Entry#11 Beautiful Liar
Part 1
When Bani Dixit saw Jai Walia for the first time, she knew he was the man of her dreams.
She considered herself practical and intelligent so it was unusual for her….. And yet…
Bani Dixit was all of 25 but had a mind racing way ahead of her age. She was intelligent and mildly intellectual, and proudly flaunted it, having completed her MBA in Hospitality Management from one of the better B-Schools of India. She was not your run of the mill pretty, but beautiful never the less. She had the deepest eyes, which were truly the window to her soul. Smile so radiant and a face so cheerful that it could light up anyone's day. She had a sense of humor, which sometimes was silly, sometimes weird and sometimes sarcastic. She was your emblematic today's girl which made her independent, having a mind of her own, street smart and full of attitude. She could cut any living species to half their size by just one look. About a month ago she had returned to Mount Abu, her home town and joined 'Treacle Moon Resort' part of the Walia group of hotels.
That particular day she had been standing by the magazine stall which was to one side of the huge marble foyer, when an unusual bustle at the entrance door made her turn to see what it was all about. Yet another VIP, she had assumed, and expecting one to saunter in, had instead seen a man, accompanied by scurrying minions, looking dapper in an all black ensemble with a walk like a lions and a mane as dark and thick as one's too. Accompanied with his 6'2 frame, broad shoulders and a stomach that looked so tight made him any women's dream man and something he looked pretty well acquainted with. His presence itself screamed royal, sophisticated and respected.
Curious to know who he was, she had moved forward, not realizing she was in his path until he stopped and frowned. Not even the drawing together of strongly marked eyebrows could mar the handsome face, for which the word 'chiseled' was singularly apt. High cheekbones swept down to a firm jaw, and deep-set eyes, the grey of woodland smoke, raked her from head to toe.
Even if he had run his hands over her body her reaction could not have been more startled. It was as if she had been given a shot of adrenalin. Her pulses raced, her breathing quickened, and the world seemed a brighter more exiting place.
I'm mad, she thought, quite mad. But she knew she wasn't, she was simply aware that for the first time in her life her innermost core had been touched. Color came and went in her cheeks and she mumbled an apology and stepped back, glad of the huge dark glasses half covering her face.
Acknowledging her movement with a faint smile, he strode past her, and as he disappeared into a lift, she asked a passing bellboy who he was and was told that he was Jai Walia, owner of the Walia Group of hotels.
Stunned, she had stared at the lift doors. So that was the man who was her employer. The prospect was full of spice and gingerbread; she had raced up to her friend Manu who had been working for this resort for over 6 months now. Manu, Nishi and Bani had been friends since childhood and had great bonding. She told Manu who she had just seen and went into raptures over him.
Manu laughed seeing Bani so impressed, because it was unusual - He's a dreamboat, isn't he? But mind you, not an easy man to know. He plays his cards close to his chest.
Bani exited – does he have a girlfriend?
Manu raised her eyebrows – In the plural. They line up for him and fall at his feet like ninepins. But rumor is that he is soon off with the old and on with the new.
Mulling this over Bani went home. She and Manu shared a flat as her father had been recently transferred to Mumbai for 6 months. As she watched TV, she just saw Jai Walia's face staring at her…Jai Walia of the Smokey grey eyes, chiseled features and supercilious smile. Her brief encounter with JW had put her on an emotional high. She shook her head…after all it was stupid to behave like a lovesick schoolgirl over a man who did not know of her existence, and most probably never would as he was not even her immediate superior. Just that thought dampened her spirit…anyways you win some, you loose some, there would be someone else for her….
She was thinking of JW when her phone rang, it was Nishi. Nishi had moved to Mumbai a couple of months ago for better prospects. She happily took the call. Nishi's voice shocked her, she was crying miserably.
Bani – Nishi, What happened?
Nishi told her everything. It was a man, of course. The most fabulous Man…an Adonis, naturally…with wit, charm, and money. A whirlwind courtship had been followed by a proposal of marriage, after which she had moved in with the man. Then he had announced that he had changed his mind about marriage, packed his bag and departed to US. The man was no other than Jai Walia.
Unbelievable! So much for meeting the man of her dreams. After this, he would be described as every girl's nightmare. Bani thought if she should tell her friend the truth about JW that he was not in the US of A but in Mt Abu. She decided against it, as she did not intend on increasing her friend's misery. She sympathized; and told her to forget him. Nishi said the biggest mistake she had made was to move in with him.
At sixteen they had made a vow, and maturity had not changed their minds. Sex without love was something they abhorred, and they had held firm to that vow, till now…but Nishi had been in love…oh Jai Walia what a swine…
What a nasty trick of fate that Jai Walia should turn out to be the biggest pig this side of Eden. Who cared if he was Adonis in looks and charismatic in character? Much better if he had been honest and loyal. But why was she getting so hot under the collar over a man she had merely glimpsed in the entrance lobby?
Manu returned from work, and Bani told Manu all about JW and Nishi.
Manu – I know Mr. Walia plays the field, but I never imagined he'd ask a girl to marry and then walk out on her. Are you sure Nishi was not exaggerating.
Bani – oh, come on Manu you know Nishi better than that. She was devastated.
Manu – well one good thing came out of that then…you discovered the sort of man he is. From the way you reacted, you might have become the next discard.
Bani was honest enough not to deny it. She had been so impressed by him, his stature, it seemed at that time as love at first sight…..but now…..god how she wanted to go and strangle him….a red haze spread through her brain….and as they talked more about JW and the way he had treated Nishi….the red haze gathered volcanic force…she wanted revenge…wanted JW to have a taste of his own medicine….but how….
Jai Walia gave the opportunity to Bani on a silver plate….
It was April…Easter….vacation time…and the hotel always organized entertainment for their guest….Bani was taking part in a play….it was a take off on Indian films….Black and White Era vs. Eastman color…..Bani was depicting the heroines of the B/W era….the innocent docile girl…..it was comedy with lot of songs and dance…on the day of the play she dressed the part….a simple salwar kurta, two pony tails tightly pulled back with a middle parting…….looked the perfect innocent virgin….Virgin she was but innocent she wasn't.
She saw JW sitting in the front row, vigorously applauding her….she sang…
Baabuji dhire chalna, pyaar mein zara sambhalna
Haa bade dhokhe hain, bade dhokhe hain is raah mein,
Baabuji dhire chalna.
Kyu ho khoye huye sar jhukaaye, Jaise jaate ho sab kuchh lutaaye
Ye to baabuji pehla qadam hai, nazar aate hain apne paraaye
Haa bade dhokhe hain, bade dhokhe hain is raah mein,
Baabuji dhire chalna.
Ho gayi hai kisi se jo anban, thaam le dusra koyi daaman
Zindagaani ki raahein ajab hain, ho akela to laakho hain dushman
Haa bade dhokhe hain, bade dhokhe hain is raah mein,
Baabuji dhire chalna.
Danced like the olden day's heroine did….Kept fluttering her eyelashes at JW all thru the song…at times even pointed at him. The play was a hit and she got lot of applaud after her part.
Their eyes met and he inclined his head and raked her from head to toe as he continued clapping, the gesture truly revealing the sort of man he was. Poor Nishi! If the two-timing lothario thought he had found another heart to break, he could go jump in a lake….and drown there while he was about it.
After the play she was tired and wanted to go home, Manu caught her.
Manu – where are you going?
Bani – home, I am tired.
Manu – and I am Donald Duck! For heaven's sake u were the star of the evening everyone will want to meet you.
Bani – that's what worries me. Did you see the way Jai Walia eyed me? As if I was a nut cutlet and he a starving vegetarian.
Manu giggled – so what? Just ignore him, now common let's go.
Bani wanted to go and change into her normal clothes of jeans and t-shirt but Manu dragged her in the conference hall where the party was held. Praises started pouring in….
You're a natural actress….
I've never laughed so much…
You were marvelous…
'You're very beautiful' added a deep, resonant voice, and she looked up, startled, the smile on her lips freezing as she saw JW staring intently down at her.
Close to, he was even more devastating than when she had espied him in the lobby.
'Jai Walia' he introduced himself. 'And you are Bani Dixit.' She saw the programme paper in his hand.
'Yes' she managed to say, her mouth going dry.
Jai – it's a lovely name for a lovely young women. And you played your part very amusingly, but I suppose it came naturally….
Bani dazed – Naturally?
Jai – of an innocent girl who knows her culture, her customs…….
Heavens, she thought, he thinks I am an innocent village damsel…a girl who has not stepped out of Mt Abu….unable to stop herself, she smiled, and he smiled back….It riveted her eyes to his lips….which were beautifully shaped, the top one well curved, the lower one fuller and sensuous….How many other lips had they kissed? She wondered. How many lies had they told? How many women had he deceived, as he had Nishi?
Jai continued – I think it's important to understand our culture and customs but sometimes it's not easy to follow them….
Bani – Are you thinking of anything in particular Mr. Walia?
Jai nodded – very much so. Normally I'd have no hesitation in asking you to have dinner with me tonight, but since I don't know weather your parents are strict on protocol, I can only suggest that you allow me to take you home and ask them if I may see you again.
Open mouthed, she stared at him, and he instantly misinterpreted it.
Jai – I'm sorry if I'm coming too strong, but you're the loveliest girl I've seen and I'm not letting you walk out of my life.
Beyond her shoulders she glimpsed Manu calling her. She excused her self from Jai.
Jai – I'll only excuse you if you promise to come straight back.
She hurried towards Manu and asked what she wanted.
Manu – I wanted to know if you needed rescuing.
Bani lowered her voice, laughter trembling in it.
Bani – every woman under the age of fifty needs rescuing from that man! Talk about charm. Believe it or not, he thinks I am an innocent damsel. He wants to ask permission from my parents to take me to dinner.
Manu stifled a giggle – that must be first time for him, then.
Bani nodded, and then narrowed her eyes as a thought stuck her. A man who had treated Nishi the way JW had clearly had little respect for women. Yet how deferentially he was behaving towards the unliberated girl he thought her to be. And not just deferential, but anxious to know her better. Was that because he believed her to be different from the girls he usually favored? If so, he had just given her a golden opportunity to teach him a well deserved lesson that she wanted to.
