Originally posted by: estee
sumi! how've you been???
As good as I can get in the present state of hypnosis..I am stuck on a particular section of your Bt,Lt and cannot seem to avert my eyes..and It is muddling my mind and well I am err..rather...😳😳😳
Well,just so u know,here's the errr...reason..err for my addled brain and hypnotic state...

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...If I could just concentrate on something, Anything, I might just start getting better...😳
sumi! i'm shocked! no, no, silly! not at what you said 'bout vitchface veera -- that was very gentle and mild! but do have some pity and mercy on poor old mother earth wouldja??! why would you wish her the indigestion of having to suck in vitchface??!! 🤣 no? i say the only thing that can take in vitchface to free us of her is ... the blackhole!! now that can take in anything and ... er... continue to live happily!
🤣🤣I am sorry Estee but I didn't think abt our dear mother earth!! *kaan pakeding dharti maa..I could not wish for u to suffer such torture**
i'm glad you approve. but i really don't do anything much, y'know? they do, they are, and me? i'm just the phool writing what i see... ☺️
But it is the way u write what we all see that is so brilliant..😃
gee, that sounds like a universal truth, don't it? 'cause it's just the laws of physics - just no escaping it!! 😆 *sigh* i'm soooo waiting for the day when we just get prem-heer smiles, gentle and deep, day after day after day after day...😍
😍..Me too dear...Sigh!
oooh! ya, i'd kinda forgotten 'bout that! 'specially after finding out that dirtchachi was the one who engineered all the mess in her life!! funnily enough, i think of that more as duffer-heer than hiding-from-prem heer, though. she never ever saw that lalit-juneja would die to have balraj-maan's daughter in his life, no? hmmmm.... *wondering how to fit this into my understanding of heer-hiding-from-prem*
Hmm..ya we could put her being more of a duffer heer than hiding-from-prem heer..hmmm..**me too thinking abt this**..but u know, she should ve told him after hearing all those love confessions and seeing his junoon on 18th june epi..coz anyways they were leaving home,lalit had thrown them out of the house and it would have not made more difference if prem would ve known abt her..In fact I think, he would have just loved the fact that he fell in love with the girl he was always supposed to..would have more strengthened the belief that they are soul-mates....not that he did not feel that even then...but u know...I hope i am making sense here...
Though I agree with what u said..that she didn't see lalit loved balaraj or his daughters..I am trying to think now that why did she still hide the truth from prem, even if she thought that lalit hated her and meher..This mystery has puzzled me for a long time..and err..here's a little theory which I ve just thought abt...and it IS Stupid!! I know that..😆
maybe she thought that it would hurt prem to know that he loves a girl his father hates..I know lalit hated her then anyways..but only coz prem broke the promise to marry ash.. lalit hated the "girl" who kinda stole his son from him. and he would ve hated any other girl in her place..It is a different thing to love a girl other than the one his father wants him to marry but a bigger guilt to marry a girl his father already hates...so maybe heer thought that prem would feel more guilty and depressed after knowing this..
I know, I know.This theory as as many flaws as number of the waterfalls in the world...I am just saying from her POV..or what I think could ve been her POV...hmm..Estee,let me know how much did u laugh at the absurdity of this thoery..😆😆
😆 well, i wish that the next time there's an interview of hc/ag, you get to ask this question and ... we all get to find out! 'cause i'm betting that we are all dying to know! 😆
I wish so too estee!!😃But I doubt that..I seriously do...coz If I ever,Ever get the chance to talk to them, I will start blabbering in a way that it will put the biggest blabbers to shame..
somehow, i kept thinking that her eyes looked so ... dead! and then, boom! i thought --- dementor!
Ya..and she does suck out all the happiness from the show these days,no..we are all happy phrooling abt premeer and the min she comes on screen,all the positive thoughts vanish from our mind...
I HAVE to say again that gementor is THE name for her at the moment!!👏
😆 love back...
And a 🤗for u.