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Guys i've tried something on PreeRan..just penned down my thoughts..please do give your views about it..
So here it goes..
Everything she possesses is a part of him now though unknowingly..Her fragrance, her touch, her eyes, her smile, everything.. He is getting used to her..Its like an everyday dose to him. A dose without which he cannot spend a single day anymore.. He doesn't realize it but its true.. Her presence affects him.. Badly when she is around him.. Crazily when she isn't around..But it do affects him..a lot actually..
Wasn't it clearly visible when he saw her close to somebody else n turned away just because he couldn't see it..? Wasn't it clearly visible when he unknowingly waited for her to come n fall in his arms.. ?Wasn't it clearly visible when he almost blocked her way when he noticed her looking into somebody else's eyes..? Yes it was..It was clearly visible..
He was thinking about her n smiling..He loves when she takes care of him but hates it when she does that with somebody else.. Is he jealous? Yes he is..Why you know? Because he is scared..he is scared of loosing her..He is scared of even imagining her going away from him.. because he is used to her presence now.. Isn't he insecure? Ofcourse he is..She is the first person who made him realize the flaws he had within himself..the first person to overlook his stardum n look into the inner side of him.. What if she has no interest in him(as she always says) because she knows the flaws he has..
But what's that which he see in her eyes..? Isn't she sometimes seen staring at his eyes too..? He is always lost in those deep down beautiful eyes of her..those eyes which speaks a lot about her..those eyes that reaches his heart.. She stares at him sometimes..He feels good..good when they share that passionate eyelock..
He is no more interested in those regular girls he used to date..Why? "Just..There is no specific reason" he says. But deep down, a part of his heart knows the reason behind this.. There is something in this girl that draws him towards her everyday.. Everyday he finds him more into her.. Thinking more about her,talking more about her, attracted more towards her..
Yes..She is special..she is different..He realizes.. "am i in love? Ummm..i don't know" he says..
"Is she the same girl i once hated to the moon n back? Wait...Did i actually hated her..????? Anyday? Someday? Ever???
No..no i didn't.. He smiled.. Yes he was in love..he is in love with his miss psycho..finally..
So that's all..Thankyou for reading..please share your views..
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