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not only a bt,lt today. also, a letter. to a certain young mr. juneja. so if you don't want to be part of a private dialogue between me and that totally hated creature, please feel free to skip this... erhrm...
To,
the elder mr. p. juneja, esq., 🤣
jzoo,
ludhiana
india
hey. how you doo-in'? personally, i'm not doin' so well myself.
a while ago, you captured my heart. you took it away from me. the day you declared ''mein bhagwan nehi hoon''. you probably don't remember. you probably have a lot of hearts lying 'round. me? i remember it well. me who loved that heart 'cause.. well, 'cause normal people usually love important body parts they cannot live with. 🤣
and don't get me wrong -- after all this time, i've quite learnt how to live without being directly connected to it. so is not like i suddenly woke up one morning and thought i couldn't live without it, or anything. and demanding it back just like that!
the reason i'm getting in touch just now is 'cause it's kinda sad feeling my heart getting wrung out every day. i dunno what fun and games you've devised for all the others you have lyin' 'round. but my poor heart is beginning to look and feel like a used towel -- being twisted, wrung and squeezed dry every day now. *isn't that a sad feeling for a heart to have, i ask you!?* and if it was just once or twice,i could've understood. but every single day? and squeezed out soooo hard? i mean, i know the human body is marvellous. that my heart can actually start afresh the next day, and still have tears to cry, blood and sweat to pour out. but no matter how marvellous it is, there's a limit to how much the poor thing has to suffer.
so if you think you are bored of it, if you feel you've got too many lying around, if you think you are done with that poor thing of mine -- could you please send it back home? to me? where - maybe - it will not be so ... wrung out every day?
of course, if you're gonna drench it in prem-heer-are-one smiles and love -- you're free to keep it. for awhile longer. actually for as long as it wants to stay with you. which looks like it could be.. well, forever. treacherous heart! *sigh. grump. big sigh.*
thank you,
yours sincerely,
estee.
first member
the "i-hate-prem" club
"where drooling is our birthright and we-who-hate shall have it"
now that that is done, i'll get back to the regularly scheduled program... 😆
* little thing: i felt desperately sorry for nihaal today -- he is really stuck between a rock and a hard place, inn't he?
* little thing: gayatri-mom is going quite a bit beserk, no? she actually looks angry when veera says that it was heer that said family matters should stay within the family. she is actually considering that veera is right in saying that veera's family is now just her and nihaal and not the junejas? what was that angry look all about??
* little thing: kuldi is such a cool older sister! y'know? it's remarkable that both the actresses they've roped in to play kuldi are very sweet and very good, no? i still miss the first one - but this one has done extremely well too! anyone know their names? i love how pal-y kuldi comes across with everyone...
* heart-wringing thing #1: man! does it have to be heer welcoming that gaurav-sharma duo into the house?? does it??!
-- prem thing: the way his face changes! from that twinkly happy i've-got-a-secret look at kuldi. to the slow dying off of that smile when he catches sight of gaurav-mom to a completely somber look. to the upswept look he then gives heer - who of course, has turned to look at him for advice. and - i may be mistaken - by was there an almost imperceptible nod that he gives her towards them?
-- heer thing: as with everything she does when surrounded by prem's presence, she does it with grace, and class, and style. totally loved how she gestured that they should just leave their bags at the door and come forward to be introduced. and for a girl, whose heart is sinking to the center of the earth, the gentle smile on her face as she introduces them to lj was quite incredible. the smile that is not there when she goes back to stand next to prem a moment later...
*sigh* if they are going to unveil ''gaurav sharma'' to the family later, it's gonna be heer doing it, isn't it? *huge sigh -- hoping i'm wrong 'bout everything i'm imagining in the unveiling.*
* little thing: er... doctor incompetent is not gonna say she's pregnant, is she? she was standing so demurely. *gah! i am sooo not looking forward to the unveiling of gaurav sharma... gah!*
* heart-wringing thing #2: i'm sooo with teacher triv when she asked why prem was planning to leave heer. i just can't understand it.
it is already insane that he is surgically going to be putting physical space into prem-heer-are-one. but to insist that she stays back -- to take care of his responsibilities??! can't he hear the ache in her voice when she tells him ''mujhsey nehi hoga''. can't he??
oh man, i don't understand what prem is doing. i don't. why can't he see that time left is precious, and must be savoured? why is his image of the sorrow at the time of his death worse than the sorrow that his family is going to go through when they have to let go of ''prem'' again? 'cause that's what's gonna happen when he leaves, no?