Instead of enlightening him, she would continue with her act of innocence until he had fallen for her hook, line and sinker. Only then would she disclose her identity, and he would discover that a woman had finally given him his comeuppance, instead of the other way round.
Manu could make out from the mischievous look that Bani was cooking up something, Bani told her the plan and then left a protesting Manu there with a' talk to you later'.
She went to Jai and said politely – thank you for being so patient.
Jai seriously – you are worth waiting for.
For answer she lowered her head.
Jai – you work here obviously, or you wouldn't have been in the show, but I don't remember seeing you around.
Bani – why should you? You employ so many people.
Jai – I wouldn't miss YOU
Bani – I only started a few days ago.
Jai – that explains it then, what do you do?
Bani – I…I'm a
Jai interrupted, eyes ranging her full length and back to her face.
Jai – never mind, you look pale. If you are tired, I'll drive you home, if you will allow me.
Bani again lowered her head – yes please, thank you.
Jai could not quite hide his elation – that's marvelous, give me ten minutes.
Bani murmured – as you wish.
As he moved off Manu rushed to her – you were fantastic, you'll have him eating out of your hand soon.
Bani – if he doesn't bite it off first!
Manu – Are you kidding? From the way he was ogling you, it wont take you long to bring him to his knees. It's my bet he will proposition you in ten days.
Bani – I hope so too that it's over quickly. I don't like pretending but for Nishi….
She watched the tall, athletic figure circulate among the hotel guests and staff, every movement relaxed and unhurried, his smile sincere and unforced.
Manu – he is coming back, good luck.
Manu melted away, and Bani softened her features as she turned to face Jai.
Gently he took her elbow and steered her to the entrance where a chauffer stood holding open the door of a black Lamborghini. One would not expect a man of Jai Walia's stature to own anything less. He took the keys from him and dismissed him for the night.
Sitting next to him…she was all too aware of him…the spicy sent of his after shave prickling her nose….the warmth of his body seeming to seep into hers…even though he made no move to touch her….Watch it, she warned herself…..You're supposed to be paying him back for the way he treated Nishi, not falling for him yourself.
He put on the music…the song was "bheegey honth tere, pyasa dil mera"
Bani immediately placed her hands on her ears, a shocked look on her face – Mr. Walia please stop this….
Jai surprised – What's wrong….
Bani – I….I…don't like such songs…its vulgar…
Jai amused – it's just a song and very popular…
Bani – Mr. Walia please…my parents don't approve of these kinds of sensuous songs…
Jai switched of the music with a 'oh'. But was appalled…this was the 21st century for god sake…which era were they living in…he was bewildered…Bani wanted to burst out laughing seeing the look on his face…
Jai – so what kind of songs you listen to….
Bani – oh Old songs…Suraiya…Geeta Dutt…Shamshad Begum….and…and Bhajans…she added cheekily
Jai was completely at loss of words – oh……btw you sang well.
Bani – thank you Mr. Walia.
Jai – not Mr. Walia, Bani, My name is Jai.
Bani – I couldn't call you that. You are my employer and it wouldn't be seemly.
Jai – who wants to be your friend and I am asking you to do it.
Bani – no it's not my culture.
Jai muttered – I don't believe I am hearing this.
Bani put her palms together and lowered her head till her chin touched the top of her finger – I do not wish to make you angry, but….
Jai smiled – I'm not angry in fact, I think you are very sweet.
If only you knew, she thought, doing her best to look demure – and I think you're very nice Mr. Walia.
Jai gruffly – I hope you'll let me show you how nice I can be.
Beginning to enjoy herself, she gave a laugh, but made no reply. Gave him the instructions to her house, and when he stopped outside her gates…..
Jai – I would like to see you again….
Bani got out of the car and came to his side – I will see you at the hotel….
And with that she quickly ran inside. Jai sat there quietly. Quite amazed at his behavior. He was an introvert, did not mingle easily…opposite to as the press portrayed him….or people thought of him….he had surely been attracted to Bani…her innocence…her freshness…her angelic face…all had attracted him at first sight…then at close he had seen spark in her eyes….very rare these days…and she had been different too…any girl that he knew and he did know a few, because they made themselves known to him…would have jumped at the opportunity to have dinner with him…but not Bani Dixit…interesting….he did not know what he was feeling then but he sure would like to explore…would like to know her. He drove off from there with a smile.
PART 2
Bani and Manu talked about her plan and how to make it foolproof and successful. If Bani had to keep acting the damsel, she needed clothes…outdated clothes…they dug into her mothers closet and took out all the discarded clothes.
Next morning Bani wore her mom's clothes….hair plaited…knocked on Jai Walia's door.
Jai – come in…
Bani entered as Jai looked up, she bowed her head and joined her hands and did Namaste.
Jai was completely taken aback, no one in Mumbai did Namaste to him in his office…it was either a hello or good morning…he actually fumbled with his hands for a second and then did namaste….but then instantly he said…
Jai – don't do that to me, it isn't necessary.
Bani – we always greet our superiors this way.
Jai – I am not your superior, I am your employer.
Bani – you are playing with words Mr. Walia.
Jai – you can call me Jai.
Bani shook her head – It wouldn't be seemly.
Jai – now how did I know you were going to say that? I must be psychic.
He smiled, came and stood directly in front of her. Wood-smoke eyes ranged slowly over her as if committing her to memory…
Jai – since we met, I haven't been able to stop thinking of you….
She had heard that line before…most common line for a man to say….but no one had made her heart beat faster…as it was doing now…and she wondered if it was because of the intensity of his gaze…. as if she was the only woman in his world worth concentrating on…But then he was the sort of man who would do everything with intensity….loving and hating….working or playing….And playing the field too, she thought grimly….Like it or not, he was a born heart breaker.
Jai huskily – have you been thinking of me Bani?
Bani lowered her head – please don't make it embarrassing for me to work for you Mr. Walia…..I would have to resign if you….
His startled expression showed he was unused to being put in his place, and she hoped she hadn't overplayed her hand. But the dry smile he gave her was reassuring.
Jai – ok ok I am sorry…I dint mean to embarrass you…
She got the papers signed, which she could have got done by any of the other managers, but she had wanted to see Jai Walia…she wanted to keep reminding JW of her existence….and she did…her perfume lingered in his office….he inhaled and nodded….definitely 'cool water for women' by Davidoff…his favorite…they had something in common..…he used 'cool water for Men'.
This continued for couple of days…she would come to him…or he would go to her…on any pretence…any excuse….JW realized that she was not his type of girl but still something pulled him to her…he could not put his finger on it but there was something…maybe her innocence…maybe because she was so different….maybe just her sheer beauty…something….
Finally he could not hold it any longer….his need to know her had increased in leaps and bounds…. After a week, he came to her room and asked her out for dinner. Bani was not going to jump at the invitation…
Bani – wouldn't it be better if we didn't see each other socially.
The astonishment on his face told her no female had ever said such a thing to him.
Jai – you're joking? I thought you liked me.
Bani shyly – I do.
Jai – then Why…
Bani – because it will create problems.
Jai – How?
Bani – do you often date your staff?
Jai – no, this is a first.
Liar…liar…pants on fire, she thought.
Bani – why are you making an exception for me?
Jai – because you're an exceptional young woman.
Bani surprised – Exceptional?
Wide-eyed she gazed at him, and he lowered his head towards her so she saw the glitter in his eyes.
Jai – you are intelligent, charming, and very feminine.
Bani – so are thousands of other woman.
Jai – but YOU don't flaunt your intelligence.
In other words I'm docile, Bani thought, and knew her plan was succeeding. He had probably dated intelligent woman by the hundred, but not one that agreed to everything he said….that was a novelty for him. Slowly she turned away, affording him a view of her small, straight nose and sweetly curved mouth.
Jai coming close to her – are you always embarrassed by compliments?
Bani – if they come from my employer.
Jai frustrated – can't you just see me as a man who wants to know you better?
Certain that he meant 'know' in the intimate sense, Bani longed to cut him down to size, but knowing this would harm her plans for him, she swallowed her fury and gave him one of her shy smiles.
Jai smiled back – no comment?
Bani – it wouldn't be seemly.
Jai raised his eyebrows heavenwards – I bet I'm going to hear THAT pretty often. Any ways so can I again ask the pretty lady to have dinner with me?
This time she just nodded her agreement….he would pick her up at seven…after he left Bani danced a little jig around the room….then sat down giggling, and stared at her blank computer screen…Blank? Then why was Jai Walia's face filling it? She poked her tongue at it and the image vanished.
Although she had no regrets about her charade, she knew that by encouraging him to fall in love with her she was playing a dangerous game. He was the most handsome, interesting and charming man she had met, and if she wasn't careful she could emulate Nishi and, she suspected every other woman with whom he came in contact, and fall madly in love with him.
Yet she had one advantage. She knew the man behind the mask. She saw him for the philanderer he was, and that should be enough to keep her immune to him.
Exactly at seven he was outside her door…punctual man…she liked that…she came and sat beside him.
Jai – where would you like to go?
Bani coyly –I'm happy to go wherever you take me.
He gave her a quick glance, as if not sure weather she was teasing, but her calm stare assured him otherwise, and he gave a little sigh of satisfaction.
Jai – Shall we try the Radisson?
She agreed….When they arrived at the restaurant, he opened his door and hurried around to help her out…….cradling her hand in his as he did…….and not releasing it…… She could not believe he normally acted this way with his girlfriends, and stifled a giggle at his old-fashioned behavior for her.
Bani whispered – May I have my hand back? It is not seemly for you to touch me in public.
'Sorry' he dropped it fast, but then as they entered a stout man backed into her, he automatically cupped her elbow in a protective gesture, then gave another strangled 'sorry' and let it go.
Bani struggling hard not to laugh – in this instance it is quite seemly for you to hold my arm Mr. Walia.
Jai came back fast - then I'll have to make sure we're always in a crowed, because I like the feel of your skin.
Awarding him full marks for making the most of the situation, Bani glided along beside him. In college she had many friends who were tall, but there was something about this one that made her feel extra-tiny and helpless. Perhaps it was the aura of invincibility that emanated from him. The divine right of the arrogant male, and as she remembered Nishi, her resolve to give him a taste of his own medicine hardened.
Even though the restaurant was full, special arrangement was made for Mr. Walia.
