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Posted: 8 years ago

Pragya's POV

My name is pragya ...I don"t know what to call me ..Idiot ..no..this is something more than idiot...I always considered me as most loving and caring girl ...I think ..innocent ..But in reality ..this is not innocence ..Innocence is something more precious ..i which doesn't suite my character ...I can't even explain it to any one ..no one can never ever understand the feeling which i am feeling now .. Why ..Why..Why .it always happens with me ..Is it wrong to love someone ..unconditionally ...
The thing u r calling luv na ..this is not luv ..from which angle u can consider it as luv ...Luv is a relationship which is based on trust ...If there is no trust than u r not allowed to call it as luv...In luv there is no need to give explanation ...U r saying that u luv him ...impossible ..u r loving him from the day ..u hve seen his name ...but at that time he doesn't know about u...Right ...but one day he came to know about u...and he message u ...What will u feel??U will be on cloud ninth na ...I can't even called it friendship ...This is not called friendship ..Friendship is the most beautiful relation..in the world . ..but what u did pragya ..shame on u ...Something like a relation called friendship u ..just break it on the basis of others...If u trust him na ..if u luv him na ..then u can't never trust other so easily ...Wo alg baat hai ke ..circumstances ,the situation was similar ..but that was a co incidence nothing else ...i am ready to accept my mistake ...even i am ready for the punishment...But ..isn't it possible that i can get a ..one chance ..impossible ...because it was ur mistake that u beleive ..that he is going to leave u forever ...it was ur mistake that u pray all the night for him ..it was ur mistake that u pray for him instead of praying for ur result ..It was ur mistake that u cried this much that ur eyes goes red ...But who cares ..He is not going to listen u once ..because u break the trust ...Did u know the meaning of word trust ...If u can't even take care of the word trust ...in ur relation than i think ..what he did with u...it's good ..not good excellent ...And secondly ...u even message his friend ...just for him ...what will u explain ..that u messaged her .just like the way ...it is shown in serials ...Hahaha...great ..welldone pragya ...life is not a serial ...this is ur mistake ..u always considered life as a serial...Tu aisa hi hona tha na ...What was my fault ...that i always wanted a friend ...now i can just laugh on this ...word ..friend...whenever i ask GOD ..for a friend ...he always gave me the best of best ...but i never care for it ..i always waste that friend on the basis of my so called innocence ...So from now on ...i am ready ..to ..start a new life ...where there will be no innocence ,no friend ,no luv,no trust,no caring ...nothing except my Deadbody ...Today i am like a ...walking deadbody ...for everyone ...there will be no chinese smile ...no echo of laughter not s hour of happiness ...for me only ...not for him...It doesn't mean ..i will forget him ..i will always remember him...I will always pray for him ...And by the grace of GOD ...one day ...when i will be praying for him ..i will be no more ...That will be the best day of my life ...
Because i always live in this ...khushfahmi ke ...koi aye ga aur tumhe smjhe ga ..koi nhi aye ga ...ab aj ke baad kisi bhi insan ki wja se meray chehrey pr smile aye gi ..nhi aye gi ..kbhi nhi ayi gi ...aj ke baad koi mujhe pasand nhi krey ga ...kyun ke ye kha jata hai ke ...jb koi qimmati cheez koh jati hai ..tu dobara nhi milti aur iss ki qadar krni padti hai ...
Hahaha...shaid mai iss qabil nhi thi ..ke uss heeray ki qadar kr skti ...
Mai iss ...kis...kisi ...koi ..
Bhi ...cheez,insan,pyar,mohabbat . Even nafrat tk ke qabil nhi hu ...

May be someone will consider it as ..just a dialogues ...but for me ..this is my future ...because in life i hvn't seen to ditch someone ...even in his/her absence ..or his/her conversations ...So ...Hope ke ye zindagi bilkul waisey hi khatam ho ..uss example ke jaisi ...ik tree ko taney mar mar kr ..skhir kar mar hi diya tha ...Hope so .

Pragya..

And my friend gives abhi's pov..

ABHI'S POV= Lost her? Damn it Abhi you can never be a happy person how many times i have asked you not to merge all bad things happening around you. What she did was her mistake but what you did was more than a mistake , You asked her to leave you , Just because at that time you were so tensed about the things happening around you... Your Tensions were yours , You should have resolved them but instead you replied to her in bad mood, she was unknown to the tesions you are carrying with you and in anger you replied her.. How can I tell her that yes my mood was off but it was already off because of other tensions that were roaming in my mind and when she messaged my friend my anger just raised and unforunatly i ended up replying her... That was my mistake I should have kept my all tensions aside and should have replied her by thinking about whole matter which just took place.. mistake was hers that she should have told me earlier without telling to anyone else , but i think mistake is a part of life , a person who commits a mistake is usually the one who loves you Right? But mistake is yours Abhi that you ruined everything .. now asking for apology is something you have to do.. best thing is I realised that how much concern she had for me.. So I can name it as LOVE.. when there is Love there is no place for anger, Rage. Sorrow... Jo hua so hua ab beetyy baat ko kon badal skta h but all i can do is apologize you for my unwanted behaviour.. My mood was literally off when I came to know this all but then When you have precious Mother how can you go at wrong track.. Abhi you have got such a precious mother and friends.. Well Pragya i don't know if you will accept it or not But I M SORRY.. sometimes tensions all at once just makes my mood off so I hope you can forgive me ...
YOUR ABHI...

So ...time to complete it

Pragya POV

Zindagi ..ik waqai bhoat khubsurat thofa hai khuda ka ...Pr hum log aksr iss ko smjhne mai ya tu puri zindagi lga detay hai ya tu kbhi smjh hi nhi patey ...mhez ik ghlatfahmi pr hum sub khatam kr ne ki baat krtey hai ...Uss waqt hum ye bhool jatey hai ke hamari zindagi sirf ik se nhi blke bohat se logo se juri hui hai ...lekin kiya kr sktey hai .

Ye pyar hota hi aisa hai ...zindagi denay wale ko hi bhool jata hai ...khair ...shaid itni tkleef mujhe tb nhi hui ..thi ..jitni tkleef mujje uss waqt hoti hai ...jb wo shks jo ...meray leye sub kuch ho.

Mujh se muaffi mange ...Please ...aisa nhi krna chahiye ..mai ne zindagi mai muaffi mangna aur apni ghlti tasleem krna sikha hai ...lekin kisi se muaffi mangwana nhi sikha ...iss leye bhetr rhey ga ke ...aisa na kiya jaye ...

Suddenly,her chain of thoughts were broken by abhi ...

Abhi comes towards her ...and she just stands and abhi hugs her tightly ...