*reserved*....
*hiding muh, until i unreserve this*....
ooh, but on second thoughts, i never forget tanhai... will be back... like always... 🤣
so, roll the red carpets, the queen, ooh, rather the princess is here.... 🤣.... okie, so i am hyper today?? dont worry jazu, i wont be by the end of the comment... there are 2 possible reasons... one you obv know, that i am gonna blow up anytime... or two, i wont be so hyper coz the end of the comment would be written about a week from now!! 🤣... ok, so i wil stop... it can get annoying... .... now let me tell you this update was pretty good, but i was more angry that anything.... that you expected no? 😆... ooh, and i know u still love me even if havent updates my SD and HS for 2 updates in a row!! you are so nice nah?? so meherbaan?? 😳...... 🤣
so starting with the update, i think it is just a rasam to have saaliyan and jeeju stuff... it is just too adorable... 😳... i love the jokes shared and all that kind of stuff, makes me feel mushy inside... dont have a jeeju nah!! 😭... aah well, agar meri nahin, toh kisi aur ki sahi... gonna invite me when u find ur prem nah? warna main tumhe.... 😡.... 😆... u better, i need to pull his leg, and shoes maybe?? 😆... oye yaar?? who is getting married? the three women, or veera? dont have time to get the kids dressed, they want to look for a new raj kumar kya?? 🤣aur *hmph*... men are soo useless when it comes to these things... honsetly, apne hi bachon ko tayaar nahin kar paye!! uff....
🤣.... veera beta, jab tumhari shaadi hogi, tab u will run away from him rather than stare at him all night long... i mean day... night pe toh.... ☺️... oh my, dont kick me out of the forum... 🤣..... aww, but the sad parts were very touching... it happens to every girl i guess, lekin phir bhi, when it's your turn, then all comes out and i heard a lot of people say: why are there even something called leaving home... gradually though, u realise that the one you're going to is actually your real home.... sigh.... ok, so now i sound like a loser... but it's true.... *innocent muh*....
i loved the wedding scene... was too cute.... 😳.... the staring of manmeet, and the rituals... kinda felt like it was a possibility even in the show.... of course, that's just you writer's trick!! 😆.... but then you had to kill it didnnt you?? it was a have to for you jaz, wasnt it??.... gosh, heer, dont worry, you wont miss him for long... he'd be back very soon, even before you know it, he'd take away all your pain.... and not even jaz can stop that *hmph*.... (even if she's the writer!! 🤣)... jaz, i am trying to comment as per how i read... assume i dont know what will happen.... ok?? 😆....... it ok heer, he'll be back... and he'd do all of what manmeet had dont to veera in the mandap... right in front of the world he'd marry you, and make you his.... even if you already are!! you pati will be back..... i guarrantee that!! (and no jaz, i dont expect any comment, like always, i know you too well.... 🤣)
now for the real part of the comment.... 😆.... ok so initially, i was like what?? what happened to her hand? i thought i had forgotten something that had happened in tanhai!! ooh, i love that line, living or simply existing!! you know i always thought about why heer would even want to exist when her heart soul and mind is not even present in where she is... it is with someone else... and she must live thinking that that someone would never be bac, to be with her, and protect her.... she is living a useless, and meaningless life... like even her existence was a burden, not only to her, but her prem as well, who if is in heaven, cannot be with her, and if in the world, still away from her.... (and no, i am eyes closed, on what u have to say on this whole paragraph 🤣).... then i read what she had thought for so long... 7 years to be presice... she wanted to live because prem sees the world through her eyes, breathes through her lungs, and lives through her heart!! but the fact is, her heart is not hers but actually prem's.... she has his heart, and he has hers nah? so if he is waiting for her to come back to him oneday, she need to be alive to do so... that's my thoughts, but she doesnt believe he's alive... so even if she doesnt want him to die, in the same time she is killing herself a million deaths per moment... and would prem want that!! oh really, poor heer, she's doing all this for prem, and he wants to take away all her pain.... sigh!! but no worries, he'll be back heer... then you wont only be existing, but living!! your heart will start beating again....
before i comment on the FB, just wanted to mention, i almost thought her 'wedding night' was sleeping with prem before their wedding!! 🤣.... dont look at me that way... i am an innocent bachcha!! sachi!! 😳..... 🤣....
