I don't even know where to begin in this. I just. I don't know. I'm going to try - and it will be a miserable attempt because there is just so much running through my head and I cannot touch everything until I re-watch the episode and I definitely CANNOT do that tonight. *tries not to get frustrated and furious again* Before I kill someone or SOMETHING i.e. my laptop, let me move on. Really, read at your own risk.
- I was totally under the impression (from the posts around the forum) that NO one bothered looking for Supriya and they just assumed she'd disappeared. But it was refreshing to hear Roops say that she'd checked in every room - yeah they didn't check the roof but at least they checked more than just her room. Usually if a person isn't in their room their are assumed "lost". I liked how Kaala was the first to ask Roops to calm down because Supriya might be around here somewhere - the voice of reasoning. I like! And then, here's a shocker - SUDARSHAN (?!?!??!?!?!) tells everyone not to panic and goes to "check it out" with Baji? Seriously? Did he finally grow a spine? It was weird seeing him be the "man of the house" in this situation. Totally weird.
- "Bhag gai" - Wha...? BWAAAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA! 🤣 When I heard Nakku say it, I had to rewind it twice just to make sure I heard it right. WHAT was she thinking? I know, I know. She was shocked - it was more of her talking to herself in her disbelief (at Dutta's impending pain because of Supriya) than an information for everyone else. But still, I totally died laughing. And then everyone caught on after that - Roops totally adopted the phrase and kept telling Dutta k "bhag gai". 🤣 But everyone's reaction to Nakku's statement was intriguing - Aayi Sahib just asked Nakku to "stop" because she did not want to hear any ominous ideas about the wedding and I thought that was exactly how a mother would react. She'd try to block out the "bad" related to her son just because she loves him so much - exactly how Nakku blocked out Supriya's "bad" because she just wanted to believe that it didn't exist. Ignorance is bliss and all - at least that's what came to mind in both instances. Both the women - Aayi Sahib and Nakku - wanted to ignore the "bad" no matter how real it dared to be, all for the sake of the man they love. *sigh* And Kaala was genuinely intrigued by Nakku's statement. You could see the wheels in her head turn - she was blind sided by Nakku's knowledge of the "alleged" running away. HOW did Nakku know? - you could see Kaala thinking. I hope she pursues this. Which reminds me, I loved her reaction to when she saw Supriya appear from behind Dutta - she was totally thinking "What in the hell?!". 😆 And Supriya's mom was totally fishy in her reaction - WHAT was that? 😳 Seriously? WHAT was she thinking? She almost seemed to be thinking "Jis ka darr tha wohi hua!" - like she KNEW this was a possibility. And then wen Supriya came back she almost seemed relieved at first for HER own sake and then seemed annoyed at Supriya. Or maybe it was just me seeing stuff? I haven't gone back and re-watched the episode so I cannot confirm. *sigh* *tries not to remember the mediocre day today* Now coming to Dutta's reaction to the "Bhag gai" comment - I have to say I like how Dutta's "loosened" up. But this was just for Roops I think - if someone else had told him the same thing he'd have reacted differently. He was being the mischievous older brother around Roops and picking on her about Supriya running away - I liked that! I know we like the "brooding silent guy" but I am going to say this (at the risk of being beat up) that I like this Dutta too. He makes me happy. 😃
- NO one except Kaala noticed the "khus phus" that was going on between Nakku and Supriya? Seriously? The daughter-in-law to-be (NOT!) of the house goes straight to a maid right after an alleged crisis and whispers stuff and not ONE person raises an eyebrow? Seriously? Okay, either this family is way too familiar with weird stuff (they do have Sudarshan in the family so it's a total possibility) or they are just as blinded by Dutta's gorgeousness as we are! 😆
- *sigh* I am sure no one cares but I'm going to say it anyways - does anyone want to know how this day could suck more? Yeah? No? Well, I'll tell you anyways. I could not find ONE video on You Tube that showed me the complete Tasha scene. Some were cut in the beginning and some in the middle. I only saw Dutta ask Nakku where she was going and then it cut to him telling her to follow him (why I have no clue) and then it cut to her looking at him in tears in his room and leaving (why I have no clue, again). *sigh* Today sucks. I cannot comment on the scene when I haven't seen the whole thing. I will have to wait for that until tomorrow. *sigh* *tries hard not to lose her calm and break something*
- Baji - I think I love you too! I have NO idea what you saw (thanks to my stupid video being cut on all the wrong parts) but I love you for seeing SOMETHING! And I love how Baji is so comfortable with Dutta that he can just bring something so private related to Dutta on the table. Usually people would be apprehensive, thinking if they might be stepping some "boundary" or if it's too personal. But not our Baji! He just says it! *sigh* (More on this after I see the full scene before it. *sigh*) 😃
- Alright, this is the only scene I watched AGAIN in this episode - and that was of Dutta's expression after Baji told him what had happened i.e. Nakku having fallen in "love" with him. And I don't care about the stupid train or the stupid work day tomorrow. THIS is something I just have to get out. So I had to watch it again! Sue me! *determined muh* Dutta looked "surprised" when he heard the news first - like he wasn't sure where that had come from. He had shut himself off to that possibility in such entirety that it hadn't even occurred to him. I feel he only gave Supriya a chance after Nakku's persuasion and his mother's requests - Supriya was already "supposed" to be marrying him so he had had time to come to terms with the idea. But if it wasn't for the "marriage" he wouldn't assume ANYONE would want to love him. So that idea would NEVER occur to him. Which is why when Baji brought it up, I literally saw the wind being knocked out of him and just briefly, right after his initial shock subsided I could see pain on his face. I could totally be hallucinating here but I SAW pain - he was just so hurt. Like the idea of fate playing such a cruel game with him where it would try to trick him into "falsely" realizing that something impossible might be possible was unbearable to him. He doesn't believe it's true but just the fact that Baji brought it up hurt him because it made him realize his "unworthiness" (in his eyes) even more. He was a horrible man - according to him - and no one like Nakku would care for him. And this one comment by Baji just magnified that reality even more for him. And so, his expression turned from pain for himself to disgust AT himself FOR Nakku. Like he could not FATHOM how someone could love a person like him - and he could not dare to imagine how Nakku would react if she heard this fabrication. I could be totally off here and I'm going to wait until tomorrow to see Dutta's reaction to really decide what he was REALLY thinking (and watch me be wrong here! 😆) but this is really what I think. Nakku's so "special" to him that just the idea of her loving him (which in his opinion is a fabricated idea to begin with) sends a wave of intense pain and disgust over him.