PM ff: ' falling in love again' - Page 15

wow this is such a great ff!i really love it!hp u continue sn!

Originally posted by: zaara_13_9

Oh cool thanks di!!😳😳 WOW now that your reading it im gonna have to put a little extra muscle in!😆😆

LOL😆 you're doin great buddy😉 just read your update....I loved it, waiting for the nxt part😊

great updat..finally 😛
plzz cont soon! 😃 😃

***Chapter # 12***

Voice: "Good Morning!"

A nurse in uniform walked swiftly into the roon pushing a trolley stacked with trays of hospital food. She looked to pretty to be a nurse actually and way to young to be a professional.

Prem and Mukti contented to saying nothing while she carried a tray of food to each of their bed.

Nurse: "Okay well eat up, you have to get back your strength and get well soon."

She smiled sweetly at both of them in turn and then curtly turned and left the room pushing the trolley with some difficulty, since it was two times to heavy for her to move.

Mukti looked at her food not wanting to eat it and willing the food to disappear magically. Prem on the other hand was starving and wanted nothing more, except maybe a straight forward talk with Mukti which he was going to get, but to eat the food put infront of him. The food looked like...well it looked like hospital food not so much enriched with taste as much as it was with nutrients.

Prem made to hold the spoon to eat his vegetabled steamed rice, but it just slid out of his hand. He looked at his hands now, the bigger picture unfolding infront of hs eyes, and then he could have cursed himself. His bandages!!!His stupid useless bandages were now once again getting on his nerves and restraining him to eat! The wrappings wer all around his rigth hand while his left was in a cast. The fingers were tightly brought togeter so as not to give room for the bandaging to shift out of place.

Prem(thinking): How exactly am i going to eat.....maybe i could take the bandage off.....and then put on when im done eating...no...no that would'nt work out fine, the bloods still at the surface what if i make a mess i'd end up looking like an idiot infront of Basanit! Okay lets give it one more try, and if still ye kam nehi kiya toe bukhai paite sona paraigah Prem beta.....

Prem reached for the spoon and in his frsutration of getting his grip around the spoon he flung the spoon half way across the room.

Prem(thinking):oh god, maybe she never saw.....it was just a spoon she's eating her own food of course she never saw that little display of......

Mukti was standing right up to Prems bed staring at him apprehensively, as if making up her mind. She held in her hand a spoon, except for it was'nt the one he had flung across te room, this one was one of her own.

Prem: "A'...thanks Mukti...i'll...." he made to take the spoon from her but she sat down on the edge of his bed, facing him.

Mukti: "wo....a..it's okay mera matlab hai......how are you going to eat on your own..." she took the spoon and began to feed him the steamed rice. Holding her arm outstretched with the spoon in hand she tried not to shake the spoon, for she felt extremely stupid, and thought for a second that he would'nt even eat if she was the one offering him the food.

Prem was at first just mistified at her act of kindness and he realised she was waiting on him so he kneeled forward closer to the spoon and ate the rice. He tried to eat normally, making sure to chew than swallow, but he had'nt ever been fed by anyone so kindly before absently he tried to recall a moment when anyone had cared enough for him to know if he had eaten at all let alone sat down taking their time making sure he ate.

Mukti tired not to look at him but she could feel his eyes on her.

Mukti(thinking): Is he looking at me?? Why's he looking at me....god i knew this was a bad idea....i cant just get up and leave...great i have to go through with it, and Prems probably hungry too... atleast i know i have'nt seen him eat since i woke up and he looks like he has'nt eaten in days....wait stop thinking...if you think you'll get ideaa...and right now idea's are not a great...idea....

She continued to feed him the rice untill it was all fiished and the entire time she felt as if she would melt under his gaze, she had'nt seen him look away for a secnod and when she finally looked up she saw him looking right at her..

Prem coughed unceremoniously to have something to do and looked away from her, feeling childish for staring.

Mukti brought the glass of water close to his lips concentrating on not spilling any of the over filled water.

Prem looked back at Mukti and leaned forward taking sips from the refreashingly cold water. Laying back against his pillow he looked her over concernedly.

Prem: "Look Mukti thanks alot for doing that i mean...you did'nt have to...but you did...and you dont look so good....can i help you to your bed?...i mean if thats okay with you..."

Mukti: "No. I mean it's okay im fine i'll manage." She slowly got up from the bed not wanting to show her vulnerability and trying to find the strength to look healthy.

Mukti(thinking):Ye mujhe kya hogaya hai? Why am i so tired....nothings wrong with me but then why do i feel so sick...

