okay guys here i am back with the 9th part of the SS...
i actually wanted to add this part to the previous part but it would have got gotten too lengthy.
so here is the continuation toh the same scene of prev part...
SS: Jab dil ke faisle dimaag se hote hai.. PART:9
****8 months ago**** (contd)
Sona replied to him with the brightest smile carved on her face "Dev, I love you too..."
They sat there sipping coffee, both lost in each other and their future together..That day was the first time since the start of their relationship, that they had sat down and poured out their heart about everything related to them, sat down and just talked and talked. They came closer to each other that night as friends as well as lovers...Suddenly, in the middle of their conversation Sona just got up and ran towards the railing wall and shouted "Dev, come here fast...See its a shooting star...AREY! come fast...come here Dev " now she shouted...
Dev unwillingly gave up and got up and went towards her...and couldn't help but notice how happy she looked..as if she saw something that she always wanted and unexpectedly got that thing...Her face glowed liked anything..Watch her smile like that carved a smile on his face too..
"Dev, chalo close your eyes and make a wish now...It is believed that if you wish in front of the shooting star, whatever you have asked for will come true,because it happens very rarely..may be once in years..now make a wish..." saying so she just folded her hands,closed her eyes and made a wish..That moment when she was wishing was the best view Dev could have ever witnessed..She looked heavenly..The peace she had on her face was something he had never seen...And the confidence she had, as if she knew whatever she was going to ask for will come true.. He was soo lost in her that he did not even realise that the shooting star was out of sight and that he had not wished..but then he never believed in all this, for him watching her that moment, gave him the peace and satisfaction that people get after their prayers...
Sona opened her eyes and turned to him and saw him already looking at her...She knew he had not wished for anything and even she didn't want to force him on this subject.. She knew him well by now and she respected his feelings and even accepted them.. So she knew what that shooting star meant to her would not have meant the same to him and she was very much okay with it..After all that's what relationships are for..To complete each other...
"So, kya manga aapke shooting star se" dev asked out of curosity..Sona just smiled at him and said " kisiko bhi bataya nahi jata Dev, jo bhi aap mangate ho"
" Hawww, sona ..apane boyfriend se cheeze chupayogi..." now he said to tease her..But then suddendly saw her face turn serious...
" maine hamare liye wish mangi " she said with lot of pride..Dev's heart swelled with love for her..She was getting more and more amazing minute by minute that night.. He knew how incredible she was, but today with every passing minute she blew his mind with her sweet and loveable gestures...
"kya yaar sona, agar yeh itana importnat that tumhare liye toh apane family ke liye mangati, tumhare liye kuch mangati..mere liye wish kyu waste ki tum janti ho mai..."
he was again interrupted by her mid sentence " ISI LILYE..." she said.. He had no clue as to what she was talking about and he didn't even know how to make snese of it so he directly chose to ask her " MATLAB ?" Sona just smiled at him as to making him know that she understands that he failed to understand t and that it was okay.. So she took his hands in hers and said
" Mai GOD mein believe karti hoon, meri family bhi aur aapki family bhi...Maine aaj tak jo bhi manga hai wo mere family ke liye hi manga hai kyki mujhe pata hai meri maa apane liye nahi, mere aur dada aur elena aur baba aur dadi ke liye pray karti hai..." her face was covered with a sense of pride while telling him about her family and he did not fail to notice it...
" Baba, maa aur dadi aur hamare well being ke liye ke wish karti hai... aur dadi hum sab ke well being ke liye...So jab hum apne family ke liye wish ya pray karte hai hamare khud ke liye kisi aur ne already pray kiya hota hai..." she said this as she flashed him her most statisfactory smile...
"similarly jab aapki maa pray karti hai aapke liye pray karti hai aur apane baccho ke liye karti hai ...aur aapke mama aapki ma ke liye...
so aaj maine hamare liye saath mein wish kiya, kyuki aap toh hamare liye pray ya wish karne se rahe and i respect your decision about it..
so maine wish kiya...HAMARE LIYE..HAMARE PYAAR KE LIYE...kisikio toh GOD se hamari relationship ke well being ke liye pray karna tha na...so maine kiya...kyuki aap nahi kar sakte naa" she said it was totally normal and as if she had totally accepted him for what he was and his beliefs were...Which she really had...
