I am not asking you 'how are you?' today either. Well, now I know how you are. Roaming around place to place, not caring about yourself or your family, breathing just because it wouldn't stop and a tiny bit of hope that you will see your love some day before the day or judgement (Kayamath). That's how you have spent 6 long years- alone, lonely and without a smile.
Sometimes I wonder at the way destiny plays games with you. Today it made you save the life of a person with whom your wife is faking her life. She was there in his house praying to bring an angel to save this person's life. And shall I wonder at her destiny too now that you turned out to be that angel?
Though I was glad you saved someone's life and made sure he reaches his home (I know Milind, who knows better than you the value of someone who waits for you at home), I am terribly scared now. Yes, I am scared of future events that are going to unravel in front of you.
Milind you have suffered for 6 years-alone, lonely, without a smile. I don't want you to suffer anymore. But you are in a place where your love will be claimed by someone else. Your son will be fathered by someone else.
It would hurt anyone, but I can't even imagine the extent it would hurt an extremely posessive man like you. It's all a fake drama, but the thought itself might disgust you, hurt you and shatter you (as if there is anything left to be destroyed).
Milind, Milind, Milind- I hope your love stands by you and makes sure you are not hurt a bit more. You don't deserve it darling. I am extremely scared of what is going to happen next. I am anticipating the worst but hoping for the best.
Yours always,