Authors note : never forget me is pending I think I l get back to it after few days let me take this one ahead okk ….
Guys its so much tension at home m not well , exams on head and on that dad got transferred due to some dirty politics over here , he is a civil engineer in ccl and lol as said innocent ppl have to get the results of corrupted pplz sins its soo huh my house is a tense chamber with meeting talks guests and so much tension m losing my cool I don't feel like writing huh let the things fall in place in few days then we will move ahead till then tc
PART 38
Prem with his eyes closed was leaning on the wall when a strong force pulled him into a hug
Heer: mujhe pata tha tum prem ho iss dil ko bahot samjhaya par ye dimag mann nahi paya
But now m the happiest person in world
Tumhe pata hai bin tere jindagi adhuri si ho gayi thi
But now I will never let you go never
Tumne apna vaada nibhaya prem nibhaya apna vaada mujhe yaad hai tumne kaha tha saanson ki dorr ki tarah saath rahoge maut bhi alag nahi kar payegi hume , I believe u I do
She was hugging him and crying and telling all this out whereas prem was a still statue he even didn't encircled his arms around her
When heer after speaking felt his stiffness left the hug and looked into his eyes
His eyes were red and he was looking at her
Heer: prem
And that's it the name brought a rage inside him he jerked her hand away
Prem : I am not prem .. who is prem I don't remember him , how can I believe him , I understand you love me but I don't realize nor feel that love , prem did but I am not prem I am not
It was like the glasses again broke down , the pieces were torn , never meant to be back in place again …
Heer stared at him for a moment her arms were hanging at sides of her
A small drop of tear which was evident that she is hurt fell down from her eyes . the others were the tears of happiness till now after knowing he is prem but now its grief , fear and loneliness
It took her few minutes to understand what's he saying , to grab a hold on herself so that she didn't broke down or burst into tears or in anger , she stood there quite long and looked at his eyes and he too did the same
The two pair of eyes one full of blankness and another full of rage and ignorance were looking into each other both having tears in their eyes .
Love hurts but to this extent noone knew this
Heer didn't uttered a word so prem continued
Prem : dekho heer mom ne jo bhi kaha I mean all that shit I damn don't care about it , this is all freaking me out ,I mean my life was perfect and then u came then this all started and now mom I mean I cant digest it
Heer cutted him in between
Heer – u think its all a shit going over here , and u don't need to tell that I can see u don't care , and u r life was perfect hmm that's what I am saying it was perfect with me prem and I never came now I was always a part of ur life for gods sake I mean how can you say this after knowing the truth
Prem : because I am not prem , I mean how can I be the person whom I don't know , and u know ur this words can gain my sympathy but not love , I know I am being a jerk but I believe in saying the truth
Heer: and theres only one truth u r my prem
Prem : no I am not cant u get that in ur head
Heer: noo I cant
Prem : then I hope u enjoy the disappointment
Saying this prem left showing his back to her
And she stood there motionless looking behind him
Heer: I am disappointed I am….. kaha tha na tumne ye haath aur saath kabhi nahi chodoge aaj chood diya aj chod diya ………
Aaj dil dukha hai , tum yaad aaye
Anjaan log hai , apne kaha dhund paye
Jaage hai soye nahi
Aisi hai meri ye bechanin
Din bhi wahi raatein wahi
Saanson mein saansein hai nahi …
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heer believed that he was dead , it was fine for her to live his memories , but a new wave came into her life to which also she coped but now what the truth is in front of her , her love is infront of her , her life is infront of her , her soulmate is infront of her , but he doesn't belongs to her , actually its more accurate to say he doesn't wants to belongs to her , he doesn't cares about his existence , his identity , theres no way out of this trap , till he believes and loves her theres no way she can get her back and what will she do also getting this prem back who neither cares nor loves ……
heer sat at the stairs of the nursing home thinking what to do .. she kept on staring at the track but there was no sign of prem and she didn't have the heart to meet someone else and talk , her loneliness can be handled by her but the hole he left in her heart today was not at all tolerable
it felt to her that she should go ahead get him a tight slap on his cheek for behaving like an absolute jerk and drag him home but how can she do that , she can get angry to her prem but as he said he isnt prem he isnt and he never can be
on one hand she felt like going and trying to make him remember her but an unknown fear dragged her back what if she looses him forever what does after remembering also he doesn't wants her now , she knows if he will remember himself he will surely be back but there is the but in her mind which is gripping on her
she sat there few more minutes and then without waiting any further she dragged herself to her car and sat inside trying to calm herself , trying to drink up her tears , trying to fill herself , trying to forget what happened , nbut its impossible she knows its impossible , but she has to gt a grip on herself this crying never helped her she is just going on losing everything
when suddenly her mobile ranged
and the name flashing on it gave her another jolt
it was preet what is she going to say now ??
