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First of all, EID MUBARAK to all my lovely friends......May Allah fulfill all your wishes.....Amen....... Now about this post, since it was ready so I thot of posting it.......my advance apology if it didn't make sense coz i wrote it in such a depression mood that I didn't even feel like reviewing itđ......just saw the new promo where heer puts the garland on prem's pic, i swear that was such a heart-wrenching scene that I can just CURSE ekta for the rest of my life........i m all f***** up.....sh*t......sorry......damn it.......ok before i completely lose it, here is the next shot....... The sudden jurk indeed scared him, but after being in the loving arms of his beloved mommy, Pratham, rested his head on her chest like a good boy......did not want to bother her in front of the 'guest'.......while keeping his eyes on the man in front of him, he was rubbing his fingers on the border of his mother's baby paste colored saari......
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Before he could react to the unexpected shock of his life, Prem quickly grabbed the hand of the little boy, who was about to fall on his back due to the sudden lose of balance.......as he was about to pick him up in his arms, she almost snatched the baby away from him.......holding him close to her heart, Heer looked at him with a horrifying expression on her face as if she just saw a ghost in front of her......who was all ready to take her life, her Pratham, away from her......
Completely clueless of the reason of her being scared of him, Prem perplexedly stared at her with his arms half opened in the air........"rela....." could not finish his word seeing her taking 2 steps back from her position........then taking 3 steps back from his position, he stood there like a statue, observing the baby in her arms.......same eyes......same nose.......even same lips......a tiny little mirror image of his babyhood......he couldn't help but admire the baby.......
'....why is he staring at my Pratham??........does he know the truth??......Is he here to take my Pratham away from me??........now he is after my son too??.......but.......this time NO MATTER WHAT I won't let him get what he wants.......' she thought with determination....
'her baby?.....wait......she is not even married......there is no sign of any sindoor or mangulsutra......and she is DEFINITELY not that type of girl who doesn't give a s*** to all those symbols of a married woman........neither can she love anyone except me.......I know she LOVES me.......I felt it that nig.....wait.....then is he my........Jesus Christ!! it's my baby.....my son......he is OUR son.....'.....unable to control his happiness, he continued, "he is our so...." this time she cut him out, getting hysterical she bursted out at him, "MY SON.......he is only and ONLY MY son....." making him take another step backward..."NOONE HAS ANY RIGHTS ON HIM......I GAVE BIRTH TO HIM.......I TOOK CARE OF HIM.......I LOVE HIM AND HE IS ONLY MINE.....and I WON'T LET ANYONE TO EVEN TOUCH HIM.."......tightly holding Pratham close to her heart, she turned back at him, not ready to show her priceless tears for her son to this worthless man......
Understanding a mother's possessiveness towards her child, he tried to console her, "...Relax Heer!!!.....I know he is our son.......and I know that you still love m......"......again interrupting him, " I DON'T LOVE ANYONE EXCEPT MY SON......and as far as you are concerned, I HATE YOU.......do you hear that MR. PREM JUNEJA??.....I HATE THE SIGHT OF YOU" taking a deep breathe, she continued,"......now will you excuse me please coz I have better things to do rather than arguing on some useless issues......." resting her case, she quickly entered her bedroom, slamming the door at his face......
Flashback
7 weeks after the death of Mr. Mann
she HATES him from the bottom of her heart.......and she will for the rest of her life......even for the next 7 life-times, she will HATE him.......that's what she thought before she got to know about her pregnancy.......but when she gently touched her stomach, she felt his love.....why the hell is she keep thinking that it was his love......her heart was battling with her mind, which kept refusing to believe that it was his love......but SHE loved him......it could be lust from his side but it was a pure love from her.......that's when her love of 7 seconds had defeated her hatred of 7 life-times.......carefully hugging her stomach she reassured, "don't worry love.......we can live our lives with each other.......just the two of us.......we don't need anyone in our little world......right baby??" talking to her unborn child Heer smiled through her tears...
End of flashback
"you are only mine, haina beta??!!.......you won't leave me naa??", gently resting her cheek on his forehead, she made a small request to her son....."momma loves you shona........momma can't live without you......" when she felt his tiny finger on her lips, as if averting her from saying anything farther.......loving the warmth in her arms, he nuzzled his nose in her chest, feeling all sleepy.......cuddling more closer to her life, she put him into sleep as she whispered with tears flowing down her cheeks, "....I love you...."
Almost breaking through all the signals on the road, he was driving to his apartment, in Pune.......controlling the wheel with his left hand and massaging his forehead with the right, he couldn't help but remember his strong determination to bring her back in his life......
Flashback
Feeling all heart-broken, he sat on the chair while looking at his wrist watch, only 8:00 am.......he was the first one to appear in the office as Prem felt suffocated in that house without her......the first thing he would do when see her today is to apologize to her and then propose her......somewhere in his heart, he felt her love for him.........thinking of the circumstances that she was in, he consoled his heart before jumping into any conclusion, that may be she went to see her father that's why she left early........and he will take care of their situation once she comes to the office........now the only thing left to do was to......wait for her with patience.....
'Is she ok??......is her father ok??.......'......why is he feeling so restless??.....as if he was going to lose something precious to him.......'yes.....call the hospital.....' he came up with a solution.......before he could touch the phone, Veera entered the cabin with a file......unable to wait for her anymore as it's already 11:35am in the afternoon, Prem decided to ask Veera in stead, "Did you see Heer??......Tell her that I...." stopped seeing her somber face, gathering all the courage he inquired in his smothery voice, "Is everything ok??........where is she?"........keeping her gaze on the floor, she regretfully answered, "her father passed away in the midnight......"........closing his eyes in disbelief, NOT ready to hear anymore......but wait the worst is yet to come on his way......."....and she left the city after doing the last ritual of Mr. Mann...." she completed....
"She WHAT??!!!" he shouted........"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU MEAN BY THAT" bursted out a frustrated Prem......not able to digest the truth, he farther demanded, "where did she go??......".....all shaken up by his scream, she mumbled, "I honestly have no idea, Sir!!"......."and you call yourself a good friend??!!.......leaving her all alone at a point where she needs you the most??!!" he stated........feeling ashamed of herself she cried, " I know, Sir......I am such a bad friend.....".......feeling like non-stop slapping himself for venting his anger at this poor girl......"damnit!!!" closing his eyes he tried to calm himself down while throwing a punch in the air......."I'm sorry!!!......" taking a deep breathe, he combed his hair through his fingers....."Please don't cry!!!.........just find out where she is!!!......." tiredly making a request he stormed out of the cabin leaving a sad and confused Veera to stare after him.......
For the last 3 hours, he had been drinking as if there is no tomorrow......feeling awfully miserable than ever........no matter what! he couldn't forget about her........her face kept flashing in infront of his eyes........unable to forget those innocent eyes, those luscious parted lips....that adorable smile.....everything about her was haunting him like a shadow........throwing the wine glass right at the mirror infront of him Prem made the last attempt to get rid of his anger towards her......."HIDE!!!!!.....GO HIDE WHEREVER YOU WANT TO......but can't escape from me.....I won't let you kick me outta your life.....neither can anyone take you away from me.......NO ONE!!!!......NOT EVEN YOURSELF!!!!....." screaming out to his content, he collapsed onto the floor, letting out a cry as he fell.......
End of flashback
Casually carrying the coat in his hand, he walked upto the front door of his apartment like a lifeless human.......before he could get the key out of his pocket, the door automatically opened up for him, when he found himself being welcomed to his own house........"SURPRISE!!!" together they cheered up......
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