ok, so u know what my reactions to this would be, dont you jaz?? 😃..... "Neha keh rahi thi ke'woh'Prem ka lash mila hai."...... ooh, my first reaction was to 🤣.... then get myself some icecream.... with nuts on it... mmm... love that.... 😆... when i came back, i stared at the screen and started 🤣 again... i swear i am serious!! you'd have expected many to lose hope, but that just made me rolf... prem is alive!! and no one can convince me other wise!! not even when this FF is done and he still hasnt rose up... i would then belive ther'd be a sequel!!! 🤣.... trust me jaz, it's so difficult to convince me about something, even i find it difficult to convince myself!! 🤣..... i was like, either neha is blind, ya toh usse prem se pyaar hogaya, and she wants him for herself, or that she has turned insane, and many more possibilities.... but prem dead?? *shakes head disapprovingly*.... kabhi nahin!!
Rahul aur Dev ke pouchne ke baad hi Prem ka antim-sanskar hua." .... you got me thinking a little there... 😆.... main toh like, how are u gonna turn that around?? but you are brilliant no? kuch toh socha hi hoga!! heer obv, it's not your prem... it was some guna who died, and you wasted 7 years of your life living a widow when you couldve looked for him?? kya yaar!! but anyhoo, it's 7 not 70!! 🤣... you'll get much more years to enjoy life.... 😉....
Jaise tumne kahaa tha ke Prem ke gaal pe chot hai, tik vaisa hi chot uss lash pe mila.... ok, so after this line, i am more than certain.... now i am even more convinced!! like i could be more!! warna why would she say so? interesting, who must've died?? hmm, i need to investigate... 🤣
when she said, she'd change, i thought she had gone bonkers.... i was like, kya? instead of doing something real drastic, ur gonna change into white clothes, and accepting he is no more?? heavens, that breaking the glass totally made me really sad... poor girl, really... it just hurts... it's as simple a theory as that... it hurts to see someone you love go so far there is no way to reach him... it's so painful to see someone who means the world to you leave the world without you... to feel the pain, and to say 'i know what she must be going through' is just saying 'i know how it feels to ski' without actually doing it... what she felt was her, and only her pain.. no one could ever feel what she had felt when prem 'died'... no one could sympathize enough, because no matter how much of that is done, for heer, he is no more.. just gone... forever... and she doesnt even know how to meet him again... coz many belive there is an afterlife, but no one has proved it!! i am a huge believer in god!! i think everyone is, but when such things happen, even that faith is shatered, and we wonder if what we have believed life time long is actually true?? it just hurts, in simple words.... more than anyone can explain, more than how much anyone else would feel....
but the suicide attempt was just what i had known of heer to do... it was what anyone would do... Heer ka khoon.... this was totally beautiful written,... i love the play on words here.... it was of so much intensity... these three words just summed up the situation... like from now on, she is a zombie... she will live, breathe, talk, walk, but her soul and heart wouldnt be alive anymore... it's more like u said jaz.... just existing!!
"Oh God!".... ok, so this had my eyes kinda wet... not yet crying, but wet already... it was so painful jaz... *pouts*... why did u make it sound so real... like is actually happening right infornt of my naked eyes!!! i know no one ever asked u that question (probably) but i felt like doing so.... 😆... i felt a png in my chest... and i literally mean it... it's always the case, but when i read this, i felt the pang harder than usual... it feel so bad to have someone so sweet having to suffer so much pain... i know a lot of people in real life do as well... i do too!! but atleast i know he's safe and happy even if not with me, but heer... she has to see herself in so much pain, and knows deep inside he feels the same pain, whereever he is... that is exactly what hurts most.... and it's not easy to overcome that feeling... 7 years is never enough... 7 lives isnt too!!
"Kaise jiyungi main uske bina?".... that is what kills no? that question kills a billion and one people.... love is that emotion... kills and gives birth to people ever new moment... oh jaz, me is getting a little emotional here... honestly, i just cant fantom to think of my reaction when something happens to someone i love... really, i prefer someone leaving me in pain for the rest of mylife.... at least i have a cane of support which says he is happy somewhere in the corner of the world... unlike having to lose him knowing the love we share, and never get to see him again... it just... hurts, to no extent... no boundary!! 😭...
ok, abhi i will stop, warna it wont be fun reading this comment of fine... (like it's ever fun, with all my rantings!! 🤣)..... ooh, jazu, just got a perfect song for this situation... 'what hurts the most'... ur fav.... ooh my, now i feel like listening to it, lekin will not, warna will get even more emotional!!
