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Hi guys! Long time no see but I've been watching! Just a small take on Abhis feelings prehaps. Just wanted to show how it feels to lose a loved one.
Her
Chashmish.
My fuggy.
I placed my hand on the empty covers to my side. Things could have been so different tonight.
So very different.
My heart seemed to be wrenched out of my chest as the images of the previous night flashed before my eyes. There we were, ready to start a new life - together. It had seemed so perfect, too good to be true and then there was fuggy, lying limp in my arms.
Every time I closed my eyes I could feel the pain in her dark hypnotising eyes piercing through my body. All she had ever longed for was true love, someone that cared for her. Yet she lived in so much hurt all this time. Perhaps it was good she was gone, perhaps I could have never given her the happiness she deserved.
Perhaps this was what I deserved.
There seemed to be an emptiness in every breath I took, everywhere I looked.
The feel of her next to me, laughing at me, crying with me, I could have done anything to get her back.
But I couldn't.
It was too late.
She was gone.
I walked out from the balcony. Even the sky seemed empty. The stars had lost their glow. My eyes wandered to find a sign of her. Somewhere. Surely?
But it seemed as if the comfort of loved ones looking over you only existed in books.
I closed my eyes but this time no more tears fell. Her loss had drained the life out of me and I thought to myself, why had she been taken so soon? What did she do to deserve this?
But then I realised. Only the best flowers are picked from the garden.
She left knowing I loved her. She was free from this yearning. And here I was, left alone.
No one ever told me grief felt like fear. She was the one that brought my world into focus.
It seems such a blur now she's gone.
Her
Chashmish.
My fuggy.
I placed my hand on the empty covers to my side. Things could have been so different tonight.
So very different.
My heart seemed to be wrenched out of my chest as the images of the previous night flashed before my eyes. There we were, ready to start a new life - together. It had seemed so perfect, too good to be true and then there was fuggy, lying limp in my arms.
Every time I closed my eyes I could feel the pain in her dark hypnotising eyes piercing through my body. All she had ever longed for was true love, someone that cared for her. Yet she lived in so much hurt all this time. Perhaps it was good she was gone, perhaps I could have never given her the happiness she deserved.
Perhaps this was what I deserved.
There seemed to be an emptiness in every breath I took, everywhere I looked.
The feel of her next to me, laughing at me, crying with me, I could have done anything to get her back.
But I couldn't.
It was too late.
She was gone.
I walked out from the balcony. Even the sky seemed empty. The stars had lost their glow. My eyes wandered to find a sign of her. Somewhere. Surely?
But it seemed as if the comfort of loved ones looking over you only existed in books.
I closed my eyes but this time no more tears fell. Her loss had drained the life out of me and I thought to myself, why had she been taken so soon? What did she do to deserve this?
But then I realised. Only the best flowers are picked from the garden.
She left knowing I loved her. She was free from this yearning. And here I was, left alone.
No one ever told me grief felt like fear. She was the one that brought my world into focus.
It seems such a blur now she's gone.
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