FF:Jeevan Sathi (Last Chap pg 69)

here i m back with my new FF. hope you will like it as much as my old FF...

chap 23(Last Part)

Jai wanted to say alot but right now he just wanted to stay alone.he will surely tell her everything.....

The day went as usually. bani buzy with household work while jai in his office.....

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Evening when jai came back from the office he looked tired. bani offered him the glass of cold water which he gulped down. he went to fresh n up while bani hating the food.

they both had their dinner and went in their room. bani found jai quiet and lost. she changed in her nightie and layed beside jai. cant stop herself she asked "kya baat.?" jai doesnt reply. bani sighing turned and rested her head on his chest.

Thats is when jai finally spoke "roshni.........." Bani looked up from his chest. He wanted to tell her everything but just didnt know how to start he didnt know how will bani feel."app use bohot pyaar kartethe na.?" asked bani

Jai looked down at bani wrapping his arms around her waist he spoke" i dont know. mein jab uske sath that it felt so right . par abh usse alag honeke badh i dont know why we were together in the first place. bani she left me at the time when i needed her the most. maa ki tabiyak thik nahi thi. i needed her support and thought ke woh bhi maa ka khayal rakhegi but nope she found it useless. she went off to UK . us din se ajj tak i never thought about her. aisa lagta tha that she never existed in my life . but now she is back. woh wapas kyu ayi...."

Bani had rested her head back on his chest while listening to him" woh wapasa ayi may be she actually realised what she is lost. cant blame her though app hai hi itne acche. apko bhulana asaan thorina hai. " bani stated.

Jai smile "sach.?" he asked. bani looking up smilling replied "sach.." then jai as if remembering sumthing said "arre ek baat batana bhulgaya. ill need to go out of town for 3 days kuch zaruri kaam nikal aya hai. ill need to go."

Bani hearing it was "what.. teen din. pehle kyun nahi bataya. aur appko jana zaruri hai kya." she sounded sad. jai bruht her more close to him "sorry bhulgaya baba. aur ha mera jaana zaruri hai. teen din aise hi nikal jayenge. ill phone u everyday. kaal subha ki early flight hai."

Bani made a face. jai laughed "abh muu mat banawo." he said bani just hug him tightly "jaldi ane ki koshish kijiyega plzz".............

Next day early morning

Bani packed all things. made a quick breakfast for jai. aditya was also there since he will go to drop jai at the airport. when everything was done aditya excused himself saying he is waiting in the car.

Jai turned to bani and saw her looking all sad. going towards her he whispered "khayal rakhne." bani in reply just hug him. after few seconds she pulled back. jai bend and placed a soft kiss on her lips.whispering "will misss you alot." he rushed out of the house.

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Bani keeps thinking about jai as she does the household work just to keep herself buzy. she wondered how these days will pass by.

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Next day afternoon bani goes to the market to buy something where she bumps into roshni..Actually roshni had came in bani's way on purpose.

Bani looked up and saw roshni. she startd to go her way when roshni stopped her "hey bani right.. kya baat hai no hi no hello." Bani looked at her "hi. well i m getting late i need to go "she didnt want to talk with this woman. the woman who had hurted her Jai.

Roshni smirked and acted up as moving aside but then intentionally made her purse fall and from it few pics of her and jai came out. she had done it intentionally.

Bani's gaze went on the photographs its of jai and roshni hugging. Roshni bend to take it and said "sorry woh girgaye...armm anyway hope you know about me and jai." Seeing bani glarring at her she continued "actually me and jai love each other alot. and guess he still loves me but now since he is married to you may be he is stopping himself from accepting me...ok bye." and she left

Bani looked at her retriving back. she didnt knew why but her words rung . may be she was right he still loved her. she shook her head no why is she thinking this way.

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This past three days unwantedly roshni's words kept coming back to her.but everytime she let them go. or she would just call jai and talk with him for few mins. Jai used to call bani everyday. she didnt tell him about her meeting with roshni. she thought may be he will get upset.

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It was the day of jai's ariving. like he had promised he came the third day in the evening. Bani came out of the kitchen with the water. they both looked at each other speaking with their eyes. telling each other how they missed each other...

After some time jai goes in his room not before looking back at bani. Bani smile and then follow him...

In the room Jai hug bani. Bani too hugs him back but then jai feels something wrong. he looks at bani and asks "kya baat hai." bani node her head in no. she was happy seeing him no doubt but there was something she was hiding from him.

Jai place his palm on her cheek "meri kasam tell me whats bothering you." Bani looked at him and then only told him about her meeting with roshni. "meine yeh kahi dino tak socha. aur agar aisa hai to mein..." before she could continue jai stopped her "baniiiii. aisa kuch nahi hai. kya meri ankho mein tumhare liye pyaar nahi nazar ata"

Bani lookd in his eyes. yes they were full of love. love for her. but then she knew their relation lacked something. they were still not open with each other. and from past few days after their love making jai never made any move towards her. which added to her confusion even more...

Making love was not everything for her. but she knew in their relation that was also important. it helped to bring them closer to each other ....

Jai reading her eyes said "bani. tum jo soch rahi ho aisa kuch nahi hai. i just wanted to give some time to our relation. ham is rishte meine naye hai. i didnt want to rush things. i didnt want to throw myself on you. i wanted to give some time to our relation...trust me bani mere dil mein abh sif tum ho. tumhari jagga aur koi nahi le sakta"

With the sincere he said all those words bani just rished in his arms. he believe him. believed his everyword. "I love You." she whispered. Jai just kiss her forehead smilling he whispeeed back " i love you too."