"aur rahi baat mere family ki, toh mai roz subha unke liye pray karti hoon pichale 20 saal se..you don't worry i have always got them covered..." she said with a playful smile on her face...
DEV was STUMPED by the WOMAN standing in front of him..So much of compassion,so much of love for everyone in her life,so much of respect for each and every person around her..all this in one person, is just impossible..for him she was a MIRACLE OF GOD,if there was one, a miracle that walked in his life,loved him unconditionally, understood him,was his strength,was his love..was his MIRACLE that changed him for the best...Today, he felt like thanking that unknown force called GOD for making HER HAPPEN TO HIM ! he was grateful to the unknown ..he really was...
He couldn't hold back today after all that happened between them today..He just cupped her face and kissed her...Kissing her lip gently,making his way into her he just wanted to pour all the love he felt for her in that kiss...
Sona had no time to even process what happened in those seconds of time and by the time she realised, she could feel his love and warmth all over her and that was heavenly..She too gave in..not even realising it, she got on her heels to match his height and grabbed him by his collar for support and let him inside her and reciprocated the kiss with the same intensity...They just poured their heart out in that kiss, letting their love know how happy they were for having them in their lives...And how much they loved each other...
That kiss was their first kiss and it was full of love, compassion, respect, gratefulness and passion...Both of them realised how important they were to each other but that kiss made them realise what they MEANT TO EACH OTHER...
Both of them couldn't have asked for anything more that night..IT WAS PERFECT !!!
***PRESENT DAY***
Dev was still standing there with his eyes closed feeling the breeze but now with a smile on his face as he recolleted their first kiss...It was as if he was living it all over again...He was brought out of it by the phone call...
Sona who was about leave had reached the elevator but stopped as she heared his voice...Even though it was dark, she knew it was him standing there by the railing wall .she just called out his name " DEV "
Dev who talking to neha on the phone just turned around to see her...He was relieved to see her...He did not even realise that he had stopped answering neha who was on the phone with him...
" SONA ..." he just ran and hugged her hard...making sure that she was really there that moment in his arms and he was not imagining her there...
"kitani tension mein tha pata hai tumhe, 2 hrs had passed and you did not call or message whether you had reached home or not..So i came here to check on you.."
she just hugged him back and a smile carved on her face..she was happy to know that he knew where to find her...he still cared for her...she broke their hug and answered
"mai theek hoon Dev, yehi hoon aapke pass..." as soon as she said that "AAPKE PASS" it hit them hard...That was not true, she was no longer supposed to be HIS...they were so close yet so so apart from each other...
Dev just took her hands in his and walked her till the railing wall...Both of them exactly knew what the other person was thinking about...' THAT NIGHT'
Dev just looked at her, guilt was visible on his face and said" SONA, i want to say something "...Sona just looked at him, conveying that he did not need her permission to pour his heart out or share his feelings in front of her...
"THANK YOU, SONAKSHI..." he said with pride on his face, and smile on his lips but tears in his eyes and that night he did not want to fight them...
" Thank you, for walking in my life, for being my best friend, for loving me unconditionally irrespective of what the situation was...You became my strength when i was weak...
you were there through thick and thin of my life and you kept your promise of YOUR happily ever after...You took care of my mother, loved and cared for her as your own mom and trust me even though she doesn't say even she knows how much you love her and respect her...
tumhare jagaha koi ladaki hoti, toh keheti mujhe maa se ladane ko hamare pyaar ke liye..but u did not...tum janti thi hum dono ek dusare ke liye kya hai...and tum kabhi hum dono ke beech nahi nayi aur na hi mujhe tumhe apani priority banane ko kahan...Infact tum chahti thi ki maa hamesha meri priority rahe...Tumne hum dono maa bete to aur pass laya hai...
