Yesterday's epi made me feel sick. I'm not even kidding. I love you, E, I really do!
bee! er... i'm sure there's a connection between the way you started that para and ended it. er... somewhere... 😆
honestly? i thikn the closest i've come to feeling sick ever, watching this show was the dirtchachi publicly humiliating heer, hitting her over and over in front of a passively watching audience -- some of whom were her own family! -- dragging her out in the rain, hitting her over and over some more, and then dumping her into her room like trash.
i've never admitted it before -- but that was when i felt sick. yesterday was no-where close. yesterday was tragi-comic 'cause of the sheer stooopidity of vitchface in having engineered her own little burning act. yesterday, i had my head spinning 'cause i was swinging between feeling the doom in the lj-gayatri-mom sequences (didn't you see gayatri-mom??! that was not gementor anymore -- it was a mother, even if only vitchface's mother...) and the silliness of vitchface.
and yes, that silliness was kinda pitiable 'cause she was soooo flighty .. till the very end. and in a way, i thought she sooo deserved it. not death. not that. but she deserved her little accident - she was that stooopid. till the very end.
i guess what i left the episode with was that sense of doom... a resignation that everything is going to go to hell from now on. that from it being a show where happiness hinged on prem keeping his faith in heer (which was always simple 'cause prem-heer-are-one) to one where nothing is in anyone's control anymore. it's now become sort of like an avalanche -- there's never any stopping one, didja know? i saw some while in nepal -- it was scary.
this story has sorta moved into that zone. and everything will go downhill. only question is where is it going to stop... and i think that will depend upon whether vitchface is actually dead or not.
y'know? i meant to write this up in my wtf... but felt compelled to write all this! just in response to that one statement of yours! man, i am tooo long-winded!I also don't understand this show's fascination with people getting burnt to death. Is is to torture Prem even more, by making him remember what it was like caught in that fire, and realising that his sister went through that, before dying herself?!
i dunno -- i guess the fire thing (in this case at least) was the most inevitable attempt that vitchface could make ''to get nihaal's sympathy'' (stooopid girl!). but i had forgotten that link to prem!!! you are right -- he is going to freak out!!! man, are these creatives sadistic or what...?But, for now, this show is dead. I don't see an eternal love story anymore. Although I AM thankful we didn't get any ig-idiot today.
i always see the love story -- maybe that's why i keep watching this show? 🤔 i dunno... i like to know why i keep watching this show.