Then after sometime she asked "apne mujhe miss kiya." Jai feeling her in his arms just whispered "hmmmm" Bani ask "kitna.?" Jai smile with that husky vice he said "dikhau kitna miss kiya."

Bachas out plzzzz

Bani look up and see that mischevious look she feel her cheeks turn red. Jai caress her burning cheekc and bend to capture her mouth in a passionate kiss. She kissed him back with equal passion. she had missed being in his arms.

Jai's hand roamed around her body. he had held back alot but not anymore. when the kiss was not enough for both of them jai lifted bani in his arms taking her to the bed.making love to her.

The passion and caresses felt all new for both them them. first time when they made love it was different it was gentle but today he made a passionate love to her. showing her how much he had wanted her.it felt like he was making love to her soul and not just her body.

The caresses, the teasing , the kisses just proved how much he loved her. it cleared all her doubts. and bani was left crying out his name for the rest of the night....

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Morning

Bani stir in her sleep feeling cool air hitting her skin. Opening her eyes she found an intense gaze starring at her.her husband's gaze..

Jai pulled her close to his bare chest and whispered "hope all your doubts are clear now." his tone full of mischief. Bani blush and hide her face in his chest....

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Thsi was how they lived together. there was no any misunderstanding between the two. they had even met roshni after few days but then roshni found a complete new bani with a confidence....

Few months later bani found out that she was pregnent. everyone in bouse was happy. jai was just speech less when he came to know. everyone in house treated bani like a doll...

It was after nine months that bani delieved to a bay boy.Jai at first was scared of takng him in his arms thinking he might drop the kid but then slowly he made an atempt to carry him and well after that he never gave his son to anyone. only when his son started to cry out of hunger he handed the kid to bani...

Evryone present their laughed seeing jai's sulking face as he had to hand over his son to bani. but then he was happy.....

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ok finally this was the perfect end i could manage.. i dont know if ill be able to come up with my new FF. i m really buzy right now not getting time to write anything for the new FF.

chap 4

Finishing the pooja. Jigyasa took jai's stoll from his neck and gave it to bani so that now they can easily go on their own ways. Bani hesiteadly took it. as Jigyasa told them that its quiet late now they should all rest. she looked at Jai as if telling him to take bani to their room.

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Jai took bani till his room. he opened the door and letted her in first. Bani stepped inside and looked around. the room was semi dark and what surprised her the most was the decorated bed with flower swirls all over it and rose petals on the cream satin bed sheet.😳

She heard jai's deep sigh as well. he run his fingers through his thick hair. his room was all ok when he had left for mandap. must be aditya he thought.. seeing bani look down clutching his stoll he said"armm. sorry. i didnt know anything about all this. wait let me get these off"😕

he stepped forward to pull all the swirls when bani's soft voice came "ji. rehnedijiye.."😳 she had to stop him "ji woh agar kaal koi room me aya aur dekhliya toh." she felt her cheeks go red. all she meant was they would probably get caught that they dont share a hubby wife relation but may be it sounded the other way like someone would think ke last time their first night went way too intense that the swirls got crushed and fell down...😆

At first jai himself was confused with her answer. but when he saw that blush on both her cheeks he got what she must be thinking. he left the swirls and came towards bani...

"Tum yaha change karlo. jigyasa ne tumhara saman waha uss cupboard mein shift kardiya hai.." saying so he took out his nightsuit and went inside the bathroom.

Bani slowly kept his stoll on the dresser and opened the cupboard she found some of his shirts there and beside them there were some saris. bani looked down to find her nighties but instead of her pj's she found some silk two piece nighties.😉

Not having any choice but to wear them she took out the most decent one and changed. neatly packing all her jewellerys she kept them in one of the cupboard. wearing her white and red chudda she kept her hair open. her sindoor still there on her parting with the long designer mangalsutra hanging around her neck going down till her chest.

Folding her ghagra choli she kept them in the cupboard.as she closed it jai stepped out of the bathroom clad in his black nightsuit. like his habbit he had forgotten to button his top two buttons with the loose sleves rolled up.😳

Bani looked down not knowing now what to do. Jai looked at bani and found her really different then the bani whom he had married right now she was looking very simple yet the glow made her look just like an angel.slowly he made his way towards the bed. "Bani we will have to share the bed. that is if u dont mind."

Bani looked around the room. yes he was right they WILL have to share the bed. she couldnt tell him to go out and she herself also couldnt. she slightly noded her head in affirment.

She made her way to the other side of bed while jai layed on the other side. she layed on her back but then stilled when jai shutted off the lamp. the room became dark. she tried to close her eyes but she just couldnt sleep. wetting her dry lips she slowly with a frightened voice said "app.app ne lights kyu off ki?"

Jai opened his eyes, turning the lamp on he turn to stare right back at her. jai thought here she starts again she and her virgin body.😆before he could open his mouth she hurridly added"mera matlab mujhe andhere se daar lagta hai.. isiliye... sorry" she saw that angry look on his face and knew he must have took her words the other way

Jai sighed . he came real close to bani,almost on top of her. 😳making her heart beat trice its speed. she closed her eyes thinking should she scream or wait😆 but before she did anything she heard a click sound. opening her eyes she saw him switching on her side of lamp which was beside her. he rolled back to his side switched off his lamp so it doesnt disturb him and room would also be in semi dark....

he closed his eyes once again. Bani breathed deeply blinking her eyes. this man was really sumthing. he had scared her out of her wits..😆.laying properly she kept tosing and turning not being able to sleep. she had never shared her bed with anyone beside rano and today she was here with this man who was now her husband.😳

Turning one more time and came jai's sterm voice "bani its still time rano ko bulawu. trust me she can really hear ur scream if she is in the next room"😉 😆bani's eye poped out he was still awake. she turned one last time and shut her eyes tight.