Mujhe maa ke nazariye to samajhne ke liye kahan, unke liye pooja mein baithane ke liye kahan...it was you who made me choose my mom's decision over our love inspite of how much it hurt you...how much it shattered you..You were ready to fail me as boyfriend just to make me win as a SON..and trust me Sona aaj ek maa ka beta jeet gaya...Tumne hume harne diya but maa ke bete ho nahi...Sometimes i hate you for understanding us so well, for being so SELFLESS...you respected her feelings over your love for me...i don't know kahan se itani strength milti hai tumhe...Sab akeli sahe ja rahi hoo but still ek uff tak nahi kiya..kyu...?? just because tum mujhse itana jyada pyaar karti hoo ki tumhe apane aapko takleef dena manzoor hai but mujhe aur meri maa ko dard dena nahi...
sometimes i wish ki tum selfish hoti, mujhe hamare liye ladane ko keheti...But you never said a word and supported me...sach mein nahi janta maine aisa kya kiya jo mujhe tum mili...jo tum humjhse itana pyaar karti ho ki khud ko aur hamare pyaar ko kurban kar diya taaki meri maa ka apane bete ke liye pyar jeet sake...
i don't deserve your love SONA...i dont...and I AM SO SORRY... i am sorry ki mai hamare liye fight nahi kar paya, hamare pyaar ke liye nahi fight kar paya...tumhare liye fight nahi kar payaa.. apani maa ke samne tumhe nahi support kar paya.. I AM SO SORRY SONA ...
I am sorry ki us raat jab tumne us tutate huye taare se hamare liye wish mangi thi, maine nahi mangi..hamare liye aur hamare pyaar ke liye wishes aur prayers kum pad gayi sona.. Shayad isiliye hamare saath yeh hua...mujhe tumhari baat maan leni chahiye thi SONA..wish maang leni chahiye thi...
I am so sorry..."he said as tears rolled down his cheeks
Sona felt blessed and hurt at the same time.. blessed that he understood her, her pain so well and hurt because she could't have him as HERS in her life...
Dev continued " I know Sona its too late now, but aaj mai hamare liye pray karna chahata hoon...Har jo bhagawan hai uske samne haath jod ke pray karna chahta hoon...
har usse tutate taare se mannat mangana chahata hoon ki humara pyaar naa haare..hum ek dusare ko na haare...i really want to pray for us i really do...if there is even a slightest ray of hope i want it for us..."
saying so he kissed her on her forehead and hugged her tightly...even she hugged him back tightly hoping that his hope nver looses...
That night there was NO meteor shower predicted but as they hugged, a bunch of shooting stars fell from the sky in the background...Even the universe had conspired for their love..The meteors burnt themselves so that, THEIR LOVE STILL HAD HOPE and THEY STILL STOOD A CHANCE...
Ishwari was in shock as tears rolled down her cheeks after listening to all this on neha's phone as she had put his call on speaker, while Neha was in tears...Nikki and Riya were touched beyond words and their respect for SONA knew no limts that moment...
when Dev had turned around to hug Sona he had left his phone on, on the railing wall and when Neha was about to cut the call thinking that he had he hung up,she heard them talk and wanted her mom to know what these two had sacrificed for her..
All just sat there in Ishwari's room as they witnessed the meteor shower through the window...
THE UNIVERSE HAD REALLY CONSPIRED FOR THEIR LOVE...IT was it's way to show Ishwari the purity and strngth of their love...AND it was high time even she accepted it...
Neha,riya and nikki all made their prayers as they saw the shooting stars..All the prayers were for THEM...nobody asked anything for themselves...They all wanted a happy ending for their bhai and sona di...They wanted them to be together...FOREVER...THEY WERE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER...PERIOD.
'THEIR LOVE WAS SO SELFLESS, THAT IT MADE THE PEOPLE AROUND THEM SELFLESS'...
thats it for this part guys...
i hope you like it...
please do comment and let me know your views on the same...
- SHAINA
PS: Dev's convo with sona was mostly in hindi because i wanted ishwari to understand each and every word of it...So sorry about that, i had no choice...
Edited by arshiayanzaya - 9 years ago
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