Thanks girls for all your kind words. Guess all my pessimism is paying off big time. Maybe I need to bid goodbye more often to get Michi blazing the screen together! Now that makes me wonder whether I need to change my ID to pessimist.
Do admit that the show really got me down and a couple of things which may have been innocuous under normal circumstances seemed to make it worse. People have the right to have different points of view. I would not expect everyone to agree with me. Neither would I agree with everything being said here. But veiled references to my posts in other threads rather than mine where I can atleast explain my stand and deliberate misinterpretation of my words hurt a lot. I call a spade a spade. That can be a boon as well as bane. But that's the way I am.
Gawker mentioned that people think highly of my posts. Now that is a real danger. When I am down and pen my frustrations, I would'nt want to be someone whom everyone has to follow. A simple comment of me being convinced that Milsi is an imposter drove some to take me so seriously as to come up with fancy conspiratory theories. My humour is mostly wry. Unfortunately some take this too pretty seriously. And the funny thing is when I am serious people think I am joking. Well I can laugh all this off if the forum atmosphere is upbeat. But when it is gloomy, I realised that my posts which reflect my thought processes only get misinterpreted and turns things into a tailspin.
So in the interests of all I decided to take a break from posting atleast when things were gloomy and I was not in a good mood myself.
OGF suddenly seems to have woken up. Lets enjoy what we get while we get them.
I will keep posting, but not as much as I did before because I still need to feel excited about what I write. Today OGF gave me something to cheer about but I am not my old self yet. So till then bear with me.
Lots of luv.
Jess and JC, a kind reminder. OGF has given you some good Michi scenes. Dont forget your promises to me!