Jai felt her stop moving . a small smile appeared on his face this girl was really sumthing else.Both after some time drifted off to sleep... waiting for the new morning of their marital life...

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Next Day Morning

Bani stirred and rubbed her eyes.she blinked twice trying to remember where she was but when she saw the swirls on the bed she sat up straight with a start. looking side way she saw jai still sleeping.

She thought he looked cute😳 while sleeping. his hair was all messed up as he layed on his stomach.smilling to herself she looked at herself and found that she had shifted in her sleep and had ended up coming abit close to jai.. taking her hand back which was laying just close to his she stepped out of the bed.

Trying not to make any noise she slowly took a purple color sari and rushed inside the bathroom..After some time she stepped out and saw him still sleeping. slowly getting ready she combed her hair putting her sindoor.starring herself in the mirror she looked at herself and found just a different woman.. a married woman..😳

Seeing the clock which state 8:00 she rushed out....

hope it was good one and not boring.

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thanks for the comments.

and i forgot to post bani's mangalsutra pic on the wedding part so here it is http://i28.tinypic.com/rr5eop.jpg

chap 5

Tyring not to make any noise she slowly took a purple color sari and rushed inside the bathroom..After some time she stepped out and saw him still sleeping. slowly getting ready she combed her hair putting her sindoor.starring herself in the mirror she looked at herself and found just a different woman.. a married woman..

Seeing the clock which state 8:00 she rushed out....

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Bani went straight to the poja room where she lites a diya. coming to krishna's room she sees her sleeping. she slowly makes her way inside and touches her feet😃. not wanting to wake her up she comes out and starts to prepare breakfast.

Tony their butler helps her showing around the kitchen telling her where all the grocery and other stuff are kept.. She prepares Aloo Paratha and some light breakfast for krishna.😃

Once everything was done she slowly asks tony what time does jai wake up and goes to office.😳Tony getting fond of his new malkin replied"maam sir 9 bajje se pehle uth jate hai aur niche breakfast ke liye ajate hai. breakfast khatam hote hi woh sidha office jate hai. par abh jab ki bari malkin(krishna) ki tabiat thik nahi hai woh office nahi jate hai. waha ka kaam aditya sir sambhalte hai.."😭

Bani noded and told tony to prepare the table while she will go feed krishna her breakfast.Tony agreed and bani went to krishna's room ...

When she went krishna was finally awake and seeing her bahu she smiled. "good morning... mummyji" she added the last 'mummyji' slowly "morning beta." Bani came and sat beside her helping her sit up straight. Bani had prepared some light breakfast for krishna..she made her eat it while krishna at first refused but then agreed.

All the while krishna just kept looking at bani. today her dream had come true finally she saw bani as her bahu 😳. As bani gave krishna her juice they heard jai's deep voice "morning mama."😊

Both krishna and bani turned. Jai came inside the room and starring at bani he added "morning bani."😳 bani smiled looking down while krishna beamed telling him to come sit beside her. Jai came and sat beside bani while he held krishna's hand "how are you feeling today.?" Krishna smilling said "Abh to bohot hi thik hu. tum dono ko sath mein jo dekhliya." Both jai and bani gave a small smile.

Krishna as if remembering said"arre jai beta woh zara uss almari se lal rang ka dabba dena toh." Jai stood up and brought the red box wondering what it must be..krishna told jai to open it and he took out a pair of gold kangans.

"bani yeh meri saas ke kangaan the . meri shaadi ke baad usne mujhe di kaha tha ke yeh mein apni bahu ko du. kaal shaadi mein dena bhulgayi par chalo abhi bhi der nahi huwi. jai beta bani ko yeh kangaan pehna de." Bani looked at jai from the kangaans in his hand. with krishna there they couldnt even say anything so jai just came towards bani holding her hand he made her wear the kangans...😳

Krishna smilling said "accha abh tum dono ja kar nashta karlo. mein yaha thik hu abhi nurse ati hi hogi. " jai noded and left while bani adjusted krishna's shawl and then left as the nurse came in.

Coming downstairs Bani saw jai reading the newspaper while Tony brought the parathas. Bani made her way inside the kitchen bringing his coffee..

Bringing the coffee bani kept it near jai. seeing bani jai closed his newspaper😃 and started to eat his paratha but then stopped turning to face bani he askd "tumne nashta kiya.?" bani noded her head in NO "betho." said jai.

Bani sat beside him not saying or doing anything. jai waited for a while but seeing her not move he asked "parathe tumne banaye.?"😃 Bani again noded in affirment "tumhe apne hatho se banaya huwa khana pasand nahi hai kya.?"😕 asked jai he was getting irritated with her noding head.

Bani looked at him confused "ji aisa nahi hai."😕 jai with his one eyebrow up said "toh phir tum khaa kyun nahi rahi ho. im sure tumne yeh sirf dekhne keliye nahi banayehai." 😆

Bani hurridly bow down taking one paratha putting it in her plate and then started to eat it 😆. she wondered why did he always had to say sumthing like this.on the other hand jai wanted to laugh.😉

Bani while eating, her paratha got stuck in her throat and she started choking and coughing. Her eyes got waterly as she started to find water which was beside jai. he hurridly pure a glass of it and gave her😳. she took it and drunk it all. When she became fine jai said "bani meine khane keliye kaha tha zabardasti muu mein dalne ke liye nahi."😆

Tony who was standing abit far chuckled hearing😆 it. bechari bani madam she didnt knew whom she has married. Bani when she heard it all she wanted to do is either hide under the table or just grab her dish and break it on her husband's head.👏 her cheeks turned red and jai could see anger in her eyes. oh she can even get angry he thought.😉

Soon Jigyasa and rano came . Bani smiled seeing rano as she came and hugged her Di.Jigyasa left to see krishna while rano sat beside bani just talking she had her breakfast already at jigyasa's place.