Sitting back down on her bed she looked over at Prem who had the strangest look on his face, one Mukti could'nt ever recall seeing on him....was it regret...sorrow..pity....she could'nt quite place it, but did'nt know why she appreciated it.

Realising they were both staring at each other, both looked away at the same time. Then the nurse returned to their room, this time it was a different one. This nurse was slightly elderly maybe in her late 30's she greeted them both with a curt "hello" and walked over to Prem's bed to pick up his tray. Than she came to Mukti.

Nurse:" Are ye kya hai?You have'nt even touched your food."

Prems head shot up.

Mukti: " Yeah i know it's just that i dont feel upto it....i mean to say im not very hungry at the moment....

Nurse cuts in: "No there will be none of that! Agar tum mai jaldi teehk hona hai toe yai khana waqt par laina hoga..."

Mukti: "But nurse there's nothing the matter with me im perfectly fine, i dont even understand why im..."

Prem: "Mukti she's right whether you like it or not you have to eat, and if you cant, just eat a little it would really make me...a'...i mean you feel better."

Mukti reached for the apple on her plate apprehensively. The nurse gave her a warm smile and carrying her tray to the trolley left, closing the door shut behind her.

Mukti lay back in her bed, the room suddenly dead quiet. The wind blew in the white bland curtains lazily, entwining it's spring breeze and aroma of leaves as it pushed past in to the room. She took small bites out of her apple willing herself not to spit it back out. She could'nt imagine ever feelig hungry again but ate it anyways since it would make Prem "feel better"...that was what he had said was'nt it?Had she imagined it.....why would he even care?He could'nt have said it maybe he was being polite...but then...

Prem: "Mukti....."

Mukti: "Haan?"

Mukti's voice was husky when she spoke as if she was half sleeping..

Prem: "Are we friends? i mean i know we were never really friends but could we...be friends.....you dont have to say yes, it's just..... i mean forget i asked, it was stupid!Nevermind....

Prem stared at the ceiling then shut his eyes tightly feeling his entire face burn bright red.....when was the last time he had asked anyone to be his friend?Let alone ask a girl to be his friend at that.....oh great now she'll really think im stupid.....why should i care what she thinks of me anyways....i mean it's just Basanti!

Mukti stared at Prem from her bed her apple half towards her mouth and her attention now completly on Prem, who refused to look back at her.

Mukti: "Prem..."

He did'nt look up or even move and gave no signs to say that he had heard her.

Mukti: "hum aub bhi achai doste baan sakte hain...."

Prem opened his eyes then turned to look at Mukti inquisitely, who in turn was smiling at him kindly. He felt his heart race and his pulse quicken at her gesture of kindness.....she was smiling....at him...he had'nt realised when he had smiled back but now he found himself smiling aswell.

Mukti: "Prem aub tum soe jahao, you look really tired i think you should go to sleep."

She smiled once again and then putting her half eaten apple on her bedside table turned away.

Prem: "Mukti......thanks....good night." It was stupid but the gesture made his heart feel weightless and his smile widen.

Mukti: "Good nigth Prem"

Prem stretched his arm to the light switch and slid the bandaged part down the wall flicking off the lights....the evening sunshime still flickering in with the wind ever so calmly. Smiling to himself and for some reason still seeing her face infront of him Prem closed his eyes and attempted to go to sleep, even though he still could'nt get her out of his mind.

Hey you guys, who still find the time to read my fanfic, im sorry if the update sucked i think i'v lost aspiration since Mb's not even in the show anymore and well most of the PM fans are all gone and only few people read the stupid fanfic but i should'nt make excuses im sorry i did'nt update sooner and that it's not upto expectations!Tell me if i should continue though!😳

oooh great work 😛 👏 👏 glad u cont 😉
i like the way ur showing them as friends...u shud def cont 😉

zaara are you crazy? update sucked? stupid fanfic? my god girl, you have no idea how great it is! we REALLY appreciate that you actually wrote a ff! since there is no PM, we need ff's like yours to keep their spirit alive! so plllllllllleeeeaaaasssssseeeeee stop dising yourself, and listen to all the comments you are getting and just continue! lol plus, you right so beautifully, how can we not love it?! your descriptions are wow and the way you capture their feelings is amazing! im seriously in loe with this ff! i was blushing the whole time reading it! ok, hope this boosts your confidence and gies you the aspiration to continue!!!! i will look forward to more!

omg that was soo sweet..prem'S soo adorable!! 😃 😃
ZAARA UR FF ROCKS!!!! 😃
plz cont soon this time 😉 😃

wow that was a really great update!of course you should continue!! 😊

thanks for pm. WOW, u really did make my day. thanks for the post