Why do I feel this is the final push he needed to make it big (achieve his dream) & this was their last convo? Prags never got to clear the mu did she? Or this is the start of everything going south for them? Prags insecurities triumphed over everything - but she didn't have a choice did she? Her mom was looking for proposals(he isn't aware about it, right?) and she felt the need to be reassured again and again.. On the other hand, he wanted her to be his pillar of support - but he doesn't explain anything to her and expects her to understand him without him having to do it all the time.. But, both of them are wrong - & wasn't this always the problem in their relationship - their difference in lack of making the other understand their feelings? Abhi jumps to conclusions too soon, throws tantrums, flips @ the drop of a hat & doesn't wait for her to explain things...She is so deep in her insecurities that she always ends up mixing words and conveys something that she doesn't really mean to.. He has been like that from day 1 (ignoring + not attending her calls leading to their first date, silent treatment leading to confession & so on) and Prags was never really successful in conveying what she wanted to him without a misunderstanding (the very first time she questioned him after meeting the prof as to why he bunks classes - she did convey it wrong even then and he told her why don't you ask where I have been directly instead?, her rean after their second kiss and telling him off that she didn't like it but all that she wanted to know was if he was serious but she unknowingly hurt him, another time was when she asked him about their future (marriage)and he did get angry only to cool down later and so on) so these two have been so mature and immature at the same time - their emotions get the better of them..
Jus like prags wants his assurances he is no different -- he constantly needs prags attention/care/concern on him all the time (when he asked her why she didn't call him or she could have asked his landline no from purab to call him, when he asks her to sit besides him, sleeps on her lap, expects her to call him as soon as she reached pune post their confession - he always waits for her to come to him - making her take the step to come and talk to him - knowing fully well she would - like the time he made prags take him on a date - only in the date he tells her that he wanna to spend some time with her not before and also that she isn't like other girls and he likes her - and during their confession only after chasmish confessed he did)- abhi is confident about them and their future but he also throws his own tantrums and wants her attention all the time. they are both different yet similar and restless without the other.
She understands his dream and loves him unconditionally but her insecurities about the future isn't leaving her at peace - he is trying hard to become the rockstar and loves her equally but fails to understand her & her insecurities that makes him react too quickly as the only constant thing that clouds his mind is his dream.. Each of them have a flaw and none of them is perfect!! Simply love your abhi and Prags more & more..
Now waiting for them to meet again in present - for they need this time (separation) to truly understand each other.. Rockstar abhi meets prof chasmish! Bigger question is would he act like he has changed (indifferent)? He has done that in the past would he do that now too - to get a reaction from her? Or would he be normal towards her?
Coming to the update - it was fabulous - loved chasmish scolding abhi for being irresponsible - report submission and he submitting it not for himself but for her.. Abhi feeding her the last bite (he has always done that from day 1 so cute) Nikki's rean and abhi saying he doesn't care if the world gets to know about them (again he is confident of their future) but since only his dadi matters to him he will tell her personally.. Prags Getting mad at him for missing his finals & not graduating with them was also true to her nature (she is insecure about their future and feels abhi has to concentrate on this too)
- this is the first time she herself didn't talk to him leading to their major fight - and he throwing a party to in her achievement (he always had supported her dreams - from getting a chance for her to work with the prof she wanna to now celebrating her achievement (amidst their fight) when she is doing her masters)!! teasing her about protection but jus so chasmish wont get all worked up again -clearly he truly cares for her and loves her a lot.. Whenever they (rather chasmish wanna) have "the talk" about the future it always ends up in trouble for them - at college (post kiss), in his room & now in her home.. Although abhi shouldn't have stormed out and should have waited for her expln but hadn't he always been sensitive & flip/ react immediately and when it comes to his dream/music nothing less was expected of him- so no surprises with him moving out the way he did - he has done that in the past.. the catch is he feels he failed to make chasmish understand him or assure her of their future.. Everything about the update was too good!!
Abhi can never be truly happy achieving his dream without his chasmish by his side and he can never be happy sacrificing his dream and having only chasmish.. he wants both and now that he is already a rockstar waiting for him to see how he will win his chasmish back(although she is already his)...knowing how chasmish feels about the celebrity world (and he isnt fully aware of that yet) - its going to be an interesting professor chasmish-rockstar abhi clash!
Cheers to you - Jus love the story even more as it unfolds.. Totally "restless"ified until we get the next doze of it!!
On a another note, jus wanna to let you know - have read all your individual works so far, (OS, drabble, Rockstar ff) as well as your collab with mina - its simply tooo awesome!! *hats off* A small request can you PM me of anything you write in future? As for Restless I wont need a PM because I am checking it ever so often :))) Just don't wanna miss any of your future writing, thanks in advance! :-)
Edited by frenzyy - 9 years ago
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