Bani – it seems you are well known here…
Jai smiled – well in my field I try to work hard and that pays off…people know me…and thanks to the press also, for no reason they keep putting me on page 3…
Bani - I think you are extremely competent Mr. Walia….
Jai looked into her eyes – I can be gentle and caring too, if you'll give me a chance.
Whishing she could blush to order, Bani lowered her head and tried to look discomfited.
Jai softly – I've embarrassed you again, haven't I?
Bani – no…but you worry me.
Jai – why?
Keeping her head low to hide the mischief in her eyes – your staff call you a lady-killer.
Jai sharply – do they, damn them….
She recoiled from him as though nervous
He softened his tone – what do you think?
Bani – it isn't seemly for me to comment on the behavior of my employer.
Jai rolled his eyes heavenward, she and her 'seemly'
Jai – Bani the press has built this reputation for me…of a rake…a Casanova…even if I was talking to a chimpanzee in skirts, they would say I was sleeping with it…
Bani could not suppress a giggle this time – and would they be wrong….
Jai looked at her intently…so intently….her smile died on her lips….
Jai seriously – Bani don't believe everything you hear, at times it's better to judge for yourself…..
She was shaken….should she believe him…he seemed so sincere….it was food for thought….food….they went to the buffet, each dish was wonderfully decorated that it could have been framed and hung on a wall.
Bani – don't you think it looks too good to eat Mr. Walia?
Jai flirting – I can't tell. My eyes are blinded by you.
Biting back the urge to tell him that this line was so old it had cobwebs hanging from it….. She gave him a gentle smile instead….and he instantly smiled back. As if it were an actual radiance enveloping her, her body grew hot and her limbs trembled….Watch it, this man is hazardous and not to be taken seriously….. She looked at him, a lock of hair fell on his forehead as he bent to take food….she experienced a strong urge to touch it and see if it was as silky as it appeared…..Annoyed with herself…..she picked up her plate and returned to her table….. It wasn't surprising she was responding to Jai Walia's blatant good looks…. but there was no fear of her falling for him…..or was there….she shook her head…no not at all…
Jai returned with his plate laden with food – I saw you took very little, maybe you felt shy so I got some for you. You should taste all.
She was touched by his thoughtfulness…..until she realized that all that he was doing was part and parcel of his armory for disarming his prey before going for the kill….While having dinner they talked Jai asked her about her parents and she told him they were away and that is why she was living with Manu….
Jai – wouldn't you have preferred to live on your own?
Did she detect a note of regret in his voice that his evening with her wasn't going to end in her bed….she was disgusted….she wanted to shock him….
Hiding her disgust – why should I? I have no desire to have an affair.
Startled grey eyes met hers – for a shy young lady, you can be remarkably frank.
Bani – I see nothing wrong in talking honestly about our feelings.
Jai raised his eyebrows, mischief in his eyes – only talking?
Deliberately she stared him full in the face – I am a virgin, Mr. Walia, if that is what you are asking….
Jai actually stammered - I….I…., he stopped, his heightened color showing that again she had taken him by surprise.
Quickly she changed the topic as she knew she was treading on dangerous grounds…. and started talking about the food……but Jai was stuck on her…. suddenly he asked
Jai – do you have a boyfriend Bani?
Bani told him the truth – no.
Jai – it has to be from choice. I can't believe no man has wanted you.
Bani – I've never met one I wanted.
Until I saw you walking across the lobby, though the feeling had died when she had discovered how heartless he was. But none of her thoughts was apparent on her face and she continued….
Bani – I believe marriage is for life, Mr. Walia, and I will have to be absolutely certain about a man before I commit myself to him.
Jai cynical – how young you sound, when you are my age you'll know nothing is certain in life.
Except for one thing……her determination to cut this lothario down to size….
Bani – I'm surprised to hear you say that, because in the last hour I've become very certain of you.
Jai raised his eyebrows – now that's an intriguing statement. Care to explain.
Bani lied – I'm certain you have a strong sense of honor, that you never wittingly break your word, and that you respect the feelings and wishes of anyone you care for.
Her lids lowered and thick black lashes, long and straight as a doll's fanned her cheeks as she prepared to deliver the final blow.
Bani – I'm also certain you will respect my wish to remain untouched until I marry. Only on that basis am I willing to see you again, should you do me the honor of asking me.
Jai leaned back in his chair, his body motionless, and his face so devoid of expression that she wondered if she had gone too far. The intention was to trick him by being different from his previous girlfriends, not frighten him off completely. Jai finally leaned towards her and said huskily.
Jai – Bani I…I wouldn't be doing you an honor to ask you out. You'd be doing ME the honor by accepting. And I will always respect your wishes. You can trust me completely.
As a chicken could trust a fox! She thought but blinked her lashes and glowed at him with a 'thank you for saying that'
Jai raised his glass to her – my pleasure. No more worries eh? Any change of mind will have to come from you.'
His strategy was as clear as if he had handed it to her on a sheet of paper. She could see every move….Romantic dinners in glamorous places, the serious conversations, the chaste goodnight kisses….until one night when they would dine alone in his suite, and the talk would be more sensuous than serious, the kisses deep and drugging….so drugging that she would be begging him to make love to her. What a swine he was!
Furiously she flung out her arm and the glass in front of her shattered to the floor….some of the juice fell on Jai's trousers.
Bani – I am so sorry Mr. Walia…I think it was an insect…it bit me…I am so sorry.
Jai wiping his trousers – its ok are you sure you are all right?
Bani – a little tired perhaps.
Jai – then I'll take you home.
Within moments they were in the car driving to her house. At her house she again did her usual 'Namaste act' and ran inside, she peered through the peephole and saw Jai standing by the gate, a tall, wide-shouldered figure exuding a power and purpose that would brook no denial.
Yet deny him she would, and enjoy herself immensely in the process.
Driving back Jai hummed his current favorite song 'yaar ko maine mughe yaar ne sone na diya', he suddenly stopped humming and imitated Bani 'Mr. Walia please stop, it is not seemly…' then threw back his head and laughed.
Part 3
It seemed her plan was working…as she had thought Jai started wooing her in every possible way…would take her to expensive restaurants…with romantic ambience…sent her flowers…chocolates….stuffed toys…perfumes….all attached with little notes…flirty notes….notes such as…
'A lady is a woman who makes a man behave like a gentleman. You're such a lady to me.'
'A day may start or end without a message from me, but believe me it won't start or end without me thinking of you..See! I just did. Take care.'
He would send her good morning and good night sms's he was doing all that she had expected him to do….but…but…the bigger question was he was being a true gentleman…did not make any undue advances…never tried to touch her…or kiss her…this was not like the man she had thought him to be…he was supposed to be the biggest Romeo…he sure was taking his time….but she was enjoying all the attention…careful she reminded herself….Two weeks later, on a Sunday when he was supposed to be away in Mumbai, he called her…
Jai – hi Bani…
Bani – Mr. Walia…Did you not go to Mumbai?
Jai – I changed my plans…ah…I…actually I…
He had changed his plans because now he could not imagine a day without her….but he was not able to tell her…why…because he himself did not know what was happening to him….he wanted to spend his time with her…he enjoyed her company immensely….was he in love…no ways… they had just met….how was it possible…he had waited for love to happen….was it this….he felt restless all the time…more at night when he was alone and thought about her….he dreamt of her….her pretty face smiling at him…oh he so wanted her….but he could not say anything to her…he was tongue tied in front of her…he could talk to her of everything in this world apart from his feelings for her..…maybe because all that he was feeling was new to him……
Jai gushed – Bani have dinner with me…spend the evening with me…
Bani – Mr. Walia I cant…I promised Manu that I will spend today with her…
Jai disappointment clear in his voice – oh…in that case…I guess I am on my own…
Bani wanted to see him…
Bani – Mr. Walia… would it be possible…I don't know if it is possible….
Jai – bolo Bani…
Bani – would it be ok for you to come to our place…have dinner with us…
Jai was elated – of course I can do that…I would love to do that…why do you hesitate..
Bani – well you are an important man…My boss…
Jai – shut up Bani how many times do I have to tell you, I want to be your friend…your..…He stopped before he said lover….I'll be there by eight, is that ok..
Bani – great, I'll wait for you…
Jai – and I can't wait to see you….
An hour later Bani got a parcel from him…it was a pink sari, with a note that said 'if I mean anything to you…..wear this for me….would love to see you in pink'
At quarter to eight he rang the bell and when she opened the door wearing that sari, her hair held in a high pony tail….. he was mesmerized by her beauty….by her figure….his grey eyes took in every inch of her…memorizing every curve…every part of her. The way he looked made Bani blush…her color matched the color of her sari….
Bani – come on in Mr. Walia…
Jai coming in – you are so beautiful….why do you hide your beauty behind those outdated clothes….and your hair…
He pulled out the band that was holding her hair in a pony, and it spiraled down….so silky…he ran his hands through it…
Jai huskily – I like it open….
She stood there with her mouth open….feeling frustrated….she wanted to dive into his arms….he was making her want…they stood there….their eyes locked…the moment was broken when Manu coughed….
Manu – hello Mr. Walia.
Jai had to force his eyes away from Bani – hi Manu…how are you…
Amit a college friend was also there….They sat and chatted…talked of general things…sports…movies….music….
Amit – Bani you sing well…why don't you sing for us…
Now how does he know so much about Bani….was he and Bani….but Bani had said she did not have any boy friend….oh god what was wrong with him….they could just be friends….you are a goner Jai Walia…you are going kookoo over her….
Bani – you are crazy Amit, I can't sing…
Manu – of course you can….Mr. Walia you tell her…she will listen to you…
Bani darted her look at him – No Mr. Walia….no…
Jai – please Bani…one song….
It seemed they were the only two people in the room, intense eye lock…Bani thought she was loosing it…no she could not…she had to keep control…revenge remember….
Bani – would you like to listen to a Bhajan….
Manu and Amit had a hard time controlling their laugh seeing the look on JW's face….
