Originally posted by: estee
omg, ravz! d'you know? i think this is the first time that i've seen a post that you made!? seriously! 😆 and just for that, of course, i feel like poking my (looong-post-y) nose in! 😆
I have FFs floating around that's why😆
everything that you said about heer, and prem, and phukda (my name for chahat -- prem-heer ka tukda. for some reason, easier to say, easier to type 😆I love your vocab😃 Did I ever tell you that?😆) i agree with. i agree that heer has lots of ''obvious'' reasons to not ''trust'' prem; to keep phukda away from him just now. i totally agree with you that when there is mistrust of the immense amount that heer appears to show about prem, it just doesn't make sense for phukda to be with both parents. that could be destructive. which is why children of divorced parents tend to live with one parent at a time.
which, of course, is something that prem would never want for him and his phukda.
all this makes sense for a couple ... of ordinary mortals. I think I know what you're getting at
my problem? i never considered prem and heer a pair of ordinary mortals when it came to each other. so i guess i do want heer to ''blindly'' trust prem again -- but i want prem to get her to come to that point. I agree! Like I get why Heer doesn't trust Prem and all but Prem isn't being himself like before when he pursued her and she tried to stay away. I want that.
what i wish would happen? that prem and heer do get back together -- not ''just like that''. but without knowing anything about ashlesha having messed up their heads that night!
'cause wouldn't that be prem-heer-are-one type cool? Yeah😲 That would be better!
and the one way that i phream it would happen -- imhp** -- would be if prem forced heer to actually take a long hard look at where both of them have been for the last six years. where their lives have gone. where they have come. and realise that no matter what she has done -- even with phukda in her life -- she has come nowhere without him. just as he has come nowhere without her.
if prem could somehow grab heer and get her to look into his eyes -- and without saying a single word -- convince her that what happened before, happiness actually could only come from being together, working together, living together and maybe re-build the prem-heer-are-one-ka-infinite-trust in each other again -- where heer's acts can look suspicious in the eyes of anyone, but prem would know that she is his merely by looking once into her eyes. or where prem's acts can look suspicious to everyone, but heer would know that he is hers merely by looking into his eyes.
if prem can convince her that this is the only way that they can ever make something of their remaining lives. that without each other, they may as well just end it -- even if there is a phukda around -- 'cause it would be that pointless.
if prem can hold heer -- for however darned long it might take! -- and convince her of this. and being heer, she already knows this, so if prem can hold heer and make her confess that she knows this. and she sheds every barrier that she has built in her heart against him, big barriers, little barriers 😆 all barriers! and she moulds once again against him -- no space of any sort between them like prem-heer-are-one do -- wraps her arms around his shoulders, her fingers buried in his hair, and cries away all the six years of being away from him against the chest behind which his heart beats for her. and all the while prem just holds her, and absorbs the hurt that he will feel with every tear that drops from her eyes, silently taking it all into his heart where it will vanish into nothingness.
then, ya, i think heer should trust prem.
don't you? 😆
that would make for a brilliant eternal love story. no? 😍
** imhp: ''in my humble phream'', of course! koi shaq? 🤣