Savior
For me
For me ...yeah
It was the end
The end of shining days
Grey
Hounding days ahead ...
Shrinking my shadow
I crouched
Sniffing my darkness
Hiding behind the doors
I wanted to scream
Shout
Until
My lip spit blood...
Venom of vengeance
A collection of symptoms
Cluster of complexes
Dug too deep in my gut to exit
Exit
This beast of so much bitterness ...
I wanted to execute myself
In my blindness!
The Blindness
Ran too deep
Until my light went out
My eyes lost
Losing its focus
Losing my angelic wings
I became monster of my own creation...
I battered
My days filled with solitude
Colorless
Lurking between relapses
Uncertain and afraid
I waited
For whom
For-...what?
May be its you
May be not ...
May be GOD...
And
When you came
Oh dear ...
My Beloved...!
What have you done ...?
Why have you done?
What made you do so?
What made you take away my sorrow?
Swallowing in your heart
What made you smile at me?
Touch me
And see me
What made you look at me?
When no one cared
So Silently
Calmly
Like you know me all along
Your eyes
Searching me
Blaring through me
You saw
Saw ...
My battered hands
Crushed dreams
The wounds I carried ...
You saw
Standing there in your full length
Like my own GOD...
You saw
My happiness ...blurring
Brightening
As you neared
I saw your light then
Your strength
When you held me close
The smell of your wings still fresh in my dreams
The hope in your eyes so fierce like my own
Your kindness
Tenderness ...
Touching me somewhere deep within
When nothing could hold me long ...
You captured me ...
Saved me
You took me in your heart
Made me yours ...
My sorrows became yours ...
Holding my hands
Revealing the beauty of your existence
And
Then
When
Time revealed its end ...
You
Whispered
Just to me
We will cope ...
We will survive
We will win ...
Just enough to save me some more !
Fan Fictions
Kabhi Neem Neem Kabhi Shahad Shahad