Rano poked on bani's shoulder and eyed jai. bani slowly asked "kya.." rano leaned and asked "yehi to mein puchrahihu ke kya.kya hua kaal raat i mean did he . sab thik hai na. app khush ho." 😊Bani sighed yeh ladki bhi na "mein thik hu. tu chinta maat kar tumhare jiju acche insaan hai."😳

Jai coughed fakely remainding the two about his presence."rano hope u are comfortable staying with jigyasa if not then you can stay here." Rano smiled "ji nahi i m fine there.."

Tony came with a parcel in his hand "sir apne jo cell phones mangwaye the woh agaye hai." he handed over the parcel to jai while jai took out a cheque from his pocket and gave it to tony.😃

Jai opened the parcel and took out two latest Sony Ericson slim cel phones one in black color and other in silver . he handed one to rano who at first refused to it "rakhlo tumhe kaam ayega. your college will start soon so kabhi kuch kaam para toh you can contact us."😳Rano hesitatly took it murmuring soft "thank you"

Taking the silver cell he switched it on. it had the sim inserted already he added his number and rano's(since her cell also had the sim already) once done he gave it to bani😉"here yeh tumhare liye.mera aur rano ka number hai ismein baad mein tum jigyasa aur Adi ka number add karlena."

Bani looked at him . giving a cell phone to rano was understandable but her "lekin mujhe iski kya zarurat.i mean landline toh gharpe hai na?" she asked "zarurat hai kabhi kabar landlines bandh parjati hai . aur when you are out u can contact us.Landlines ghar ke bahar to nahi lejasakti ho na.?"😆 the last bit he said hiding his grin.

Rano herself felt like laughing to it. her bani Di was surely too innocent. Bani on the other hand again felt like why oh why did she had to say like that and like he is always ready to cut her down into piece with his remarks..😆😉

Jai held the phone out for her to take it. finally having no choice she took it not bothering to say a thank you. Jai shrugged his shoulder as if not caring for her Thank You...Jai's cell phone staretd to ring he received the call since it was from adi . he got buzy with him while rano again pocked her arm on bani's shoulder.😆

"kay hai." came bani's sterm voice. rano burst out laughing "kya Di app bhi. anyway Jiju toh bohot hi acche insaan hai like you had say. i m sure yeh apko bohot khush rakhenge..aur.." she stopped as they saw jai finishing his call.

"rano tumhara admission hogaya hai kaal se you can join the college here." said jai. rano beamed happily she stood up going to jai she hugged him "thank you jiju." 😳Jai was taken aback from this sudden love from his sali...

He looked at her questionly and couldnt help asking "what was that for.?" Rano all smilling say"woh apko Di batayegi. Anyway bye for now." saying so she rushed out from there leaving her Di and Jiju Alone.👏

Bani had her eyes popped out when she heard rano say that............😆

ok this was it for now. baki ka some other day😃

chap 6

He looked at her questionly and couldnt help asking "what was that for.?" Rano all smilling say"woh apko Di batayegi. Anyway bye for now." saying so she rushed out from there leaving her Di and Jiju Alone.

Bani had her eyes popped out when she heard rano say that.. 😆Seeing jai's eyes on her bani stood up fiddling with her pallu.. 😳she knew he was waiting for her to say "woh. uska matlab tha ki app. use lagta hai ki app .app acche insaan ho.."😳 she said the first thing came to her mind. she was really cursing rano for all these.😆

Jai as if hurt with her answer said "sirf rano ko aisa lagta hai.i thought ke ...."😉before he could finish bani look up and huridly added "nahi nahi. mera woh matlab nahi hai. actualy mujhe bhi. armm humme lagta hai nahi lagta nahi app actually ho acche insaan..."😳😆she had blabbered this in one breath and finally stopped not knowing what she had said looking here and there she murmured "mein mummyji ko dekh kar ati hu"and almost run from there.😆

A huge smile appeared on jai's face as he saw her disappear into krishna's room.😆 Bani entered inside krishna's room and stoped for a while taking deep breaths she wondered why she got all nervous around HIM. while jai wondered why did he enjoy pulling her leg everytime lost in his thoughts he made his way towards his study to do some work.😃

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After Lunch was done Bani took the drycleaned cloths to her room. when she opened the door of their room she saw jai in a half laying position watching TV while his laptop layed on his lap. Hearing the door's click sound jai looked up from his laptop and saw bani standng there with some cloths. 😃

Sharring a small eye lock bani made her way towards the cupboard she could see that he was watching some english movie. as she was putting the cloths neatly in the cupboard she shifted her gaze on the Tv and well her cheeks were left red as the couple there were Kissing almost making out. She moved her gaze aside to look at jai but he was buzy typing away on his laptop.while she was lost starring at him with her cheeks red she didnt notice when jai had looked up from his laptop to the Tv and then right straight to her.😳

Jai was buzy typing away when he heard some sound he could make out that it was a kissing sound he looked up and saw the couple kissing his gaze suddenly went on bani who he found was starring at him😉. Bani felt like running out of the room just bowed down blushing even more and just turned around trying to finish her work.....