Kissi ne mujhe usse akhri baar milne nahin diya.... me no likey this line... this was the time heer actually accepted her prem was no more... intead she should have waited... but it's ok heer, he'll be back soon... dont worry... and preeti... it's so obvious why she loves her so much... i think she's the one person prem actually was waiting for... heer knew this... prem loved preeti even before she was born, maybe that's why there is that connection why is undeniable...
She didn't know if she should cry because she was leaving, or if she should kill her sister for calling her 'Chutki' in front of Manmeet - ok, this is a real good one...🤣.... it's a great comic relief... loved this one.. veera can be so immature.. she is absolutely perfect.... 😳.... so the climax - i knew there was something big going to happen after i read the brothers going to the library, and the giraffe on her bed... but i had never see this comming... i mean never!!! i had some inkling that maybe the 3 are not to be blamed, as they have been this whole time.... u kept saying so, but this was out of question... i have to really admire your story jazu... it really is so good!! i mean u write so well, undoubtedly, but the story is so good that it gets even a bad writer good recognition.... you toh is a great writer and ever story writer... it was just a blur for me... all of it... couldnt believe what i was reading... so here goes...
firstly, i am so happy they had trusted heer's taste and the fact that she was well matured to take desicions for her own life... it's good to see them do that... and they really do know what happiness and love is all about... that sometimes money isnt what matters most... sometimes money never even matters... so it's great to see them consider that even if PJ is not rich and whealthy like all of them as long as he loves heer, they can support him... prem is intelligent, a great guy, and a good human being... that is enough to be successful....
ok, so when that %#$% threw that file, i thought it was a huge business proposal, and that their company would be ruined if it doesnt happen! but my was i in for a shock... he is really shameless, really... i am left with no words to describe him... he is an idiotic ba****d who has nothing but to care about some green paper, one of which he owns million of... and for that, i thought he's sell his soul, and his daughter! but i was wrong, this guy would sell god for money.... soul and daughters are nothing in comparison... he is ready to give away the life of his own life partner, just to get some money... i am beyond shocked at such animal behaviour... he is disgusting and that too, to just no limit... he is made up of all the devils in hell... he is even worse than those... he is someone who was born in hell, sent by the devils... he is beyond words... really!!
i loved how the boys tried real hard, they said they'd collect enough money for their mother, and for their sister's life... the confidence and independence is really admirable... how they were ready to sacrifice and work in so much extremes as to just save their sister from all the pain!! it was so admirable really!! but what i read after that... if i had no words to react to only what he has planned to do to his wife, jaz, i have no reaction left to what he has planned out for his own blood...
jaz, u think i can react to this? is it enough for me to not say anything at all? pls? coz i am trying real hard not to use anything abusive, but he is really something isnt he? how clever he is!! 😆... such a full-proof plan? wow!! he knows there would be no choice except to give in... he has left no alternative... wow... what a clever man!! what is he doing in business?? why didnt he choose politics?? bas***d!!! what an a****le!!! i cannot believe all this crapp!!! honestly, there just has to be somewhere he's actually draw a line and say, ok, this is my limit of kaminapaan, after this line, there is nothing on the other side.... but apparently, there is a lot more whenever he draws one no? like he sees more money evertime he realises he's about to cross the line, and never the less just steps another leap further? or he never drew a line in the first place?? he doesnt mind, that his money would be so much as to buying a whole country and he'd want the world!! enough to buy the world and he'd want the universe? how far? how far can he get? i hope he ends up killing his body coz of money... coz he never had a soul to kill!! he is a new one to me... i mean gabbar is bad... i mean really bad!! 😆, but he is of different class!! he is way apart, and way worse!! jaz, u need to stop medical and join EK!!! 🤣
and this hatred for girls makes me wanna say he is soo damn 🤪 😡.... such a pain he is to humanity!! what a brainless chicken/coward he is.. just look at him trying to wash off his hands from his responsibilities... he was never a father, that is a given, but he was never a son kya? then how can he even be in the world he is in, earning crappy tree made paper?? what an idiot he is... he doesnt even realise the person who brought him to be such a ba***rd that he is is actually a woman who is apparently called his mother!! of all the hell combined, he is worse than every single one living on it!! seriously jaz, sometimes i just tend to believe there can also be people like this in real life!! 😕 bhagwaan kare no, lekin if there is, oh heavens, i hope no one ever encounter any, coz if my father was like him, i would have prefered to have my mother not ever tell me who made me what i am today.... he is just.... %^$&#^&^%^#
but yea, i guess the bros had just no choice but to actually just confide heer and tell her ke she ,must do as their damn boss in the house wants coz if not she may have lost her family, and ever member of it! i do hope that the 3 could've told heer coz atleast what happened couldve been prevented! coz honestly, i am so sure heer wouldve been much more happier if she knew that prem wouldve still been alive (not saying he isnt 😉)... he wouldnt be happy, but alleast she couldve acted like she was happy would rajveer and that would content him... it' just the way of love i guess, all one cares about is the other being happy... everything else is not even a worry... *sigh*.... i miss prem.... 😔... not only here but in the show as well....