Jai chocked on his drink – ahmmm aaa…well bhajan is good…but for a change why don't you sing something apt for now….something romantic.…
Oh so he wanted to be romantic…..sure why not….she sang…
Shyam Teri Bansi Pukare Radha Naam, Log Karen Meera Ko Yoonhi Badnaam
Saanwre Ki Bansi Ko Bajne Se Kaam, Radha Ka Bhi Shyam Voh To Meera Ka Bhi Shyam
Jamuna Ki Lehren Bansibat Ki Chhaiyaan, Kiska Nahin Hai Kaho Krishan Kanhaiya
Shyam Ka Deewana To Saara Brij Dhaam, Log Karen Meera Ko Yoonhi Badnaam...
Kaun Jaane Baansuriya Kisko Bulaye, Jiske Man Bhaye Vo Usi Ke Gun Gaye
Kaun Nahin Bansi Ki Dhun Ka Gulaam, Radha Ka Bhi Shyam Voh To Meera Ka Bhi Shyam...
Jai had nothing to say….he smiled at her and praised her….
Amit – Bani he asked you for a romantic song….
Bani naughtily – but it was romantic….it had the essence of romance that both Meera and Radha had for Krishna.
Amit laughed – oh of course…so there Jai you got your romantic song…
Jai – yes I did…no complains…you sang really good…thank you….
The lights went off….they lit candles….later Manu and Bani were in the kitchen setting up the food… Bani's eyes lit up with mischief again…..she took a separate bowl and put some Chicken Curry in it and then added lots of chili powder….
Manu – what are you up to now…
Bani smiled wickedly n twirled with the bowl in hand – 'To Sir with Love'
Manu – My god Bani, the poor guy is already burning for you and that's gonna burn him to frazzle....
Bani – that's the intention, whenever I have dined with him I have noticed, he picks out every chili he can see and puts them aside. Now common let the fun begin….
She took the bowl outside and placed it on the table a little separate from the other stuff and then called Jai and Amit to have dinner. When Jai was at the table he looked at all the dishes…
Jai – you have outdone your self…you made so much…I don't know where to start…
Bani sweetly – let me help you….
Jai looked at her….somehow in candle light she looked more divine…he kept looking…drinking her beauty…while Bani went for the kill…she topped his plate with rice, chapattis and few other curries and the special chicken curry…and gave it to him…
Jai – thank you so much I am sure it's delicious, anything that has been touched by your hands would become sweet….
Oh yeah Romeo….have the chicken curry you will forget the meaning of sweetness, she thought. But with her voice dripping of honey she said…
Bani – Try the chicken curry…it is a little spicy…
Jai – if it tastes as good as your expression, I'll be coming back for a second helping.
Only when pigs can fly…from beneath her lashes she watched him put a forkful into his mouth and start chewing. Almost at once his tanned skin took on a deeper hue as a hot tide of color swept into his face. Beads of perspiration erupted on his forehead and upper lip; he frantically waved one hand in front of his gasping mouth.
Jai – water water!!
There was none at the table, she took him to the kitchen and gave a glass of cold water, and he gulped it down.
Bani innocently – what happened Mr. Walia, did something go down the wrong way?
He tried to speak but couldn't, and she hastily poured him another glass, which he downed at a gulp.
Finally his normally deep voice came out thin and strangled – My God, that has to be the hottest curry in the world! I thought my mouth had caught fire!
Bani watched him, saw there was still a faint film of perspiration on his skin. He had really gone through fire tonight to be with her! Though she was ashamed of the trick she had played on him, she did not regret it. Why should she, when he had played a far worse trick on Nishi?
Jai still gasping – I think I need to have something sweet…
Bani lowered her voice and asked – would you like to kiss me…
'Suffocation…no breathing'…..Bani would have loved to start singing that song, seeing his expression, but she held her tongue back with great effort.
Jai actually staggered back…hyperventilating…no he could not have heard right…along with his mouth his ears were on fire too….she could not have said that…damn what was wrong with him….
Jai – I….I don't think…I heard you….what did you …s…say…
Wow Bani you are making 'The Jai Walia' stammer….she wanted to roll on the floor laughing…but kept her face straight…
Bani – I asked if you like to have Kishmish…my mom says it takes out the sting from the mouth…
She had said kishmish and he heard kiss me….damn something sure is wrong…this is madness….my mouth is on fire and I am thinking of kissing her….damn damn…
Jai – yeah I would love that please.
She gave him some kishmish and then they came out, she served him another plate without the chicken curry this time…
Later that evening, walking him to his car, she acted remorseful; after all, it was polite thing to do if you had nearly burned your guest to death!
Bani – I am really sorry about the chilies Mr. Walia….
Jai – are you really?
Bani – of course I am…why…
Jai – then will you do something I ask you to?
'Here comes the hotstepper, murderer' the song vibrated in her brain….she was sure he was going to ask for a chaste kiss…going according to plan…haan Mr. Walia?
Bani lowered her head – sure Mr. Walia, I have to obey you….you are my boss…
Jai rasped – no dammit…I am not…not outside the office…not when we are alone like this…
Bani stepped back nervously…all an act…
Jai coming close –ok ok I am sorry I snapped…look cant we be friends….
Bani opened her mouth but he cut her off…
Jai – and I swear I will kill you if you say 'that is not seemly Mr. Walia'
Bani laughed, she had to…he imitated her so well…
Bani – so what was it you wanted from me Mr. Walia?
Jai's voice became husky, he looked in her eyes – there is a lot I want Bani…but I wont go into that…for now if you called me Jai I would be happy…please…
Bani was surprised – I'll try…
Jai – try now…I want to hear my name from your lips….
Bani acted hesitant – J…Ja…Jai…
Jai smiled – see it's not a difficult name…only three syllables…I am sure you can manage that…
Bani nodded shyly.
Jai – that's good then, and now that you have given me this moment……because Bani this will always be in my heart…the first time you took my name… I want to make it memorable for you too…I hope I can…
So it was now….she was so sure he would kiss her.….he bent and took out a CD from his car…
Jai – this is for you I hope you will like it…..
It was time to go to heaven…she saw it was very rare songs of Shamshad Begum…she knew because her father had been looking for them and had not found them any where…and JW had got them…it was a personalized CD…all the songs written in his bold handwriting at the back of the cover….on the front cover…at the bottom he wrote 'for someone I want to cherish all my life…JW'.
She was floored…made speechless…not that she loved these songs…but for someone to make that kind of effort because he thought she did, was to be treasured…he must have gone thru hundreds of CD's to make this collection…
Bani – thank you so much Mr. Walia, I love it….. But how did you…
Jai placed his fingers on her lips – ssshhhh… for you Bani I can do much more than this….
They stood there, eye lock….breathing ragged…coming in bouts….revenge forgotten…only this moment mattered….after an eternity he said…
Jai – I think I should leave…before I loose it….I should just go…
Bani was surprised…it was the perfect opportunity for him to make his move…they were alone…it was dark…except the moonlight…she had called him Jai….he knew he had made the moment beautiful for her too…she was vulnerable….then why not…..at least a good night kiss….but nothing…he just kept standing…waiting for her to say bye…or say something…her brain was mush….
She apologized and thanked again as that was the only thing that came to mind…
Bani – thank you so much J..Jai…..for…for…this…and I am sorry again for the chilies ….Amit likes his curry hot so I thought all men…I mean you would like it hot too….
Jai smiled and tongue in cheek said – oh don't worry Bani, I like it hot….but not food….
He then winked, swept down and dropped a light kiss on her forehead with a 'goodnight angel…sweet dreams' and was gone…
She stoop there…flummoxed…wasn't he supposed to be a rake…..but why would a rake…a born Casanova do such amazing stuff…. And wont he take advantage of the situation…but JW had not…never had…and that last line…it was wicked….but then which man didn't flirt…it was their birth right…that did not make them villains….
She loathed him for what he did with Nishi…but the way he behaved with her, she could not possibly loathe him, he was so tender…so caring…understood her feelings…her needs… oh god she was so confused…she did not know what to make of him….
Part 4
Two days later Jai Walia's next move removed all doubts from her mind. According to her he had done the ground work to ensnare her…now he was going for the kill…she had not seen him all day…she had felt restless…then at six he had called her….telling her he had missed her and wanted to see her…asked her to dine with him…which she agreed to…then he had made the calculated move…he had said they would dine at the 'Treacle Moon's' terrace restaurant and as his suite was right at the top she should come there first. They fixed the time as eight.
So that was it, he wanted her in his suite….the final seduction….she had been right about his moves all along….ha ha but if he thought he would succeed…think again Mr. Walia….
At seven thirty Bani was ringing the bell of his suite…she wanted to catch him unaware….After a long wait, Jai opened the door. It was apparent that he'd just gotten out of the shower, his hair was damp. He had pulled on a track, but had no shirt.
Jai ushered her in and closed the door. Bani lowered her gaze
Bani coyly – It's not seemly for you to open the door without..….
Quickly he picked up the shirt he had thrown on the couch and put it on but left the buttons open
Jai flustered – oh sorry….I was not expecting you…I thought it was my coffee….sorry for keep you waiting…but aren't you early….
Bani showed him her watch – it's eight….
Jai gave her a lopsided smile – your watch is fast…….but I don't mind at all…get to spend more time with you.
The bell rang again and Jai got his coffee Bani noticed he did not let the waiter come in.
Jai – would you like some….
Bani – no, thank you I am fine…
She looked at the music system, the song playing was
Ab mujhe raat din tumhara hi khayal hain, kya kahu pyaar mein deewano Jaisa haal hain
deewano Jaisa haal hain tumhara hi khayal hain
Jai immediately – oh sorry….you don't like….
Bani – it's ok…I like Sonuji….
Jai smiled with a raised eyebrow – oh so you like SONUJI….something else common b/w us…at her confused look he said…….we seem to like the same brand in perfumes…
Bani blushed – are we not getting late Jai…
Jai - it's great to hear my name from you…its like music… And I was just getting dressed…it will take me a few minutes, though.
Bani – I don't mind waiting…
She kept her eyes on his face, away from the broad, muscular expanse of chest revealed by his open shirt. A quick glance had shown her a dark triangle of crispy curling hair that tapered and disappeared inside the waistband of his tracks. The song continued in the background…..
Tum ko dekhe beena chain milta nahi, dil pe ab to koi zor chalta nahi
jaadu hain kaisa dil ki lagi mein, dub gaya hu is bekhudi mein
Ab mujhe raat din tumhara hi khayal hain, kya kahu pyaar mein deewano Jaisa haal hain
Jai – I'll get you some magazine to read. Make yourself at home. I'll be back in a jiffy.