*shaking head* i must be missing something in prem's calculation... i must be... *sigh*
* little thing: so he's put together investments for lj, gayatri-mom, preet, meher, kuldi, kiran, harman, maya -- and nothing for veera?!! prem, man, you rock! big time! *major hugs to prem for this!*
* hc-ag thing: er... said this before, saying this again. they rock. even if it is at wringing my poor heart dry and hanging it up to dry. they rock at that too... 🤣
and oh, creatives? they also rock at making my heart sing when they smile and phug and phhandooh. they should be given chances to rock at different-different things, no? personally, i'd watch them rock at anything. so anytime you want to write them rocking at smiling, i'm good with that too... [Smile]
* preet thing: oh soooo sweet! he asks to be excused from the wedding 'cause ''they'' will be uncomfortable. who else just knew it was 'cause his voti would be uncomfortable??? preet! 😍
oh, and the sweetness with which he accedes to his pb's statement that if meet don't go, no juneja will go either! -- oh that smile!
* little thing: oooh, gaurav-mom is kinda like a sponge absorbing all the prem-importance to the juneja's, no?
and *sigh* she is also the typical older person -- eavesdropping at younger people's conversations... man! when will we ever get to see a show where there is some privacy anywhere in these big large houses, damnit!? but *sigh* she is still dogged after having seen how desperately heer tries to absorb prem right into the center of her being. *sigh*
*of course, i blame prem. who asked him to be irresistible? i bet he's got that old woman's heart in custody too! damnit! what does one guy need with that many hearts, i ask you??! prem juneja is beginning to sound like a twisted version of an x-file... hmmmm! eyes sparkling with wicked ideas... 😆*
* phoooh-we-missed thing: er... heer was ''dressed up'' by prem?? she was??? er... from what point of ... um ... undress onwards? er... hey. i don't want all the details! just some indications will do. like ''she stepped out of her bath wrapped in a towel'' - from that point on? or a more advanced stage of .. um .. dress/undress? *🤣 blame the pholks at the edt for this -- they've got this thing called a phingoli! me? i would've been happy with a kiss.... *
* heer thing: how sweet heer is. she will fight prem. but will be kind and polite even to her enemy... *sigh*
* hc thing: said this before somewhere -- all that crying has puffed up his eyes... 😆
* little thing: ooh, the juneja's all dolled up. looks like kuldi predicted well -- the last wedding in their generation. they've all taken special effort?
oh, who am i kidding? prem-heer looked super! 🤣
* little thing: what a lot of prem-heer eye conversations today, no?
with full sentences. instructions. pleases. thank yous. are-you-happys. wow. i mean, i knew these guys had got it down to a fine art. but i guess we haven't had a proper demonstration of a pheye-convo for a while now. got too used to hearing them speak over the last month or so... 🤣
* preet thing: omg! omg! omg! that smile of preet's just washed away every drop of sadness. go preet, god of smiles!
and i must admit - it wasn't just the unquestioned quality of (god) preet's smile. there was also the answering smile on his bharat's face! i sooo loved the ram-lakshman-bharat trio that we used to see in the olden episodes. seeing this hug, i realised how much i missed the camraderie that we used to often see between preet-harman.
and what with all the gayatri-mom sagi-sautela mental conversations, i just realised that these two are the blood brothers, no? but that didn't matter to me so much as that they are all together again. i am soooo hoping that both of them will have something to do with getting prem-heer-are-one to stay together...
* heer sign-off thing: i saw that look that heer gave prem; heard her say that all their happiness depends upon him -- and seriously do wonder what is going to happen next!
man, have they got me w&w! even with a wrung-out heart, that is not with me! *sigh* am i sucker or what?
highlight of the episode: hmmm.... what to pick? what to pick? hmm... prem persuading preet to go put that mustard seed packet into harmna's pocket - after being instructed by heer to do it himself. 😆 the smiles that preet-harman gave each other and that hug. under cover of which preet actually manages to stuff the mustard into harman's pocket... that was a bright smiling moment. can we have more of that please? smiles, i mean? and from the following: prem, heer, preet, meher, ya... even harman, kuldi. pretty please?? 😃
To,
the elder mr. p. juneja, esq., 🤣
jzoo,
ludhiana
india
regarding: the matter of one estee heart
mr. juneja,hey. how you doo-in'? personally, i'm not doin' so well myself.
