Hii reminder....
😉
It's morning,
Sumit was sleeping, Then he moves a little, smiling… He slowly opens his eyes and luks at his side. But Kumkum was not there. 😳
Sumit , still, in a sleepy mood, slowly, takes a cushion and hugs it. 😳
Su (sleepily) : Arey aaj bhi Kumkum itni jaldi uth gayi… Shaayad sharma rahi ho… Hmm.. 😳 😊
He again closes his eyes. 😳
Su (not loudly) : Kumkum…. Kumkum..
There was no reply.
Sumit gets up and still sits as he was quite sleepy.
Su : Kumkum. aakhir tumne mujhse keh hi diya… ek minute. Abhi tak nahi kaha actually… to kya hua.. keh hi dogi.. itna pyaara karti ho jo mujhse.. khair… uth jaon ab…. 😳 😉
He gets up and goes to washroom.
After sometime, he comes out wearing a T-shirt and jeans, rubbing his hair with towel.
Su : Yeh Kumkum bhi naa.. kahan hai?.. 😳 😕
Then he combs his hair… While combing….
Su : Ab tak to Kumkum ko aa jaana chahiye tha.. kaafi der ho gayi.wo jaan bhi gayi hogi…. Ki main uth gaya hun.. to phir.. kahin wok kal raat ke liye ..kahin wo khud ko galat to nahi maan rahi.. 😕
He remembers last night..and those moments. 😳
Su : nahi kal raat wo poori tarah hosh mein thi.. yeh koi behka hua kadam nahi tha… nahi… kahin use aisa to nahi lag raha ki main use apnaonga ya nahi… nahi 😳 . Isse pehle yeh baat uske dil mein aaye bhi.. main abhi jaake use keh dun…ki hum Mumbai jaate hi shaadi kar lenge… Main use aaj hi propose karunga. 😳 😳
He rushes down… she wasn't there. He keeps calling her.. then he goes to his room.. She wasn't there even…
He gets little worried… and runs to her room… AND
She wasn't there even… he starts moving out, when something strikes his mind, he opens the cupboard… her things and clothes were not there. 😕 He did not understand anything.. he was looking around in confusion.. when his eyes fall on something… 😕 it was a writing pad kept on the bed…with a chit on it..
"Kumkum."
Sumit picked that pad slowly…. And opened it… 😕
It read : :
" Sumit, mujhe pata hai tum mujhe subah subah na paakar thode pareshaan hoge, mujhe dhoondhoge, par main nahi milungi, kyunki… kyunki main hamesha hamesha ke liye aap se door jaa rahi hun. 😭 Mujhe pata hai tum ko yeh sab padhke bohut hairaani hogi.. shaayad mera jaana tumhe bura lage… par main aur kuch nahi kar sakti..
Sumit main bohut dino se tum se kuch kehna chahti hun. Us din se jab se hum aur Prachi aur Soumy us hotel mein gaye the aur wahan tum log news ke baare mein baat kar rahe the…. 😳 😭
Sumit maine tumse bohut bada jhoot bola hai… Sumit main tumse tab se pyaar karti hun jabse maine tumhari pehli picture dekhi thi.. 😳 😭 aur main Mumbai ki rehne waali nahi.. main Patiala ke ek chote se kasbe mein rehti thi… mere ghar mein mere mummji, papaji aur ek choti behen bhi hai. Maine tumhari pehli movie tab dekhi jab main padhne shehar gayi….. aur tab se main tumse pyaar karne lagi… meri ek dost hai Chanchal…. Wo mera khoob saath deti thi.. baaki sab chidhate ki yeh mera paagalpan hai… pyaar nahi… par mujhe yeh achcha lagta jo bhi ehsaas tha…. tumhare har b'day pe raat ko apna room sajana …. 😳 😳 Cake kaatna… tumhari har movie dekhna… tumhe kisi aur actress ke saath zyaada dekh jalna…. tumhari har movie hit ho isliye Prasad chadhana…. Aur raat bhar sirf tumhare baare mein sochna…. Mere liye yeh sab kuch tha Sumit… 😳 😳 😭
Meri mummyjee bohut darti thi mujhe lekar… isliye unhone mera aapki pictures dekhna band karva diya…. Sirf isliye kyunki main Mumbai aana chahti thi tumse milne…. Par manaa kar diya gaya.. aur tab Chanchal ki madad se main ghar se bhaag kar Mumbai aa gayi… 😭
Yahan aakar maine 2 din kabhi park mein, kabhi mandir mein bitaaye…. Mera saaman bhi chori ho gaya… aur usi raat main tumhari gaadi se takra gayi… jab mujhe pata chala ki tumhare ghar pe hun.. tumko itna kareeb paaya.. tab laga.. ki kahin sach pata chalne pe tumne mujhe khud se door kar diya to?... isliye maine jhoot bola ki mera koi nahi… par sach maano Sumit, mera tumko ya apne ghar waalon ko takleef pohunchaane ka koi iraada nahi tha…. Mujhse bas sab kuch hota gaya… aur main tumhare kareeb aane lagi… 😳 par us din hotel ki baat ke baad mujhe laga ki maine waqai bohut galat kiya hai.. aur maine PCO se jaake Chanchal se baat ki aur usne bataya ki mere ghar waalon ne mujhe apni zindagi se nikaal diya hai.. unke liye.. unke liye main mar chuki hun… main jaanti thi yeh sab meri galti hai aur isliye… main beach pe chali gayi…akele rehne… par tumne mujhe dhoondh liya… 😭
Sumit, maine socha tha ki tumhe sab bata dun…. Ya bina bataye tumhari zindagi se chali jaon… Sach batana chaha par tumhare pyaar ne mujhe mauka nahi diya.. bina bataye jaana chaha to laga ki kahin mere aisa karne se tum phir se na toot jao… main tumhari barbaadi ka kaaran nahi banna chahti thi.. To socha ki tumse door ho jaati hun.. taaki tum kisi aur se pyaar kar sako.. par… Sumit main jaanti hun ki itna bada jhoot bol kar main kabhi tumhari nazar mein wo jagah nahi paa paongi.. Sumit main tumse door reh sakti hun.. tumhari nafrat bardaasht nahi kar sakti…. 😭 Bcoz I luv u…. I luv u soo much… I am sorry Sumit… aur mujhe lekar kabhi pareshaan mat hona… main jahan rahungi khush rahungi agar tum khush rahe to… Ho sake mujhe maaf kar dena.. plzz…" 😭 😭 😭
Sumit finishes reading and is very angry….