Jai saw her blushing red cheeks.and somehow he too felt abit strange when she was looking at him with all blushing😳. he reached out for the remote and changed the channel. if not then he was sure her cheeks would just go all the more red and the room would feel real hot...😆

Bani heard some hindi song and for once she was glad that he changed the channel but then felt bad also she thought coz of her he could not watch his movie. not knowing how she blurted out "apne channel kyu change ki.?" and instantly she bitted her tongue.😕

Jai shot both his eyebrows up and asked "kyun.. you wanted to see that."😉 he was shock himself as to why bani said that. Bani turned around "nahi. i thought ke because of me you changed the channel." jai shook his head and said"oh.. mujhe laga.." not letting him finish bani proudly said "mein aisi films nahi dekhti."👏

Jai leaned back putting his hands behind his head he asked "toh kaisi films dekhti ho tum." "sirf hindi woh bhi purani wali aj kaal ki films english films jaisi hi hai."😃 she said while making a face and continued finishing her work.

Jai went back to his typing while bani did her work. but what they both didnt knew was the two had secretly kept looking at one another when the other one was not looking................😳

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In the evening when bani was preparing krishna's light food and jai sitting in the hall reading a file . Krishna's nurse had come down running "sir krishna madam is having problems in breathing ..please we need to call the doctor now.." 😭The file jai was reading dropped from his hand. Bani who was coming out with krishna's food heard it putting the tray on the table she reached towards jai who with his shaking hands was trying his best to dial the doctors number...😭

He somehow knew that this wasnt any good sign. Bani held his shaking hands and took the phone from him "app uppar jaiye mein doctor ko phone karti hu.".seeing jai not move and just look at her assuring eyes she again said "plzz jayie.."😳😭

Jai as if coming out of his trance run up. Bani dialed doctor's number telling him to reach here as soon as he can. disconecting the call she dialed aditya's number informing him about this.Once done she too rushed up .

Krishna was breathing hard. when bani came inside her room she was holding jai's hand seeing bani she indicated her to come . bani running came and sat beside her with tears. Krishna took jai's hand which she was holding and gave it to bani's trembling ones .😭 she held bani and jai's hand together as she took her last breaths..

Jai felt his eyes go moist but he didnt cry. he knew his tears will hurt his mother she had told him not to cry never..

The doctor came and tried his best to bring krishna's breathing back to normal but he couldnt do so. Few more seconds and krishna's breathings stopped.😭

Aditya and jigyasa were already there with doctor. Krishna till her last heartbeat had held bani and jai's hand together. she was just happy that there was someone to take care of her son. and she died with smile on her face watching the two most adorable ppl in her life her son and daughter-in-law...😳

Bani broke down and hugged krishna's dead body. Jai like a stone just kept looking at his mother's lifeless body while bani cried. he looked at his hand which was still holding bani's. 😭

Aditya held his shoulder making him stand up which he did. he had a hard face with no emotions. Bani looked as jai stand up and his hand slip from hers. He was trying his best not to cry he just couldnt. his eyes were moist but tears refused to flow out.😭

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Within few minutes all their relatives had arrived. and it was time to take krishna's dead body for its last rituals. Bani cried silently in these few days she had gotten a mother's love from krishna. the love which she had missed after her kiran mum's death. she had again looked at jai who was still that hard. all he had done was just keep starring at his mother's body .

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and next part bani consolling a crying jai pakka.😃

chap 7

Within few minutes all their relatives had arrived. and it was time to take krishna's dead body for its last rituals. Bani cried silently in these few days she had gotten a mother's love from krishna. 😭the love which she had missed after her kiran mum's death. she had again looked at jai who was still that hard. all he had done was just keep starring at his mother's body .😭

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After Krishna's funeral was done all relatives one by one left. only aditya,rano and jigysa were left. Jai had not talked with anyone. he just finished with all rituals and had went inside his room.😭

Jigyasa finally spoke "aditya aisa kab tak chalega.jai has to come out of it. " Aditya looked at her helplessly "janta hu but woh meri toh nahi sunega." then his gaze went on bani "bani tum jake usse samjhao plzz. shayad woh tumhari baat manjaye."😳😭

Bani looked up "mein. woh.." but all were looking at her with hope she just couldnt say no. noding she stood up and went to her room.😊

Slowly she opened the door and saw jai sitting on the edge of the bed holding his head in both his palms.bani's heart went out for him he looked so lost.😭 she knew how he must be feeling after his father's death krishna was only left to be called his own but now she is also no more. rubbing her tears she slowly comes towards him.😭

Jai feels someone's presence in the room. he looks up to see bani standing there. he shuts his eyes tight looking the other side he angrily says "tum yaha kya kar rahihu. leave me alone.." "jaoo yaha se.." 😭

Bani at first flinched from his angry tone but then she couldnt blame him . she slowly came and sat beside him. she felt him trying to stand up and leave but she held his arm 😳making him sit.once she was sure he was sitted back she in her slow voice said "App aisa kyu sochrahe hai ki mummyji appko chhorke chaligayi. well aisa bhi hosakta hai ke waha uppar kisi ko unki zyada zarurat thi shayad app se bhi zyada."😭

Jai turned to face bani who was just looking down "Jab mere mummy papa ki death huwi thi mein bhi tutgayi thi par tab sabhne mujhse kaha ki shayad bhagwanji ko unki zyada zarurat thi. aise hi shayad bhagwan ji ko mummyji ki zarurat pargayi hogi. meine suna tha ke bhagwaan acche logo ko apne paas jaldi bulalete hai.aur kya pata shayad is duniya mein koi aur aisa bacha hoga jisko mummy ji jaisi maa ki zarurat parihogi isiliye bhagwanji ne hamari mummyji ko unke paas bhejdiya..."👏😭

Jai hearing her talk wanted to laugh she sounded just like a child. but deep down her words soothed him it helped him to accept his mother's death may be she was right god needed her more.😭 Bani had turned to look up and found him starring at her she tried to search somthing in his deep stare but she could get none. Suddenly she found herself get nervous what if she had said alot. 😕what if he didnt believe in all these. Tears threatening to fall she stood up. his silence was scarring her. as she took a step forward to leave jai called her "bani...."😳

Bani stood still as his hands went to her waist and pulled her forward.😳 closing his eyes he rested his head on her stomach and hugged her waist.(jai was still sitting while bani was standing so this way his head would level her waist) the next thing bani knew was jai sobbing, crying like a child😭.he had held her waist tightly as he released all his tears which he had stopped from all these while.