a while ago, you captured my heart. you took it away from me. the day you declared ''mein bhagwan nehi hoon''. you probably don't remember. you probably have a lot of hearts lying 'round. me? i remember it well. me who loved that heart 'cause.. well, 'cause normal people usually love important body parts they cannot live with. 🤣
and don't get me wrong -- after all this time, i've quite learnt how to live without being directly connected to it. so is not like i suddenly woke up one morning and thought i couldn't live without it, or anything. and demanding it back just like that!
the reason i'm getting in touch just now is 'cause it's kinda sad feeling my heart getting wrung out every day. i dunno what fun and games you've devised for all the others you have lyin' 'round. but my poor heart is beginning to look and feel like a used towel -- being twisted, wrung and squeezed dry every day now. *isn't that a sad feeling for a heart to have, i ask you!?* and if it was just once or twice,i could've understood. but every single day? and squeezed out soooo hard? i mean, i know the human body is marvellous. that my heart can actually start afresh the next day, and still have tears to cry, blood and sweat to pour out. but no matter how marvellous it is, there's a limit to how much the poor thing has to suffer.
so if you think you are bored of it, if you feel you've got too many lying around, if you think you are done with that poor thing of mine -- could you please send it back home? to me? where - maybe - it will not be so ... wrung out every day?
of course, if you're gonna drench it in prem-heer-are-one smiles and love -- you're free to keep it. for awhile longer. actually for as long as it wants to stay with you. which looks like it could be.. well, forever. treacherous heart! *sigh. grump. big sigh.*
thank you,
yours sincerely,
estee.
first member
the "i-hate-prem" club
"where drooling is our birthright and we-who-hate shall have it"
now that that is done, i'll get back to the regularly scheduled program... 😆
* little thing: i felt desperately sorry for nihaal today -- he is really stuck between a rock and a hard place, inn't he?
* little thing: gayatri-mom is going quite a bit beserk, no? she actually looks angry when veera says that it was heer that said family matters should stay within the family. she is actually considering that veera is right in saying that veera's family is now just her and nihaal and not the junejas? what was that angry look all about??
* little thing: kuldi is such a cool older sister! y'know? it's remarkable that both the actresses they've roped in to play kuldi are very sweet and very good, no? i still miss the first one - but this one has done extremely well too! anyone know their names? i love how pal-y kuldi comes across with everyone...
* heart-wringing thing #1: man! does it have to be heer welcoming that gaurav-sharma duo into the house?? does it??!
-- prem thing: the way his face changes! from that twinkly happy i've-got-a-secret look at kuldi. to the slow dying off of that smile when he catches sight of gaurav-mom to a completely somber look. to the upswept look he then gives heer - who of course, has turned to look at him for advice. and - i may be mistaken - by was there an almost imperceptible nod that he gives her towards them?
-- heer thing: as with everything she does when surrounded by prem's presence, she does it with grace, and class, and style. totally loved how she gestured that they should just leave their bags at the door and come forward to be introduced. and for a girl, whose heart is sinking to the center of the earth, the gentle smile on her face as she introduces them to lj was quite incredible. the smile that is not there when she goes back to stand next to prem a moment later...
*sigh* if they are going to unveil ''gaurav sharma'' to the family later, it's gonna be heer doing it, isn't it? *huge sigh -- hoping i'm wrong 'bout everything i'm imagining in the unveiling.*
* little thing: er... doctor incompetent is not gonna say she's pregnant, is she? she was standing so demurely. *gah! i am sooo not looking forward to the unveiling of gaurav sharma... gah!*
* heart-wringing thing #2: i'm sooo with teacher triv when she asked why prem was planning to leave heer. i just can't understand it.
it is already insane that he is surgically going to be putting physical space into prem-heer-are-one. but to insist that she stays back -- to take care of his responsibilities??! can't he hear the ache in her voice when she tells him ''mujhsey nehi hoga''. can't he??
oh man, i don't understand what prem is doing. i don't. why can't he see that time left is precious, and must be savoured? why is his image of the sorrow at the time of his death worse than the sorrow that his family is going to go through when they have to let go of ''prem'' again? 'cause that's what's gonna happen when he leaves, no?
