As I mentioned at the beginning that I would atleast post 2 shots per weekends, so here is the 2nd part of this weekend........I wrote it in haste so please excuse my mistakes😊
Shot #12
'Yes......she loves me......how could I think that she never loved me??.......' he thought.......noticing the change in his face, Preet decided to endorse his wife "Of course man.......now you have to make her admit her feelings.......you have to make her give herself another chance to her destiny.......you have to make her realise that you are here to give her happiness, NOT snatch it.......".......gently squeezing his shoulders Ashlesha encouraged, ".....and you have to prove her how much she and your son mean to you........how much you love her??.......you have confess your feelings to her Prem....."
How could he do it when he was afraid to confess his feelings......or rather his love for her........what if she insults his love as.....lust......he would probably knock down the person right on the spot who even dare to insult his love for her......but if...she happens to insult his love, then he will....DIE.....he will simply die.......and he can't even share this thought with them, because they might think of him making excuses for not confessing his love.......
Noticing his silent response, Preet inquired, "...Hey!!....now what happened ??".......coming out of his thought, he reassured with even more determination, " huh!!...nothing......you guys are right......she just can't go away from me.......I have to make her realise that THIS IS her world, with me and my son.....our son......I will never ever give up on her......no matter what......".....glad to see her brother back to his enthusiastic mood, she expressed her excitement, "YESH!........ THAT'S LIKE MY BROTH---EE----RR....OUCH...MAA!!!" touching the upper right side of her tummy she screamed........making both the men startled at the same time......."What happened??......." Prem asked all concerned........."Is it the time??....." Preet panicked......" SHUT UP......Idiot!!!.....it's been only 5 months..." Ashlesha howled, making Prem break into a quick laughter......."Then??!!!" asked a confused Preet......"....The baby just kicked.....oh my god, Preet.....I just felt our baby...." she cried out in excitement, when a shiny drop of tear rolled down her cheek, celebrating her happiness......unable to control his anticipation of feeling his son, Preet quickly made himself settled down beside while gently touching the part, where his love has felt their baby........
He didn't know whether to be happy or sad........happy, for being fortunate to witness the happiness of two proud would-be parents, who for the first time, got to touch the feeling of their first love, their first baby........or sad, for being too unfortunate to experience it in his case.......how he wished he was there when she felt their baby.......how he wished they could share this happiness together.......he wanted to see her face at that very moment, he wanted to see her expression.......did she smile or cry, out of pain??........was anybody there to help her, to share her pain???......He wanted to apologize for not being there when she needed him........wanted to apologize for not being able to share her pain.......apologize for not being able to protect her from her miseries......
Noticing the sad face, Ashlesha helplessly looked at Preet, who couldn't help but felt sorry for his friend.....gesturing her to handle him, Preet simply kept his arm around her shoulder.......that's when he felt a gentle tap on his shoulder bringing him out of his thought, looking at the couple he tried to smile while holding the tear back, ".....Congrats man, for the first feeling of your baby!!!......".......before it could fall down, she kindly wiped off the tear from the corner of his eye....this time in stead of using her dupatta, she used her finger in order to share his pain.......taking her hand into his, Prem placed a soft peck on it......thanking her for being the best sister ever.......still keeping a smile on her face, she tried to comfort her brother, "Heyy!!!.....no fair Bhaia......you are making my baby feel bad that her mamu is not feeling proud of her attempt to make the first move"......seeing her pouted face, Prem couldn't help but laugh while affectionately and carefully brought her closer to give a warm hug......
"Excuse me...madam!!!.....how do you know that it's her???.....it could be a boy, you never know hon" Preet stated.......picking up her head from Prem's shoulder, she confirmed, ".....That's because I am the mother, so I should know whether I am carrying a baby boy or a baby girl....."......decided to join the play, Prem stepped in while flashing a broad smile, "..POINT!!..."......".....Ahhh I see!!!...." Preet agreed, appreciating her 'somewhat-senseless' logic.......rolling her eyes, she commented, " you are such an Idiot...."......decided to pull her leg, he responded, " I know that!!, after all I am YOUR husband " winking at Prem, he laughed.......playfully hitting her husband on the shoulder, she whined like a baby while resting her head back on Prem's shoulder, " Bhaiaaaa!!!....seeee!!.......he is bad "........hugging her back, Prem scolded his friend while secretly winked back at him over her head, "...Shut up Preet!!!"
Slipping his hands into the pockets, Prem walked to the balcony attached to his bedroom.......leaning against the designed balcony railing, he looked up at the stars......as if thanking them for blessing him with two wonderful people in life, who have been supporting him during his bad and good times.......thinking of his friends, a soft smile came up to his lips as he remembered the evening incident........all of sudden having the urge to hold his son in his arms......wanted to touch him........wanted to feel him close to his heart........wanted to love him........then gently hugging himself, he tried to gulp in the pain that was building up in him as his eyes became moisten.......he didn't want his son to go through the same pain that he did.......he didn't want his son to crave for father's love....like him
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rehana
Edited by tania86 - 16 years ago
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