Bani didnt knew what to do. one way she was glad that he finally cried but then him holding her like that. she looked here and there trying to think what she should do. she finally raised her hand and kept it on his head . she letted him cry while all she did was give him her silent support.😳

After some time when she felt him stop crying she asked "app thik hai na.?"😳 😭Hearing her soft voice jai realised where he was. rubbing his tears he pulled back.he stared up to look at her "app niche arahe hai na.?" she again asked.

Jai noded "tum . tum jao mein abhi ata hu." bani reached till the door to go out when she heard his slow "thank you." She turned giving him her sweet smile she went out of the room.😳

Jai looked at her retriving back and couldnt help but remember his mother's words. today he somehow wanted to believe it yes she was right bani was the one who would be perfect for him she was the only person who made him cry today. she was the only person whose support he needed today....😭😳

After some time Aditya saw jai coming down. he looked much better then before. They all were waiting for him bani had made the dinner but none of them wanted to eat.

As bani saw jai going to sit in the hall she spoke "ji. kuch khalijie." 😳jai without turning replied "bhuk nahi hai." Bani looked at jigyasa who just looked down. this would not help they all were sad for krishna's death but not eating food this wasnt good. 😭She somehow made jigyasa and others eat. now it was just her and jai...

Setting off rano with jigyasa and aditya bani went inside the kitchen to make a plate for jai. grabbing a glass of juice with her she made her way to the hall where jai was sitting.

Jai looked up when he saw a plate of food infront of him. "bani meine kaha na i dont want to eat." Bani just sat beside him with the plate "thora khalijiye. khane pe gussa nahi karte."😳 Jai looked at her wanting to blast her of but then just calmed and took abite of roti. Bani knew if she forced him more he would just shower all his anger on her which she didnt wanted.

taking the glass of juice she held it forward before jai could open his mouth to protest bani had shoved the glass in his mouth👏. he drunk the half and pushed it not waiting to hear her he just stood up and went back to his room. 😭

Bani looked at the plate in her hand. sighing she too left it and finished off the remaining juice jai had left😳. after drinking it then only she realised that he had drunk from the same glass. but then she just shruged her shoulders.😳

Switching off the kitchen light she too went up to their room. Jai had already changed in his nightsuit and was laying in his side. bani taking her nightie also changed.

Slowly making her way to her side she switched on her side of lamp. she thought he will switch off his side of lamp but he didnt. whole night bani had kept looking at jai who was also wide awake but just lost in his own thoughts looking at the ceiling above..😭

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Next Day Morning

Bani woke up and the first thing she saw was jai. He was finally sleeping.she herself had not known when she drifted off to sleep watching him. but by the looks of it she knew jai had slept in the early hours of morning. his blanket was also still there neatly folded.

Bani slowly coming out of the bed covered him with her comforter since his was laying under his leg and she didnt want to wake him up. 😳

Taking a quick shower she got ready and left from the room closing the door behind. she wanted him to rest. Lighting the diya taking the blessings from matarani and praying to bring the hapiness back in this house. she made her way inside the kitchen preparing the breakfast.

Jigyasa had come to help bani while rano had gone to her college and aditya off to office. "bani jai kaha hai." she asked

"woh abhi sorahe hai. kaal puri raat nahi soye." 😭said bani as she prepared the table."bani right now jai needs you alot. is waqt you are the only one he can say his own. krishna ji ke baad tum hi uskeliye sab kuch ho."said jigyasa.👏

Bani looked down only if jigyasa knew about their relationship. outside their room they were husband and wife while inside the room they were strangers.😭

Around 10:00 bani looked at the watch then upstairs. she didnt knew what to do jai was still sleeping should she go and check on him. no what if he woke up. she was in two mind. waiting for other hour she finally decided to go up what if he wasnt feeling well......

nxt chap JB holding hand & bani shows jai sumthing.

thanks for the comments.

chap 8

Around 10:00 bani looked at the watch then upstairs. she didnt knew what to do jai was still sleeping should she go and check on him. no what if he woke up. she was in two mind. waiting for other hour she finally decided to go up what if he wasnt feeling well......😕

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When bani stepped inside the room she couldnt help but just stare at her husband. Jai was sleeping peacefully and he had kicked off the comforter😳. Bani went and covered him again and then as if cant stopping herself she placed her trembling hand on his forehead 😳just to check if he had fever or not since he was sleeping for so long.

As she placed her palm on his forehead jai opened his eyes and found bani close to him almost leaning on him. 😉Both kept starring at each other for a while and then bani pulled back her hand while jai sat up. "amm sorry woh i didnt wanted to wake you up par itna late hogaya toh..." she stammered.😳

"its ok." said jai and removed the comforter. bani stood up giving him way to go to the bathroom. Seeing him forget to take his cloths with him inside the bathroom bani decided to do it.Taking out an off cream color kurta she layed it out.and went out of the room. 😃

After some time Bani came back in her room. she found jai combing his hair lost in his thoughts.she was happy that he had worn the kurta she had taken out for him. Taking out his watch from the drawer she gave him.

