Well what's slowly being massacred here is my own sanity and peace , I'm really sorry to state that Opti yes I agree with your post but what's maddening is that her character has slowly and steadily lost all reasoning what's left is a blind pusual which isn't rewarding or convincing enough to be pursued by her in the first place. Rather than sympathy I've started to detest her character which is very hard for me as I always aspired to be like her. Loving, giving, sacrificing but never did I think of becoming as brainless as her as to jeapordize lives, happiness and worst of all play with emotions of loved ones. Makes me remember of a song I often hear and which I really like.
"Tumsey kahain ya hum na kahein
kiskey liye yeh aansu bahaein.
Kyun hum aisey pachtaye kaise ghum hain chupaye.
Tumsey kahain ya hum na kahein.
Kisko fursat koi kab sunta hai kyun hum sey har khushi
kho gayi.
Kis sey kahein kiya hai ab kami
armaan jaagey to kiya jaaney kyun so gaye naseeb.
Tumsey kahain ya hum na kahein
kiskey liye yeh aansu bahaein. .
Roshni to kho gayi haiye reh gaye ab sirf saaye
Tum sey kahein ya hum na kahein."