forum.... most of the ppl asked me to delete that line... they said that it is their own issue that they spend on you and you don't have any right to ask them not to do it....
Now tell me... If I ask them to stop spending on you.... they are going to Rip me apart!!!!
You are a very strong man. I have always believed that the guy who knows how to listen to his heart and act from his mind is an asset to a country. People like you are very few in this world. Please be like this always.
Your last paragraph has and will surely give knew life to all your fans....
But I want to tell you something else.... I have had enough experience of watching DJ shows......... I was a die-hard fan of JJKN, their last show on Sony. The characters were very well sketched and the story line was impeccable. But their biggest drawback was what you call it in the cricketing term... A Middle Order collapse....
I think each and every episode of a show cannot be interesting and some parts in the show is completely beyond human reasoning.... That doesnt mean that the show is bad and one should just leave the show or warn the makers for pulling up their socks (again, Im not questioning your decision.... Im just trying to tell you that shows cannot be absolutely perfect.... until there is a little problem in things people wont like it)................. take your own example.... you might not agree with me but you yourself know that your popularity is just toooo much. For many people you are the most perfect actor and human being. For many you are the perfect husband (Iv heard of your Net Wives.... which I think is a completely foolish concept..... but then again.... it shows how many ways are there to show love!!!!).
But I know for sure that you are not that perfect.... the guy who thinks that he would like a "one night stand with commitment" is the guy who knows he is not so faultless enough to make a girl like him always. I appreciate that you know where you are.... I think your humbleness and sincerity is the biggest female crowd puller.
Anyways... I guess Iv gone absolutely out of track...
As I was saying that you seem to be perfect for your fans (and probably for Journalists too....) but that means they will have to look more into you to find a fault.... cause that is what makes their news sell..... Bad things are always brought forward.... cause good things seem to be too cliched and nobody likes to read the same goody news all the time!!!
(I know this too well since Iv always experienced this in college.... goody things are never appreciated.... bad things makes news)
Lastly... I know you did'nt want to read this letter... But I couldnt stop myself from writing to you... this is the first time that I'v written to an actor.... maybe thats why I dint know what a standard fan mail looks like.
I'm extremely sorry for wasting your 5 minutes... or more (if you are a slow reader.....which I dont think you are.... I understand what it is like to learn long lines!!!)
I hope you dont mind me posting this letter and your sent letter to me in the forum.
Love
Kanak
PS: A request.... plz send me a blank mail if you do not want to reply to this mail.... that way at least I'll know you did read the letter.
and His Reply
If i m strong then u surely have lot of depth....i shall treasure this mail for as long as i can.......
May all your dreams come true......
Love
Rajeev
Goodness.... I hope he wasnt taunting me..........
Thats seems improbable though 😳
luv
kanak
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