Jai took it and wore it. he waited for bani to move so he could go but she didnt move. Bani doesnt know how to say it she keeps looking at him while her fingers play with the sari pallu. Jai wondered what was wrong.Bani at last helds her hand forward. jai seeing it thought what did she want but then bani looked at his hand then at hers. 😳jai getting it kept his hand on hers . Bani slowly holds it and takes him out of their room to the very next room beside their room.😃

Jai doesnt know what was going on he just decided to follow bani as she led his way. Bani stopped at the door and opened it waiting for jai to enter inside first.

When jai stepped inside the room he was surprised to see the room in a total different way.the room which was first just like some ordinary room was now converted into a baby's nursery. there were toys,babycoat and all cartoon posters there.😳

Both not realising that they still had held each other's hand. Jai turns to look at bani. Bani smiled and say "Mummyji ne mujhe is kamreke barre mein bataya. unhone kaha ke app jab kisi kaam kesilsile mein out of town gaye the tab unhone yeh kamra decorate kiya tha apne hatho se.unhone appko yah kisi aur ko kabhi is kamre mein ane nahi diya kyun ki woh sahi din ka intezaar karahi thi..."😭she then bowes down and in a slow voice adds"par aisa nahi ho paya. us din jab mein mummyji ke liye soup lekar gayi thi(referring to the first day she had come and had took the soup bowl from jigyasa) tabh unhone mujhe is room ke barre me bataya. woh chahtithi ke woh yeh kamra is ghar ke pote yah poti keliye banaye . par jab unhe apni bigarti tabiyat ke bare mein pata chala tabh unhone ye kamra jaldi hi banadiya. woh janti thi ke shayad woh is ghar ke pote yah poti ka muu nahi dekhpayegi isiliye apni iccha aise puri karke gayi..."😭

Bani felt her eyes go moist. when she looked up she saw jai's eyes were already moist and on the verge to cry. Bani gave him an assuring look while he turned to hide his tears😭. his gaze went on the babycoat finding sumthing similar he had known, he went towards it and took out a small teddy bear from it using his left hand since the right hand was still holding bani's hand.😳

He carresed the teddybear. Bani rubbing her tears with her free hand asked "yeh apka hai na.?" Jai looked at her surprised as to how she knew. seing the confused look bani said "mummyji ne bataya tha is kamre kem kuch toys jo hai woh apke hai. woh chahtithi ke hamar.. she stopped right there as she was about to say "hamara"😳 looking down she corrected herself "woh chatithi ke 'apka' beta yah beti apke hi khilono se khele."😭

What bani didnt notice or knew was that jai had heard her saying 'hamara' he too would have gone with it if she had not corrected it. it sounded perfect just normal his and bani's child...😳

Shaking his head trying to remove those thoughts he took another look at the room.he actually liked the color combo it was done in both pink and blue. even the toys were like both girl or a boy could play it... A single tear drop from his eye and he raised his right hand to rub it that is when he realisd him still holding her hand.😳

Bani too had noticed it at that time. they both looked at their joint hands then at each other. without saying any word they slowly took their hands back. Jai rubbed his tear and in broken voice said "Bohot accha room hai. i wish mama yaha hoti... i promise i would have done everything to fulfil her dream ..par agar woh yah hoti toh.."😭

Bani just kept looking at her. before she could say or do anything someone knocked on the door. bani went to open the door and found a happy jigyasa standing there "jai se kaho massi ayi hai."😃 Bani looking confused turned to jai "massiji ayi hai."Jai broke into a smile as he went down along with bani.😃

sorry for the short part....😕

chap 17

Jai was still going through the feeling of her soft lips on his. when he heard a soft thud sound of bani fallin down he had come back from his feelings and looked at bani. Blinking his eyes for some time he slowly knelt down. Bani feeling him coming down just hide her face inbetween her palms. His voice husky as he whispered her name "Baniiiii" But bani didnt remove her palms from her face and was just crying...

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Jai run his fingers through his wet hair. looking up at the rain falling .. then he did what he thought was best for bani. he had gently held her arm forcing her to remove her palms from her face and he swooped her in his arms..carrying her he took her to the car parking where their car was ...

The rain had slowed down and jai didnt want to take bani home in such state. he looked at bani who had her eyes closed and head bowed down. he slowly made her sit on the bonnet of their car. Bani felt fresh tears flowing and she lifted her hand to rub them when jai stopped her by holding her hand. she didnt have to hide her tears from him when he was there to share her tears and pain.

With him still holding her hand she just looked down."bani.. why do u let that bas*t..... jai shot his anger but stopped right there as he saw her getting scared from his angry tone and well the swearing he just didnt wanted to start right now... calming his voice he started again "bani dekho why are you giving him and his useless talks such importance. tum uski yeh sab bhakwaas sunti ho isiliye woh tumhe dard pochatahai... bani take this clearly in your mind once and for all I dont care woh tumhare college mein partatha yah watever.mujhe uski koi baat pe fark nahi parta and i am expecting same from you.." his voice now become all the more softer as he said his last sentence"plzz bani dont let him affect you.. affect us.."

Bani who had been just looking down and crying was now lost in his grey eyes. his words soothed her. his care for her. his gentle way of sharing her pain and tears did touch her heart. for once she felt that whatever she did (reffering to the kiss) it wasnt wrong. She tilted her head on the side as she innocently asked "will you be always there for me. aise hi jab bhi mein udaas hungi app aise hi mujhe sahara denge.?"

Jai didnt knew what to reply. he didnt understood why she said that. it didnt sound like her finding a friend in him who would be beside her everytime she wanted more then a friendship from him..