Bani – it' all right I don't want anything…she looked around the spacious room…What a lovely suit you have…it's fit for the President….
The living room had probably been furnished by an interior designer. The upholstery pieces echoed the colors of brown, cream and white modern rug, and each table and lamp was the right proportion for the room. But there was none of the sterile atmosphere of a 'showplace'. Books crammed a built-in bookcase on one side, and Bani could almost bet that Jai had selected the paintings. They were the electric mix of a collector.
Jai was pleased by her approval…the reason he had called her to his suite was to give her a feel of how he lived…he had wanted to see her reaction…he was in love with her…it had come to him last night, when he had seen her soft face in the moonlight…a simple fact…he had fallen in love for the first time….and right now seeing her standing in his living room….all coy….it gave him a high….
Exited he said – would you like to see the rest of it?
Bani – I'd love to….
The suite was extensive to say the least…it was like a well done one-bedroom apartment. Next to the living room was a den and beyond that his bedroom. It was tremendous, and the adjoining dressing room could have been pictured in a magazine. There was a place for everything. Shoe racks lined part of a wall that also held drawers and shelves. The hanging space was divided for long and short garments, and one circular rod rotated at the touch of a button. Bani pressed the button and saw the clothes rotate…
Bani exclaimed – now I know how Pashas live.
Jai smiled – Hardly. They have slave girls to take care of them. I have to hang my own clothes.
Bani lowered her head – I am sure from time to time you would have had some girl taking care of you.
Jai put one finger on her chin and forced her face up, looking deep in her eyes – Bani I have always lived alone.
She wanted to believe that, he could lie….. but could those eyes lie too, which at that moment were hypnotizing her…
Har pal dhunde nazar tum ko hi jaaneman, had se badhne laga mera deewanapan
dil mein basa lu apna bana lu, ya phir nazar mein tumko chupa lu
Ab mujhe raat din tumhara hi khayal hain, kya kahu pyaar mein deewano Jaisa haal hain
deewano Jaisa haal hain tumhara hi khayal hain.
Her heart was beating like horses hooves on a race track…..She looked away and pushed the button to see the clothes go around again.
Jai – do you want to play around here while I go and shave?
She glanced at him, and instinctively – you don't look as you need to….
Jai – look again. Or better yet, feel……he took her hands and bought it to his cheek….That is more than a five o'clock shadow….
The fine stubble rasping against her fingers, coupled with his bare chest, emphasized Jai's masculinity even more than usual. Bani's heart began to pound faster……she snatched her hand away…….Jai was not immune too….her soft hands against his cheeks had felt heavenly….
Bani – you're right; you could grate cheese on your chin…
Jai – can you only think of cheese…..are you hungry Bani….
Bani did not know what to say…what hunger was he talking about….she was loosing it…Jai noticed her discomfort…
Jai – I'll be right back….he took off his shirt and hung it on a brass valet…..pick me out a tie to go with a grey suit.
Bani – how do you know I'm not color-blind?
Jai huskily – I haven't found a flaw in you yet…..
He went into the bathroom…leaving Bani hyperventilating …..
Bani remained in the dressing room, filled with poignant emotions……… This was the way it would be if she and Jai were married…….. They would share their lives together…….. She wouldn't have to make polite conversation or jokes to hide her feelings………what feelings….she did not feel anything for him…….she was so sure……. She'd be free to run her hands over his splendid nude torso and kiss the hollow in his throat…..why was she thinking all this….she must stop….As she carried the dream a step further, Bani's nails bit into her palms…… It was never going to happen, so there was no point in torturing herself……..She knew what kind of a man Jai was…could anything be more painful…
Jai returned, clean-shaven and with his hair combed.
Jai – where's my tie? You're still standing where I left you.
Bani forced a smile – I didn't know you'd be so quick.
Jai – I told you it wouldn't take long…he rubbed his cheek against her 'See? As smooth as a baby's bottom.'
She forgot everything….only his smell lingered in her brains…the intoxicating smell of his after shave mixed with his own…it was drugging……
She inhaled deeply – you smell good too.
He buried his nose in her hair – so do you…
Bani's legs threatened to give way…… She put her arms around Jai's waist to support herself…….. His response was immediate…….Gripping her shoulders, he stared down in her eyes….
The song in the background now was…Kishor Kumar's
Aap ki aankhon mein kuch maheke hue se raaz hai
Aap se bhi khoobsurat aap ke andaaz hai
Lab hile to mogare ke phool khilte hain kahin
Aap ki aankhon mein kya saahil bhi milte hai kahin
Aap ki khaamoshiyaan bhi aap ki aawaaz hai
She made a desperate stab at self-control. Removing her arms…
She blabbered - you'd better finish getting dressed. We must be late….wear black…you look very handsome in black…..
He continued to gaze at her with glowing eyes – Handsome is what handsome does….and I don't know what I am doing….what have you done to me Bani…I've never wanted any woman this much….
Lata Mangeshkar sang…..
Aap ki baaton mein phir koi sharaarat to nahin
Bewajah taarif karna aap ki aadat to nahin
Aap ki badmaashiyon ke yeh naye andaaz hai
He jerked her close and kissed her with a raging hunger….. Pure joy flooded through her…. Bani was sucked into a vortex of swirling passion as Jai's mouth devoured hers…. It was as though a dam had burst and all his pent-up desire was let loose…While his tongue probed urgently, his hands skimmed over her body, intensifying her own longing.
Bani fought a loosing battle with common sense….This was what she wanted….Wasn't it better to follow her instincts than to regret it for the rest of her life? She was achingly conscious of every lithe muscle in his long frame….Jai would bring her pleasure she'd never even dreamed of…..The answer was never in doubt…..Twining her arms around his neck, she pressed closely against him.
Jai hugged her so tightly that she could hardly breathe….They kept standing there in an embrace…heartbeat mingling…who's was faster didn't matter… slowly he detangled themselves…Bani looked up into his eyes as full of desire just like hers….but what he said next was exactly opposite….
Tenderly he took her face in his palms – Bani I think we should go now….
Bani's voice choked – Jai….
Jai rasped – Bani don't look at me like that…I have only this much control….and before all hell breaks we should go…
Bani's senses returned….god what had she been doing…letting him kiss her like that…wanting more….she would have become one more in the long list….but wait was he not the one who had stopped…she had been ready….eager….oh god she was so ashamed…her eyes seemed to brim with tears….Jai misunderstood…
Softly he said – Bani it's all right….this was bound to happen…..sparks fly every time we're together. I can't get you out of my mind…but trust me; I won't take advantage of you…
But why? Why won't he? He was supposed to…wasn't he…he was the hunter….this had been his chance…then why had he stopped…she could not think straight…she wanted to go home…
Bani – Jai I want to go home…will you take me…
Jai – No…
When she gave him a startled look, Jai smiled – Bani if I take you home now, this is the only part you'll remember. It was good but that's not the memory I want you to take away. We won't dine here; I'll take you to the 'Cobras & Matadors' for a fantastic seafood dinner, and THEN I'll take you home.
Bani – I am not dressed for 'C & M'…I had thought we were dinning here…
Jai grinned – you look fine in just anything…and as far as I am concerned, you're overdressed…
Jai's teasing dispelled the tension. His easy transition could indicate that making love to her was no big deal, but Bani knew better….She'd felt the intensity of his desire….a sharp pang sliced through her…
Part 5
Bani had a restless night, her sleep disturbed by vivid dreams of Jai making love to her and, what was even more disturbing was, her wild response to him….she let her thought wander at will….naturally they turned to her dreams, and with the honesty that was part of her character…she admitted she was half in love with him…from the moment she had seen him he had struck a cord in her that should have served as a warning……trouble was, she had been so set on avenging Nishi she had given no thought to the emotional pit opening up in front of herself….now she had fallen into it…
She sighed heavily. No longer could she feign indifference to the way Jai looked at her, spoke to her, touched her. Damn it, he seemed so sincere and caring, it was difficult to believe he had asked Nishi to be his wife just to get her into his bed. In fact it didn't make sense. With his sexual magnetism he probably had more trouble keeping women out of his bed…
Manu entered her room and saw Bani disturbed.
Manu – what's bothering you…or I should say who?
Bani – stop fishing….
Without beating around the bush Manu said – I think you are in love with Jai….
Bani – don't be ridiculous…if he were the last man on earth….
Manu cut in – I'd fight for him…
Bani – it wouldn't be necessary; I'd give him to you. He's not my type. He's too smooth, too sure of himself, too…
Manu – the lady doth protests too much, methinks….
Bani – and me thinks you are way off-beam…
Manu – no I'm not. I've known you a long time, remember and the vibes you give off when Jai is with you…
Bani gave up – OK so I fancy him…but it's no more than that…
Manu warned – I hope not. A man who does the dirty on one can do it on another…
Bani protested – what if he genuinely believed he loved Nishi and then discovered…once they were living together….that they were not as compatible as he had thought… perhaps we've been prejudiced in Nishi's favor because she is our friend…..I love her but she isn't without faults. None of us are.
Manu thoughtfully – true, I guess you have a point. So what will you do? Tell Jai everything? Tell him you are Nishi's friend?
Bani – yes, that will give him a chance to tell me his side of the story. I wonder if he'll still like me when he learns I'm not Miss Docile but a liberated woman who believes in equality.
Manu – best of luck and tell me how it went during lunch….
Bani – I won't do it during office hours. I'll wait till he takes me out again and is nice and relaxed.
Bani sat in her office thinking of the Devil who seemed to have claimed her heart….think of the devil and the devil appears…..she saw him through her glass pane….. he strode in the main door and the way her heart leapt in her throat told her how foolish she was to have thought she hadn't fallen for him too hard. If she fell any harder, she'd make a hole in the floor…..
Jai stood talking to someone while she drank his beauty….then suddenly as if he had felt her eyes on him…..he turned towards her office and gave a smile…tilting his head to one side as if acknowledging her presence….but how did he know she was watching him…the glass was tinted from outside for god sake….she could see out but he could not see in….Damn him…he knew she would be watching….she saw him coming towards her office…she started reading a file….