she sat there silently looking blankly for few seconds and when the mobile ranged thrice she finally picked it up and in a shaken voice replied
preet : hey where were u , I was trying from long , is everything okk now ??
heer: no no nothing is fine preet
and she broke down, her cracked voice turned into sobs and hiccups
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preet was pacing in his room while kashish watche him in panic
kashish : stay calm
preet : I should have gone to take her god knows what happened
kashish was murmuring this when heer entered and the moment preet laid eyes on her he knew somehthing isnt but everything is wrong
preet : what happened is mrs chopra all right
heer: huh she is fine I am the one freaking
preet : then whats the matter
when preet noticed heer didn't uttered a word and stared with her red eyes he lost his calm and made an assumption
preet : did that jerk do something
heer: did u call prem jerk anyday ??
preet : whats the connection of that with this
heer: aww everything is connected preet everything my world has turned upside down in these hours
preet cant understand head and tell of her words when it clicked
preet : do u mean he is prem do u really , heer
heer: yes he is
preet : omg then why r u hell crying and where is he
heer: he is in his world happy and its like happiness has crated a wall between me and itself
kashish got restless and stood up finally
kashish : don't give us riddles heer tell us what happened
heer: he doesn't wants to be prem kashish , he doesn't wants to remember his love , me , u nobody , he doesn't wants to feel
preet : what do u mean by that
heer: he denies being prem juneja
prete : but how do u know he is prem
and then heer blabbered out everything form his accident to the confrontation in corridoor and by the time she finished preet has his palm rubbing his temples and kashish was teary
prete moved to heer and turned her holding her arms
preet : heer don't loose hope we are ahead a stair he will remember its like he doesn't remembers that's why he is talking that way , we three will make him remember
and then a voice form door make them all turn
arjun : not only three we five are gonna do that and it's a shame if we cant
there it is heer saw arjun with a glint of mischief in his teary eyes and arohi was in tears
and they moved forward and hugged each other
arohi : its too bad of u , this all happened and u didn't tell us we are very upset
arjun : really guys u deserve a good amount of lecture from us
heer : I am glad u guys are back
arjun : oh u have to be yaar u know hum hum hai baaki sab paani kam hai
arohi : don't lame arjun plzz
arjun : huh now just wait and watch mr arrogant have to come back okk now koi andar bulayega hum kuch khane ko dega aur details batayega plzzz
kashish : aww u r most welcum guys be in
arjun : aww darling its so sweet of u warna ye log to ram kahani yahi sunate , now lets chillax we will try our level best atleast we know he is prem , be positive
arohi : aww only u can be b positive because that's ur blood group not ours okk and I know u have lots of ideas in ur devil brain but its aint so easy arjun don't take it lightly
arjun : agar main lightly na lun to tum log to tears se flood laa doge plzz guys I mean girls don't cry atleast
heer: is there anything else to do rather than crying he doesn't wants to believe can u understand
preet : he will heer , he is just in shock
heer: I know him preet I know him , he is too reluctant this time
kashish : we can try
arjun : ok heer tell me what parts did I missed in the meanwhile
arohi : as if u gonna be a detective
arjun : huh will u let heer talk dear
and then they all sat and heer began to tell everything she had in her mind and rest was told by preet and arjun and arohi listened with concentration
and as they finished their story arjun spoke
arjun : ye saala kabhi nahi sudhrega har baar hamari heer ko rulata haii but heer dont worry lets see what we can do kal usse milne to do and our drama starts from there
preet: but i am sure kal woh nahi aane wala office he will avoid her na
arjun : nahi aane wala to bulao na i mean what was that girls name heer said who is engaed to him and is friend of heer
preet : riddhima
heer: we should not bring her into this usse to khud kuch nahi pata
arjun : oh she is into it anyway , comeon call her and ask her to visit u with prem i mean harshad her harshad , say that u want her to meet your friends and as u told she is positive and good one she wil surely come aur waise bhi i can also meet her u know
arohi : arjun !