*shaking head* i must be missing something in prem's calculation... i must be... *sigh*
* little thing: so he's put together investments for lj, gayatri-mom, preet, meher, kuldi, kiran, harman, maya -- and nothing for veera?!! prem, man, you rock! big time! *major hugs to prem for this!*
* hc-ag thing: er... said this before, saying this again. they rock. even if it is at wringing my poor heart dry and hanging it up to dry. they rock at that too... 🤣
and oh, creatives? they also rock at making my heart sing when they smile and phug and phhandooh. they should be given chances to rock at different-different things, no? personally, i'd watch them rock at anything. so anytime you want to write them rocking at smiling, i'm good with that too... [Smile]
* preet thing: oh soooo sweet! he asks to be excused from the wedding 'cause ''they'' will be uncomfortable. who else just knew it was 'cause his voti would be uncomfortable??? preet! 😍
oh, and the sweetness with which he accedes to his pb's statement that if meet don't go, no juneja will go either! -- oh that smile!
* little thing: oooh, gaurav-mom is kinda like a sponge absorbing all the prem-importance to the juneja's, no?
and *sigh* she is also the typical older person -- eavesdropping at younger people's conversations... man! when will we ever get to see a show where there is some privacy anywhere in these big large houses, damnit!? but *sigh* she is still dogged after having seen how desperately heer tries to absorb prem right into the center of her being. *sigh*
*of course, i blame prem. who asked him to be irresistible? i bet he's got that old woman's heart in custody too! damnit! what does one guy need with that many hearts, i ask you??! prem juneja is beginning to sound like a twisted version of an x-file... hmmmm! eyes sparkling with wicked ideas... 😆*
* phoooh-we-missed thing: er... heer was ''dressed up'' by prem?? she was??? er... from what point of ... um ... undress onwards? er... hey. i don't want all the details! just some indications will do. like ''she stepped out of her bath wrapped in a towel'' - from that point on? or a more advanced stage of .. um .. dress/undress? *🤣 blame the pholks at the edt for this -- they've got this thing called a phingoli! me? i would've been happy with a kiss.... *
* heer thing: how sweet heer is. she will fight prem. but will be kind and polite even to her enemy... *sigh*
* hc thing: said this before somewhere -- all that crying has puffed up his eyes... 😆
* little thing: ooh, the juneja's all dolled up. looks like kuldi predicted well -- the last wedding in their generation. they've all taken special effort?
oh, who am i kidding? prem-heer looked super! 🤣
* little thing: what a lot of prem-heer eye conversations today, no?
with full sentences. instructions. pleases. thank yous. are-you-happys. wow. i mean, i knew these guys had got it down to a fine art. but i guess we haven't had a proper demonstration of a pheye-convo for a while now. got too used to hearing them speak over the last month or so... 🤣
* preet thing: omg! omg! omg! that smile of preet's just washed away every drop of sadness. go preet, god of smiles!
and i must admit - it wasn't just the unquestioned quality of (god) preet's smile. there was also the answering smile on his bharat's face! i sooo loved the ram-lakshman-bharat trio that we used to see in the olden episodes. seeing this hug, i realised how much i missed the camraderie that we used to often see between preet-harman.
and what with all the gayatri-mom sagi-sautela mental conversations, i just realised that these two are the blood brothers, no? but that didn't matter to me so much as that they are all together again. i am soooo hoping that both of them will have something to do with getting prem-heer-are-one to stay together...
* heer sign-off thing: i saw that look that heer gave prem; heard her say that all their happiness depends upon him -- and seriously do wonder what is going to happen next!
man, have they got me w&w! even with a wrung-out heart, that is not with me! *sigh* am i sucker or what?
highlight of the episode: hmmm.... what to pick? what to pick? hmm... prem persuading preet to go put that mustard seed packet into harmna's pocket - after being instructed by heer to do it himself. 😆 the smiles that preet-harman gave each other and that hug. under cover of which preet actually manages to stuff the mustard into harman's pocket... that was a bright smiling moment. can we have more of that please? smiles, i mean? and from the following: prem, heer, preet, meher, ya... even harman, kuldi. pretty please?? 😃
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