Jai – Hi Bani, I need to talk to you, could you please wait in my office…I'll be there in 2 minutes…
Bani looked up – yes Jai….I'll be there…I was just reading this project…
Jai reached the door then turned with a smile – Bani I dint know you could read a file upside down…
Bani's face went red…he winked at her and left…damn the man…damn him again and again….he knew the effect he had on her…
She was waiting for him in his office when the phone rang…she took the call…as she put the phone down Jai entered…..she took a deep breath…she needed to be calm…she was raging inside…she wanted to kill the man then and there with her bare hands….
Bani – Jai your fiance called just now….
Jai stopped in his tracks surprised – my who?
Bani – Roshni…Roshni Chopra…your fiance Jai…I did not know you had a short memory….she said she needs you back in Mumbai to fix the wedding date…
Jai ran his hands through his hair and mumbled in anger – damn I dint need that now…
Bani disgusted – I am sure you dint….
Jai looked up sharply, saw the disgust on her face came to her – no Bani you are misunderstanding…look Roshni is suffering from OCD…Obsessive Compulsive Disorder…it is a dieses…
Bani – I know what it is…
Jai – good…look she is my sisters friend….and she thinks I am going to marry her….but Bani I have nothing to do with her….not now at least….he went on to explain all about Roshni and her obsession with Jai…..do you understand what I am saying….
Bani just nodded…..she did not want to talk…if she did she was sure she would slander him….but that would be too little for him….the man had no scruples…first Nishi….then this Roshni….and he even made her have OCD….telling lies by the minute….how low could he stoop….and for what…..all these lies to get her….wait n watch Mr. Casanova I will get you….
Jai looked at his watch – look Bani I am getting late….I have a flight to catch…I am needed at our Goa resort…something urgent…I will be back tomorrow…we'll talk….I need to talk about us…
US….no Mr. Walia there is no us….it hurt to think but that was the fact…his true colors were in front of her…he left quickly and Bani also went home early that day…she was too distressed to work….
That evening she called Nishi and had a long chat….during the chat she found out that Jai had always been the gentleman….it was Nishi's decision to move in with him…which he had not objected to….So this was his modus operandi….he made you believe he was the prey where as in reality he was the hunter…he did not want any guilt on his conscience when he asked out…..but this time he would not know what hit him….
Bani cried that night….she was broken….a girl who had taken everything in her stride bravely, cried….she loved him and hated him whole hearted….if that was possible….to love and hate the same man to death…..she wanted this farce to end…end quickly…as in like tomorrow…she could not handle it anymore….her heart would break…but every broken things can be mended…..yes it leaves a scar but so what…..she made her plan in the night as to what she wanted to do…it would be difficult but she had to do it….she had to teach the Lothario a lesson….
Bani was expecting a call from Jai next evening and he called…..
Jai – Bani where are you….Manu said you are not at home…
Bani calmly – I am here Jai…in the hotel….at the 'Blue Moon'….
Jai's eyes narrowed, Blue Moon was the hotel pub…Bani would not even peep in there…
Jai surprised – Blue Moon…you mean at our pub…what are you….anyway I'll be there in 2 minutes…
Bani was nervous….this was it…now the drama would unfold…she had seen Jai walia's rage…he could eat a man for breakfast if he was in the mood…..she was freaking inside but kept a calm exterior…
He entered the pub and skimmed the room to locate her; his eyes passed her then darted back on her….for a moment he had not recognized her…but her face was the same…it was the dressing style that had changed….she saw the look of extreme surprise as JW checked her……inch by inch…..her high heel sandals….her bare legs…her black short skirt….her black silk blouse….her radiant face….her hair which she had left loose….and then his eyes fell on the glass next to her…a frown appearing on his face….and then it was gone…..she had asked for champagne….yes she needed it…to keep calm…and to loose her senses….her shyness…..
He came towards her….a lazy smile playing on his face….what was he thinking…she wished she knew the art of mind reading….he placed his hands on the back of her chair touching her back….her bare back….
Jai – you are stunning today….a black beauty….
He was wearing black too, she looked him…top to bottom…
Bani – we would make a nice pair….the beauty and the beast…
He threw his head back and laughed – you are completely different from the Bani I know…….something tells me I am in for some fun tonight….
Oh yeah sure you are….as he started to take the chair beside her she got up…
Bani – Jai I want to talk to you…
Jai stopped mid way – I want to talk to you too….
Bani – can we go somewhere else…a bit private….
Private….it bought images in his mind…images of her in his bed….he pushed them back….
Jai managed to say – should we go to my office….
Office….no….she balked at the idea of trying to seduce him in an environment where he was used to being on his mettle….she needed him relaxed and completely off-guard…
Bani – well….I…it's very personal…I don't think I'd be comfortable with a desk between us….
All reasoning failed him…she saw his eyes darken….
Jai – let's go…
He took her elbow and walked her out…into the elevator…to his private suite…closed the door as they entered….there was an awkward silence then he asked…
Jai - can I get you something to drink…
Bani – uhh I …I …yes I won't mind another glass of champagne…
Jai raised his eyebrows – are you sure…
Bani – I am a big girl Jai…
Jai raked her – yes I have noticed….so champagne it is for the lady who just got liberated…
And chuckling he went to get the champagne….from the moment he had seen her in the pub he had been thinking….somehow he knew she was playing some game but he dint know what….no wait maybe he did…she loved him…. Bani loved him…and wanted to tell him…but was not sure how….his Bani….HIS…yes she would be his…he loved her…and she loved him….but if she wanted to play…he would go along…after all, everything was fair in love…and he would tell her tonight how much he loved her…
Bani contemplated her nervous dilemma. How did you seduce a man without letting him seduce you…especially one as attractive and sexually confident as Jai Walia? If women were throwing themselves at him all the time…as seemed to be the case…he must be extremely unyielding and unlikely to easily lose his head. And how did you seduce him without actually seducing him or getting seduced yourself in the process? For she had no intention of opening that particular Pandora's box of problems for herself. It was he who had to be out of control, not her…and she had to do it quickly…she did not want to stay with him even for one unnecessary minute…
He came back with the drink and sat down beside her on the sofa
Jai smiled– so what was that you wanted to talk about…in private…
In reply she slipped off her high-heeled shoes and flexed her legs, tipping her head back against the sofa as she groaned softly….
Bani – oh that feels so good, those shoes pinch terribly, I bought it after I saw it in the hotel boutique this afternoon.
She half closed her eyes, looking at him through the lashes, a little thrill passing through her at the wickedness of her intent. He could scarcely avoid the compliment she invited, but he made it uniquely and scandalously his own.
Jai smiling wickedly – I thought I recognized it. Or is it the body underneath that seems so familiar? Your superb body is exquisitely memorable and you have the most beautiful back I've ever seen…or touched……. He toasted her with his glass, and with a caressing survey that extended from the top of her sleek head to the tips of her toes….. 'Your legs, too, are wonderfully displayed'
She had realized that the dress was shorter than it had looked on the mannequin….. She had bought it on impulse…. Trust JW to so effortlessly discompose her….but Bani was determined not to let him see how bone deep her blushing reaction went…..She lifted her legs and placed her feet boldly across his thighs….lying back against the cushions piled on the end of the couch…..she wanted to wipe that irritating smile off his face….she said…
Bani - would you mind massaging my heels? My feet do ache so from those high heels…
For a fleeting moment all expression was wiped clean from his face then….wordlessly he bent and set his own glass down on the floor….and cupped one of her feet with both hands…..looking at it with a hungry, sensual curve to his mouth as if he was contemplating taking a bite out of it…..Slowly he adjusted his grip, one large hand running caressingly over the top of her foot to bracelet her ankle…..the other beginning to knead the tender sole firmly.
Jai huskily – why did you wear heels if they hurt you?
She closed her eyes; she was alarmed how good it felt to have her feet rubbed by this man….
Bani – I need extra inches when I am with you, I feel short….
Jai – too short…too big…is there anything about yourself that you are happy with?
He rubbed his fingers along the base of her toes and up underneath them with a rhythmic insistence that made her gasp inaudibly.
'My Brain' she said smartly, to thwart the tingling tendrils of warmth that were darting up her legs.
Jai – mmmm…and what is your brain telling you now Bani?
He was massaging the ball of her foot, and to her dismay his question was rapidly becoming unanswerable….she opened her eyes…better to separate herself from the blissful sensations that were turning the aforesaid brain to mush….he was watching her…
Bani said stupidly – er…that what you are doing feels good…
He smiled faintly, his eyes locked with her, murmured - and this, does this feel good too?
His hand moved and pressed, and something melted deep inside her. With horror Bani wondered if her foot was one of her unfamiliar erogenous zones…if so, then she had just made an awful mistake.
Bani stammered - F…..fine…great…er that's much better….thank you….I….th…think that's enough now…
She tried to repossess her legs but he prevented her by the simple tactic of splaying the hand on her ankle to encompass both and pinning them firmly against his rock-hard thighs.
Jai purred – nonsense….we're just getting started. Do you know Bani, that by massaging certain parts of the soles you can benefit certain parts of the body….hhhmmm?
She was speechless….she felt more trapped than she would have been if he had captured her hands……..
Jai continued in the same tone – here, for example. When I press here do you feel a response somewhere else in your body….
It was auto-suggestion….it had to be…..she told herself desperately as his eyes slid to her breasts and they began to ache within the tight confines of her dress.
Her voice was stifled as she tried to control her breathing – no…
Jai – then here…?
Bani literally shouted - NO….
She came up off the cushion, her torso supported on her braced arms; her knees pressed tightly together, legs stiffening. He knew. Damn it, he knew what he was doing to her. It was there in that infuriating sensual smile. This was not what she wanted….he was supposed to be out of control…not her…
Bani – Jai, that's enough….
Jai insisted – what about here….?
His hand caressed the sole of her foot once more and slid abruptly up the underside of her calf, cupping the rounded flesh briefly before stroking up to the back of her knee.
She could just gasp – JAI…..
Her legs automatically bent to escape the sizzling contact…. her imprisoned feet twisting more deeply into his lap as she tried to jerk them free….She became immobile….wild warmth flushed her body as she registered the hardness nestling against her heels that was not his thighs…….she realized that he was not the cool, controlled tormentor of her frightened imagination….. that he was as aroused by the game she had instigated as she had been….perhaps more so….. Suddenly her misplaced confidence came rushing back………..If she was trapped then so was he…..far more obviously so….why, he was practically seducing himself….this was going to be like taking candy from a baby.