Seeing her innocent eyes still starring at him for an answer he just stepped forward and placed a gentle kiss on her forehead. this was all he could answer her right now. The rain which had slowed down was starting to pour once again. Jai reached out to help bani come down from the bonnet and in the process he had held her waist with one hand and other one holding her hand. but before he could actually hold her properly she had sliped down.

With the slipperly mud she went right across his hard mascular chest. as both got starlet with sudden fall they both turned their face together resulting into their lips brushing in a rather er*tic way.Bani shivered from the intensity of that brief moment. Jai felt a rush of desire run through his body. the brief kiss had already left his mind and body in a lost world and now this feeling. He felt her shivering and he knew it wasnt from the cold rain drops..

Her hands had clutch his wet coat tightly as their bodies become aware of each other with the close aproxmity. Bani looked up and saw him starring at her with a look in his eyes which spoke alot. Jai released a low grown as her eyes which were now dark stared at his. he had a sudden urge to touch those wet lips once again wanted to feel them once again. as if reading his mind bani who was going through the same feeling like his parted her lips.

They both didnt knew who came closer. all they felt was each other's lips. They both closed their eyes as he kissed her with all his desire and passion. Bani was left feeling his everymove on her mou*th through his.Slowly bani layed back resting her back on the bonnet while jai never left her lips.she shivered feeling the cold metal of bonnet touch her now flaming body. wrapping her arms around his neck she brought his face more closer to her.

Jai caressed her cheeks with his palm which was resting there while his other hand carresed the creamy skin of her waist.The rain just poured more and more as the two got lost in that one kiss. While kissing the corners of her mouth a loud sound of thunder made jai open his eyes and that was when he realised where he was and doing what. He breathed over her now swallon lips and huridly pulled back.

He run his fingers through his hair not believing what just happened. Bani slowly opened her eyes and stood up. her lips still trembling from his touch. she was breathing hard as she stared at his back. Jai sighed and turned to say sorry but then the way bani was starring at him almost pleading with her eyes to not say sorry. atleast she wasnt sorry for what just happened

all he could say was a slow "lets go"and he went into driver's seat. Bani gathering herself also went to her seat and closed the door

Bani was lost in that one kiss that she didnt realise when they reached home. Jai too had been thinking about the kiss. As jai switched off the engine he waited for bani to step out but when she didnt he turned and saw her in deep thought. he gently held her hand bringing her back from her thoughts "ghar agaya." he said and came out of the car.

Bani noded and started to come out of the car. when her sandals touched the muddy sand she somehow loosed her control but instantly held the door for support. It was less about the muddy sand and more about the kiss which had left her trembling. Jai saw it and couldnt blame her the intensity of the kiss had shook his inner cores and for bani well she was just new to all this...

Bani held the door tightly waiting for a min or two to cool her nerves but then she saw him coming towards her and without speaking a word carried her in his arms. Bani just effortlessly wrap her arms around his neck and closed her eyes. she lifted her head up so that the rain drops would hit her face. Jai slowly made his way towards the door. seeing those lucky drops falling over her face going down disappearing inside her sari blouse and some falling down just made him breath hard. the image she was making just increased more and more passion in him.Taking a deep breath he concentrated on his way.

As they entered inside the house jai sighed as everyone was asleep. bani feeling the rain go she opened her eyes and found herself inside the house and jai taking her to their room. starring at him for a second she rested her head on his shoulder...

On reaching inside their room without any words spoken jai let her down and went towards the cupboard taking out his and her cloths they both were wet from head to toe so it was better if they changed soon. grabbing an extra towel he handed the cloths and towel to bani and he himself went inside the bathroom to change..

When he stepped inside the bathroom he leaned against the door as his touched his lips remembering her lips on his. changing quickly he stepped out and saw bani already changed into her nightie but she had not dried her hair they were still wet..

Jai came and took the towel from the bed and helped her dry her hair. all this while bani had been just starring at him. it was now no longer about pushkar it was between them whatever happend had just shook her.

As jai felt her gaze on him he looked down at her. bani with the same lost face hugged him resting her head on his chest.Jai at first was surprised with this sudden move but then today everything was just surprise...

Bani leaning against his chest slowly whispered "jo huwa woh kya galat tha.? agar galat tha toh phir itna sahi kyun laga..." She said it with her eyes closed. she wanted the answers for this newly added emotions...

Jai wrapping his arms lightly over her thinking to himself he said "iska jawab to mein bhi dhundraha hu.."looking down at her he added "bani i really dont know how this.." but he was stopped as bani kept her palm over his mouth.She looked over his shoulder at the clock behind it stated 11:30. She remembered what was tomorrow a special day for her..

Both starring at each other for brief second "bohot der hogayi hai.. good night" said bani and went to lay on her side. Jai run his fingers through his messed hair and went to lay on his side as well. shutting off the lamp he closed his eyes.

After few second jai heard another click sound he opend his eyes and saw bani shutting her side lamp and then she snuggled close to him resting her head on his chest she drifted off to sleep.

Jai didnt knew if he should laugh at this or not. it was getting all so confusing and different bani who at first was so shy and nervous and was never this close to him today was here in his arms..it felt like a new life. their new relation

No matter what happened but they both knew that today sumthing has really changed. they knew finally they were taking a step ahead to spend their life together.

Jai sighing deeply wraped his arms around her bringing her more close to him he covered her well with the blanket and he too soon drifted off to sleep while watching her.

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i tried my best to bring jai and bani's relationship to some new heights. i didnt want to rush things but at the same time take the things further between the two.

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and hope the chapter was long enough😃