arjun : i was lkidding darling
and to this heer cant help but give a small smile seeing their childishness but a fear was gripping her inside because she has seen it in his eyes its not gonna be so easy ....
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NEXT DAY
MORNING
arohi : arjun we could have waited inside to get a glance of him waise bhi hume wahi jana hai so lets go
arjun : no let me have a look and see howzz he and also her
arohi ?: u gonna get killed by me
arjun : kidding yaar
arjun and arohi were waiting in the parking lot hiding beside a car to check on prem and then he entered with a haunted look on his face , it was clear he didnt slept last night and then arjun saw the girl a bubbly , smiling girl who was tucking on the arm of prem and was dragging her inside
arjun : so there they are , huh he hasnt changed right
arohi : really , but see that girl haath to aise pakda hai jaisee uska pati ho
arjun : chillax arohi
arohi : time for going inside
and they sneak peaked inside after them
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several thoughts were going inside prems mind , on one hand he cant say no to riddhima , shes his responsibility but how is he going to face heer she must be waiting for an answer but he cant remember , its not that he has gave up he tried many times to get a hint what he was but everything was so dull , he cant connect any pieces so how can he connect himself to her , and he knows she is going to try her level best but its gonna create more problems for him as it hurted him to try to go back in those days which are only a negative image nothing clear ....
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riddhima : can u plz talk m so bored
prem : no its just I wasn't in mood u dragged me
riddhima : aww she called me and u know I cant say no
prem : ussi ka to darr hai
riddhima : u said something lets go so that u don't get more of bored
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Prem stiffened a bit more when he stood outside her cabin and riddhima went ahead with lots of excitement but a storm was going inside prem he didn't want to go inside but he has no way , riddhima was always there beside him now he needs to be beside her , but the tug that pulled him towards heer was something different its like the atmosphere changes with her presence and only she is there , for his anger , liking , fascination , his every part has a knot with her …
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Heer could feel him standing at the door scanning her with a dreaded look , she could feel the vibes , still her heart takes several jolt seeing him and this was different now she knows he is hers and she isnt gonna let the game so easy , she too gonna fight hard this time …
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prem was standing on the door when a bear hug jammed him and he was baffled , someone was hugging him from behind not someone its two persons hugging him and then it came
arjun and arohi : oh god prem uuuuu
and the words make riddhima turn her head in shock and heer was standing there with a smile that proved she is upto something and prem was looking at her with shocked face
and the thought in his mind was now what , riddhima will know everything and heer , how can she do this …….because he could see its all a plan the look on her face tells that …
that's all okk I l try to add more soon if not then new part but for now its all I have . I know its su**s but huh my mind isnt working ..tc
regards
aishwarya gayen
thanks to sadhz , sweta and moon_mine and khajju and all who requested me sevral time to update and thts bcz m updating nor I would have abandoned this for atleast another month …
Edited by aishwaryagayen - 15 years ago
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