She stopped trying to wrestle herself away from his hold and tilted her head back….her lips parting…..an expression of unconscious and very feminine cunning crossing her face….making her look as sultry as the archetypal vamp she had been attempting to emulate….Jai removed his hands from her legs….not taking his eyes off hers….watching the gaze become dark and heavy-lidded…. Instead of taking advantage of her freedom Bani flexed her feet experimentally……the breath came hissing through his teeth….
Jai – BANI….
Now it was his turn to admonish in a slow drawl that hinted of darker passions….She pouted her small pink mouth an erotic counterpoint to the huge brown eyes….
Bani innocently – yes Jai…
A low rumble vibrated in his chest and his hands clenched into fists on his thighs.
He rasped – what are you doing?
Bani – waiting for you to finish my foot massage…
Jai – I thought you'd cried 'enough'
She saw the blood that had risen in his face….the faint flair of nostrils with each rapid inhalation…..the rise and fall of his chest….
Bani – it's a woman's prerogative to change her mind. Isn't it?
Bani was finding the freedom of provocative man-woman banter a headily addictive experience.
Jai his eyes dilating – do you really want me to continue what I was doing?
Bani making her voice husky – don't you want to?
Jai – I think it's very evident what I want…
He grasped her ankles suddenly, lifting them from his lap and moving them far enough to make space for himself as he turned in one lightening-swift motion to brace himself over her….his powerful arms caging her…
Now Bani was shocked – Jai…
He laughed into her flushed face and said with a sexual arrogance – what's the mater, darling? Bitten off more than you can chew….
Darling…he had called her darling…that was music to her ears…oh god…her limbs felt heavy suddenly…languid and weakly passive….he ran his finger over her damp mouth….she wondered how his hard mouth would taste when flavored by champagne….the hand moved from her mouth to lightly encircle her throat…her hands seemed to get a life of its own…she reached out and traced the hard curve of his jaw…
Jai's lips curled – you have decided to stop fighting yourself and seek the pleasure that you know only I can give you…haan Bani?
Such beautiful, breathtaking arrogance….Bani's impatience burst the bounds of her control and her hand flattened against his scalp, tugging him that last, precious inch.
The flavor of him melting over her lips, the first sip only intensified the hunger that drove her to wind both arms around his neck and twist her mouth under his….Jai suddenly threw off his passiveness and took full command of the intimate embrace, his hand cupping her jaw as he plunged his tongue into her mouth…. his mouth was warm and insistent….taking command…searching…exploring….she savored the sensation…. she lay breathlessly beneath him….feeling, for the moment…letting him make the magic…then she could no longer lie still…She arched convulsively….forgetting the nave limits she had set for how far she would let him go….forgetting every thing but the intense pleasure exploding through her senses…..sending her nervous system into total overload…..her brain was screaming something…trying to remind her of something….
All she said was – Jai please….
Jai huskily – please what…tell me Bani….tell me everything you like…. Every wish…every fantasy and I'll give it to you…all of it…anything…everything you want…
There was something she wanted….what was it…she had come here for some purpose….he was nuzzling her neck…what was it…oh she needed time…time to think…her brain had failed her…time…she closed her eyes…
Bani – Jai I…I…need time…
He straightened – what?....Time…. time for what…
Bani – I…I don't remember….
Opening her eyes was a mistake…he filled her vision…rearing over her…big, powerful….starkly aroused….his face raw with disbelief and a smoldering sexual anger…he was wild for her….she realized achingly…tenderly she touched his cheek…he snapped his head to the side and bit her finger…
Bani – ouch…that hurt….
Jai growled savagely – let me make it better…
Grabbing her fluttering hand and placing her stinging finger in his mouth….he sucked strongly…rhythmically…she shivered at the explicitness of the act that was designed to dominate rather than soothe….
Bani struggled below him – Jai please let me go…
Jai looked into her face…saw the fear and all his anger decapitate…he cupped her face…
Jai softly – Bani Bani…where do you want to go….don't you know you belong here…belong with me….it's ok darling let me love you…let me show you my love….
Somehow a little sense returned and she said – Jai this is not love…
Jai – it is darling…I know you love me…I have seen it in your eyes so many times…and I love you too…that's what makes it perfect…
When he talked of love…reality of the situation struck…he was lying…she was disgusted… she tried to struggle again but he kept her captured….
Bani – I'm sure you've said that to other women…
Jai huskily – no, you're wrong….I've teased and flattered and I've made love…but I haven't been IN love. This is the first time and you are the first woman to whom I've said it….
As the lies tripped from his tongue…the love within her dried up…and though it was painful to admit how unscrupulous he was….it made it easier for her to carry on with her plan…she pushed at him with all her strength…he fell off the sofa…she got up….pulled her dress into place and delivered the final blow…
Bani – what about Nishi, Jai did you not tell her the same thing…to get her into your bed…no wait…you went further you proposed marriage…am I right Jai…
Jai was absolutely flummoxed – what…who Nishi…what are you talking about…
Bani's disgust showing on her face – Nishi Singh Jai…don't you remember her…the girl you seduced…I am her friend….and from the first day I have known what kind of man you are….you are such a bas*ard Jai…
Jai was angry, no one spoke to him like that…no one….and that also false accusations…she continued her slandering telling him of the trick she had played…which made him more angry…he had fallen in love with her for god sake …and she had been pretending…carrying on a charade all the time…he was in a mad rage now…he could not think straight…and she continued alleging him of something he had no clue….not giving him a chance to talk….insulting him left right and center….calling him names…using choicest of words….and then he lost it completely when she said 'you're nothing but a male wh*re'…he raised his left hand to slap her…but stopped it midway…clenched his fist and bought it down…his face turning black with rage….
Jai – get out Bani…leave till I am human…don't turn me into an animal…leave till you can because after that I wont be responsible for my actions…JUST GET THE HELL OUT…..I don't want to see your face…
Bani – feelings are mutual Jai…I am going…I don't want to stay near you even for a minute…I'll feel dirty…
She started walking off but not before she heard Jai say…his face still angry but tone very calm…very sarcastic….
Jai – Miss Dixit I am sorry to burst your bubble but if I wanted then twenty four hours from now you would still be in my bedroom…moaning and panting in my arms begging for more….but I don't want…you disgust me…
Bani ran out…she dint know how she reached her home and straight into her bedroom…threw herself on the bed…her face in the pillow and cried profusely…it was all over…she should be relived….she had avenged Nishi….given JW what he deserved……then why did she feel so empty…like there was no life in her body…she was a breathing corpse….
Part 6
After she left, Jai slumped on the sofa…his face in his hands…he was filled with disgust…disgust for Bani and for himself….how had he not seen her deceit….why had he been so blind….well they said you became blind in love….he had loved for the first time and lost it….and for what….something that he did not do….should he go and talk to her….no she did not love him and Jai Walia was not a weak man….he would not beg come what may….any kind of reasoning left him…he had been wild for her….now he was wild at her….desire and anger played havoc with his senses….he had never felt so helpless….bile rose in his throat….with the mixed emotions…he got up….threw few clothes in a bag and muttering 'I am out of here….out of HER life…out of this mess' he left.
It was the third day, after that fateful night….the bell rang…she had been lying down on her bed crying…that is all that she had done for the past three days….Manu had told her Jai had gone….no one knew why or where, he had suddenly left…..but Bani knew….she told Manu everything….Manu tried to console her…get a grip on her self….but she could not….she loved Jai Walia too much…and she hated Jai Walia too much….the realization of falling in love with the wrong man….of having no future with that man had taken its toll….she knew with time she would get over the misery….the hurting would reduce…. but also knew she would never get over JW….NEVER…He was there in her dreams…he was there when she opened her eyes….he was going to be there in her life…forever…
She went and opened the door….and was shocked to see Nishi standing there….Nishi came and hugged her….she was happy….ecstatic…and did not notice Bani's subjugated condition….
Bani – Hi Nishi…how come you are here…
Nishi dancing around – Bani you wont believe….Jai is back…he is back with me…he said he had been scared at the prospect of marriage….but now he is too sure…after being away from me he realized he could not live without me….
Bani wanted to throw up…so from her arms he had gone straight into Nishi's …what was the man made off…
Bani warned – Nishi are you sure…I mean he left you once…can you trust him…again…
Nishi– Bani we all make mistakes…and its good he went away….at least now he realizes his mistake and is guilty…Bani he is a through gentleman…you will see…he is here….he is just getting the luggage…
Nishi was going on and on about how good Jai was but Bani was not listening…Jai was here….omg…he was here with Nishi…..the cheek of the man…he would be sharing the guest room with Nishi…and he knew that would kill her….she wanted to hide in a hole…she could not take it any more….
Bani quickly – Nishi I have to leave…it's urgent….
She walked towards the door, while Nishi protested…surprised at the weird behavior…Bani in her mad rush to get out dint see the Man and banged into him….she was supported by strong arms and a mans voice said 'Watch out Mam'. Bani looked up…she did not recognize him…she moved back and heard Nishi say…
Nishi– Jai this is Bani…Bani Jai…
All color drained from her face…she stood staring at the stranger…the room started spinning….she stumbled…Nishi and the man made her sit on the sofa…
Bani said in a weak voice – No this is not Jai…this is Not Jai Walia…
Now it was time for Nishi and the man to look dazedly at her…then the man spoke…
Man – Mam I am Jai Walia…
Bani – you can't be…I have met JW…owner of Walia group of hotels…he…
Nishi– Jai I dint know you owned hotels…
Man laughed – Mam there is some misunderstanding…I mean my name is Vijai Walia but every one calls me Jai and I don't own any hotels…I am from Kanpur, but am a freelance IT professional in Mumbai…
Bani did not hear a thing…she was ready to eat dirt….all that she had said to Jai came back in waves….in thunderous waves…she had lost Jai…lost her love forever….she practically fainted from the hurt…the pain in her chest….Nishi saw her condition and bought water…water was flowing out her eyes in unstoppable torrent….
