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Song: Imagine Dragons - Demons
Situation: Pragya's monologue on the day of Tabhi marriage.
When the days are cold
And the cards all fold
And the saints we see
Are all made of gold
When your dreams all fail
And the ones we hail
Are the worst of all
And the blood's run stale
I know you feel like dying. You don't want this marriage. You don't want to leave me. I can see the pain in your words. I can see why you still wish me to come to your marriage. You are thinking that today is the worst day of your life. You are going to leave the girl you love and marry the girl you hate. You are strangled by responsibility.
I wanna hide the truth
I wanna shelter you
But with the beast inside
There's nowhere we can hide
I want to make you forget all these things. I want to protect the innocent child in you who is still afraid of taking decisions that you don't like. I want to make all your wishes true. But I cannot. I cannot help you from this. I cannot make you forget. We cannot escape from this hell.
No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come
When you feel my heat
Look into my eyes
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Don't get too close
It's dark inside
It's where my demons hide
It's where my demons hide
Whenever you come close to me, I realize you are still not mine. Don't come so closer to me. I can't keep controlling my emotions. I may brake my boundaries. I am greedy. I don't want to tell you anything but I don't want to lose your love. I want you to understand me. I want you to know that I am up-to something. But don't get closer to me. I can't handle it any more.
At the curtain's call
It's the last of all
When the lights fade out
All the sinners crawl
So they dug your grave
And the masquerade
Will come calling out
At the mess you made
It's the day. The day your happiness burns and hopes fade. You made this mess. All of them Tanu, Aaliya and Nikhil are conspiring against you. They are calling you to bury yourself alive. This is not a marriage but a death sentence. They are planning for your downfall. They are calling you again.
Don't wanna let you down
But I am hell bound
Though this is all for you
Don't wanna hide the truth
No matter what we breed
We still are made of greed
This is my kingdom come
This is my kingdom come
I don't want to let you go away. I want you to be always mine. But I am bound by my promises. I have to get proofs. This is for you. All this was always for you. I don't want to hide it. But I am bound by my promises. I can't let you down. I don't want to give up. I am still greedy. I still want to find the proofs so that you don't have the chance of not believing me. Please come to me.
They say it's what you make
I say it's up to fate
It's woven in my soul
I need to let you go
Your eyes, they shine so bright
I wanna save that light
I can't escape this now
Unless you show me how
They say people create their own lives. But my life was always decided by fate. I didn't want to marry you. I married you. I hated you. I lived with you. I started loving you. I had to leave you. Now when I get to have you, I have to leave you. I can escape from your questions. I can't escape from your face. I can't escape from the love in your eyes. I can't escape from this desperateness. I am bound by people around me. Please show me that you believe me blindly. I can't come out of this unless you help me. Please.
Jhanak
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