i do understand the fled... it would be so scary to have killed someone especially when you never intend to do so, that too when he is the mere life of your very own sis!! it's really sad, but i wish they'd have thought sensibly then and there and called the police or someone to help poor prem... it's just sad... to have their sister suffer 7 years, wasting the most precious time she had.... and without intention.... poor boys... even if prem will be back, the 7 years wont! and i know it isnt even their fault... atleast now they wont be blamed for it, and that can give them little peace... when prem comes, i am sure they would feel the relief they had longed 7 years for!
Aapni choti behen ki kushiyaan humne aapne hatoon se khatam kaar diya hai. Humare saath aur kya hosakta hai?"... this made me cry.,.. really... how can they blame themselves?? i know it was their fault technically, but they never intended anything.... mistakes happen... and this is a mistake not a sin... their so called father is all to blame, and i dont even want to start on that... but poor boys.... they not only lost their sister, but also their family in the whole process... lost the trust and love they once had, suffering and paying for someone else.... 😭
"But that still didn't change the fact that Prem had died. It didn't change the fact that Heer would have to spend the rest of her life without him. " - oh this line is so true from her prospective (only hers though!! 🤣) even if she knew her bros were not to blame, would it change the fact that for her he's no more... blast who is supposed to be the reason,.. in reality all that matters is she is alone, and no one can fill the void created by him.. she is still crying every night, she still remembers him every moment of her life, she still feels the emptiness wherever she goes, his memories still haunts her, and breaks her into a million pieces!! even if she finds out prem himself suicided, those facts are always going to stay.. forever... (not really, well i guess some more days! 🤔.... 😉..... 🤣)
but the hug was so emotional i had to wipe off tears from my eyes... like i am not even kidding... u must have read this line a million times from me, but no kidding, i mean it... it was so emotional.... i am just happy heer and her brothers are reunited!! coz even if it wont take away pain from all of them, it would just take some part of it off, as atleast they got a very important relationship back...
She was no longer Daddy's Little Girl. Apparently, she never had been. - lastly, omg!! O-M-G... how do you do that.... how?? i know it's not even ur best lines (u have so much better!! ) but this one just had me so hooked into tanhai!! omg, i just loved this one so much!! she had never been... the realisation drowned on her, and she just shooked herself to reality at this point... and no matter what kind of $#%%^@% that guy is, he is her father... apparently... and obv, she will feel the pain that she once loved him so dearly and he never reciprocated her love, when she thought otherwise!! it's just painful.... but i am happy she found out reality!! she deserves to know the truth, and the 3 deserves to get justice... but sadly, u are not interested in giving prem the justice he deserves!! 🤔.... 😔
so, how have u been doing jazu?? hows the 'injuries'.... i have no symathy for u!! *hmph*... yeh kya hai?? you dont even take care of yourself!! i am really mad at you!!! abhi see what u've done? holding up all our updates?? 🤣.... u know i'm kidding yaar... dont even think of updating until you are great and running, warna i will be more khafa than this....
take good care of our writer ok? 🤣.... but on a serious note, jaz, take care ok? it's not a good thing to stress urself, especially after an accident! i can tell u r back to being busy in ur work or studies!! rest for a while before returning or u'll be weak! then what's the use of that... u'll be back to bed in no time.... i am not giving u boring lectures, or being a mom 😆.... i think i can trust u enough to take care of your own self nah? 😆.... oh, but i can't trust you in anything else!! .... 🤣.....
ok, abhi me is off... take care of ur car as welll.... because of u the poor thing is also injured... 😆.... enjoy ur holidays, aur will be waiting for the next one... hopefully soon, coz u are running and heathy soon!!! 😉 😆...
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Edited by Cess- - 15 years ago
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