Finally when she was able to speak she told Nishi and Vijay everything…Manu had also joined them by then….Nishi was filled with gratitude and guilt….after all it was for her that Bani had done what she had done….she hugged Bani…and they both cried….
But the bigger question was to find Jai and say sorry to him….it seemed like her life's mission….but Jai was no where to be found…when she called the Mumbai office she was told Jai was not there and had not called….
19th June…..Bani thought he would be there in Mt Abu on 19th June….it was the inauguration of the new entertainment center built in the resort….it had been JW's dream project….his baby….he would come for that….it was her last hope….and she hanged on to it…
On 19th June she wore a white sari with a pink border….pink was his favorite color….he liked to see her in pink….. halfway thru the party…when he still did not arrive she started getting worried….she could not put her mind on anything….her nerves were a wreck….she was talking to a group of people when she felt his presence….felt his eyes boring into her back….she turned…..
He stood there….in his black suit…epitome of male beauty….she glided slowly towards him ……like a metal drawn to magnet…their eyes locked with each other….they seemed the only two people in a hall full hundreds….in the bright light of the hall she noticed for the first time how haggard he was. Deeply etched lines were carved down either side of his nose and there were dark shadows beneath his eyes…..his skin too had lost its glow….it was as if he had been ill and had not recovered…her heart lurched…she was the reason…she knew it….she reached him and stood in front of him….he put his hands in his pockets and glowered down from his 6'2 height….
Bani gasped – Jai….Hi….
Nothing from him except anger in his eyes….his jaw twitched….as if he was trying to control strangling her…. she knew from his expression that…the fateful night was playing in his mind like a movie clip….
Bani – Jai please….I need to talk to you….
Jai finally sneered – oh you do….last time you said that…..we did lot more than talking….remember…
Bani – Jai please….I need to talk to you…
He gave her a sarcastic smile – careful Bani…I might trick you into my bed….
Bani looked straight into his eyes – you won't need to trick me Jai…..
His expression became murderous – Bani stop playing games with me…I am not…
Bani cut in, her voice full of pain – Jai, fate has played the dirtiest game on me…I am not capable of any games….
His heart melted…what had happened with her….hope nothing bad….she did look like death…he was worried…he still loved her god dammit….he took her elbow and stirred her out….they went up to his suite…..Jai closed the door….he remembered….anger rose in him again…
Jai – Bani I hope your feet don't pain tonight…I don't wanna play masseur…
Bani turned to him – Jai I am sorry for what happened that night….I know I don't deserve any forgiveness….I mistook you for someone else….
Jai was angry and surprised, he roared – you mistook me for someone else….you thought me to be a low lying bas***d for god sake….Bani how could you….
Everything came out….Bani told him every single detail…from the time they had met to that last night in his suite…hiding nothing from him…and he listened…silently….
Bani finished – Jai I know I hurt you….but I got hurt in the process too Jai….my hands got burnt too…..but I just want to say I am sorry….and I…I don't know…..I hope in days to come you will forgive me….
Jai sat down…he did not know what to say…it had all been a misunderstanding….but then he had fallen in love…what about that….he kept quite….Bani started moving towards the door and then stopped….she had to tell him….
Bani - Jai there is one more thing I have to say….before I go…I don't know if I will ever see you again or not…..she hesitated….
Jai – go on Bani I am listening….
Bani – Jai I love you….I…
Jai got up frustrated and stopped her – bas Bani…you don't have to appease your guilt….and I don't want your pity..….
Tears rolled down her cheeks – Jai its not pity…god knows….in trying to trick you I got tricked myself…I fell in love with you….I hated you and loved you with the same intensity…I dint know at first…but then that night when you gave me the CD….
So they both had realized their love for each other at the same moment….Jai covered the distance in one go….she was finally in his arms….crying her heart out….saying she was sorry and she loved him….. over and over again…..
Jai lifted her chin, looking into her eyes – shssshhhh don't cry darling….
His mouth found hers in a fierce kiss that demanded her surrender. Willingly she gave it, her body burrowing into his…to feel his wild arousal…to breathe in the scent of his desire….he broke the kiss and came up for breathe…
Bani again – Jai I am….
Jai huskily – you talk to much…now I'll talk and you listen….
She waited for him to say something….
He smiled – I don't want to talk here…I think we will be more comfortable in my bedroom….
She blushed and lowered her head…with a muffled groan he picked her up in his arms, strode with her into the bedroom and placed her genteelly on the king-size bed…he lay beside her….cradling her in his arms
Jai wickedly – so darling finally I tricked you into my bed….
Bani shyly but with all her heart – no you did not I am here willingly…
Jai – I almost dint come here tonight….this past few days I've alternated between loving you like crazy and hating you like mad….
Bani – that describes my emotions since the day I met you….
In the silence, he undressed her….dropping light kisses everywhere…his eyes took on a darker shade as he looked at her…drank her beauty…filled with love, Bani began undoing the buttons of his shirt….she slipped it off his shoulders…she had never undressed anyone, and as her fingers fumbled at the narrow leather belt around his waist she could not stop the warm color that rushed into her cheeks….aware of her embarrassment, he did it for her…as his body covered hers desire for him became paramount and all she could think of was becoming a part of him……
The fever that had started in him after seeing her…raged higher….he stared at her in the dim light….his throat ached with the beauty of her….he was on fire…it took all his self-control to keep stroking and caressing her…stroking back her hair…kissing her face…her brow….the tip of her nose…then her mouth….his hands smoothing over her bare arms to her wrists and back again…..hearing her small cries and the rapid increase of her breathing…shifting beneath him Bani made a small sound and he lifted his head…
Jai – are you ok darling…do you want this….should I stop….
Bani frustrated – oh Jai please….please don't torture me like this….please…
Jai – the aggro I have gone thru these past few days…now its payback time for you baby…
Bani could just manage – jai please…
Laughing now, Jai slid his hands over her body with bolder strokes, watching her pleasure….he wanted her so much it hurt….but he wanted to please her…he wanted the moment to be memorable for her….he drove her to a frenzy till she was gasping his name again and again…..keeping his eyes on her face he joined her….she gasped and dug her hands into his back…he bent and quickly covered her mouth with his….smothering her cries…taking her pain as his own until she relaxed…..
'darling I'm sorry, I am sorry I hurt you' he murmured against her mouth over and over again until she put her palms on each side of his face and kissed him to silence….
In the aftermath of intimacy they lay relaxed in each other's arms….feeling the wonder of the moment….finally Jai broke the silence…
Jai lightly stroking her face – Darling are you ok….
Bani – yes Jai…I have never been better….Jai I don't know what the future will bring but I wanted to live this night…I love you and wanted you to be my first lover…I will remember….
Jai made her quite by placing his mouth on hers then he said – Bani our future is together…I cant let you go any where now….you belong to me…let me make it more real….
He got up from the bed, unabashed of his condition and went down on his knees….not a stitch of cloth on him…
Jai – Ms Dixit I am a philanderer but since a chit of a girl pushed me off her, rejected me completely…….I have lost confidence in my sex appeal…I go to bed with a book every night and it is killing me inside…would you do me the favor of sharing my bed and breakfast with me…every night…every morning….all your life…
Bani was laughing she knew she would have to live her life now with Jai teasing her mercilessly….she too wanted some fun….
Bani lying on her stomach, chin in her hands – mmmm let me think about it Mr. Walia…right now I am enjoying the view….
Jai was elated, he sure was getting a bold wife…life would be full of spice and gingerbread….
Jai – Mam you will get more than this….I promise to show you the sun and the moon and the stars…..day and night…..
Bani giggled – and will you massage my foot….
Jai put his hands on his chest – philanderer's promise…..every night…in the afternoon's and early mornings….I will devote my life to massaging your feet and much more…..
Bani blushed – and you will eat whatever I cook….
Jai nodding – yes I promise I will….then he saw the twinkle in her eyes and laughed…..but I am not getting any kind of chilies in my house…..no Mam…
Bani – and will you…
Jai cut her off – common Bani now say yes….my knees are hurting…I can't stand it for long….
Bani – and what if I say no…
Jai – then my darling, I will keep you locked up here, making love to you till you say yes….
Bani smiled wickedly – you are making the prospect of saying no very interesting….I am tempted….
Jai exasperated – god this must be the weirdest and longest proposal ever….Bani I ask again….will you do me the honor of being my wife….will you marry me…
Bani dived into his arms with a 'yes oh yes'….they stayed entwined feeling each others happiness…their heart beat as one……..
Jai – Bani common get dressed…we are going out….
Bani – but Jai….
Jai – no arguments Bani…hurry up…
He gave her a pink sari to wear – I tend to make an honest woman of you tonight….we are getting married…
He did not give her a chance to argue…they went to a temple…woke up the priest and got married…Jai looked lovingly at his wife all the way back….on their way back he stopped at a medical store….
Bani – are you not feeling well….
Jai wickedly – never felt better…I am going to buy you a gift ….
From a medical store…the guy had lost it…he came back and gave her a brown packet…
Jai wickedly – for you Mrs. Walia…
She peeped in and blushed…..packets of condoms…she looked at him shyly….questioningly….
Jai – I know darling, I dint protect you the first time…but from now….till the time we are married in front of the family….
When they got back, the suite had been transformed….there were candles lit…flowers all over…a mind-blowing fragrance of lavender filled the room….soft music…the same was in the bedroom…he carried her again………..saw her surprised look..
Jai – For you my darling wife…anything for you…I want to make this night memorable for you….
And he did…he was tender and loving…demanding and torturing….he took her to the moon…together they visited the galaxy…Mars…Venus…Jupiter…he took her to all the planets, one by one all night….and then together they came back to planet earth and slept peacefully in each others arms…
Jai had been very careful…always using protection except that first time …But as they say man proposes and god disposes….about a month later on 15th July, the day they got married in front of the world…that night Bani gave him the best news of his life…. she was pregnant… ….he was elated…his joy had no boundary…
On 18th march 2007 Jai and Bani became proud parents of Krishna and Atharva Walia…19th June became a memorable day for the soul mates…the day when not body but two souls had mated….which had resulted in bring the two most important people in their life…they knew the exact day and moment when their children had been conceived….they had many wonderful moments, but June 19th was a beautiful milestone in their life…..
Edited by ziddi - 18 years ago
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
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